cigarettes:
this is the
power of suggestion, he said, the psychosomatic silver bullet. cigarettes aren’t really addictive. he said this leaning close over the table at
the truck stop, them reeking on his breath.
it’s an advertising gimmick. get
you to believe that you can’t stop smoking.
but really there’s no reason, no chemical reason, really. I know because
I’ve been smoking 20 years, and I know I’m not addicted. listen, the only thing is, you want to be
consuming something, drawing in something to your chest
that is part of society, made by someone else.
we need that, every moment some kind of mother’s teat oral sucking on
whatever society can provide, even death.
it connects us, keeps us from feeling alone. so we buy things, as often as we can, to use them, chew them, wear
them, smoke them, as often as we can. that’s addictive, my friend. his truckload of cigarettes was waiting
outside.