Lain's Poems
here are some random thoughts in my head and other places
you can sometimes be amused, but who knows. It's all good
don't ask me but here's my email... [email protected]
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Amanda
I met you at a club,
It wasn't a pub
You came into my life,
And now I have the knife
I was scard at first,
I wanted to burst
I want you to hate me,
But you wouldn't let it be
I tried to make you run,
I wanted you to hide
You just wanted to have fun,
But I could have died
Your falling for me,
You won't give me the key
I'm so confused,
I was abused
I felt strange, even weird
I was even feared
I don't know what to do,
I was feeling blue
But after thinking it out,
There is no doubt
About how I feel,
Because it's so real
I knew it was you all along,
Or maybe I'm wrong
You could have left me,
But I disagree
Cause of all I felt inside,
I just cried
All I could do was shout,
Then ended up passing out
I don't deserve this,
Or your kiss
I'm not stable inside,
I just have to hide
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Rasors, Knifes, Guns.
Rasors, Knifes, Guns.
Why am I not dead?
Is there something,
Keeping me alive?
Rasors, Knifes, Guns.
Why can't I die?
Is it you that's,
Keeping me alive?
Rasors, Knifes, Guns.
Now your gone,
And I'm dead.
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Deadly Friends
All I wanted was a friend,
I met you in the end.
I wanted to be dead,
But someone said,
It was all in my head.
What can I do with you?
What can I do without you?
All you did was lie,
I just wanted to die.
How can that be,
Is it just me?
yes you freak...it's in your head!
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I Love You
I am at a place,
where the grass is green,
Where the sea is blue,
I am at a place where,
I love you
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