wooden: little figures, carved and polished, faces, forms, blends of
beasts and humans, goats, snails, outlaws, kings, some creatures that nature
never saw, some paths of evolution nature was never brave enough to take. every day it seems it would find some of
them rearranged, like they were pieces on some chessboard as big as the house
(bay windows, light) without squares or rules except whims of inclination. different shades of shavings of wood on the
floor moved as they walked, as a door opened and moved
the air. she explained to him soon
after he started living with her, that the art at which she excelled had little
to do with the carved figures, with knives and the smell of wood. it was moods, states of mind, that she
shaped and carved and cultivated in herself.
not that the wooden figures were meant to express anything, the only
connection between the inward and outward work was association, symbol, and
only for herself. she was, and I slowly
learned to become, a conoissure of moods, tiny shades of difference in consciousness,
how it filtered and tinted the light that fell down through into known
experience and sense. the difference
was that she had a carved record of these things, she could choose between
them, hold them in her hand.