time: run thread of eyesight through holes of moons in different
nights, stitch the skies together.
little coffee cups don’t change that they all come out of the same brown
barrel of liquid evenings, cafes, contiguous.
chronology is after the fact, a mnemonic tool that passes for reality,
arbitrary organization of independent events, like alphabetizing index
cards. to say distant past caused
recent past is tantamount to believing the letter B
is caused somehow by the letter A.
that’s just the system by which the dictionary is bound. pedal and pedagogue share proximity, not
meaning. it’s not sequence that
determines relationship, but relationship that determines sequence. the pages don’t turn, they unfold, explode.
we construct, imagine, days, from the nascent stuff of life, to be
dropped and sorted in the chambers of memory, already informed by pre-echoes of
our deaths, ordered according to illusory time. there is free will, but it is constructive, not causal.