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| I liked him so much He got me through everything But now when I look at him I see you... stupid you... same old you WHY YOU? It ruins everything! He made me laugh for hours Felt so comfortable around him Things were finally going places But then I saw you Every time I looked at him I saw you He looked like you He talked like you He acted exactly like you AND IT FREAKED ME OUT It's not like I like you So why are you doing this to me? It's all your fault You're ruining me I wanted him Not you I don't want you around You piss me off... i hate you So why do you follow me around In my head, in my thoughts I see you EVERYWHERE Why can't you just leave me alone Stop showing up in strange places Quit popping up in my mind I'm sick of you You're ruining it It's all your fault STOP IT Let me live my life Just let me life my life... |
| You will cry out the tears But you won't cry away the pain You won't let it all escape you You will always live in vain You will try to get away But you won't make it anywhere You won't be free of all the hurt You will never mend the tear You will say that you love him But you won't understand why You won't ever truly mean it You will always really try You will pretend it doesn't phase you But you won't make it very far You won't be able to carry the burdens You will never hide the scar You will always try your hardest But you won't succeed You won't make it anywhere, he says You will always bleed You will take him out of your life But you won't forget the tears You won't forget the pain he's caused You will remember through the years You will wonder why he was that way But you will never know You won't let it get to you You will live and you will grow You will forget the small things But you won't forget the strife You won't let it get you though You will make it through your life |
| We called each other angels Said we would be forever friends Wouldn't let our friendship disappear No matter what the world sends We'd make it through everything Pick the other up if they were to trip Said we wouldn't let new friends Ruin our great relationship We shared a million laughs Along with all those tears We didn't let anything stop us Throughout all those years Made the best memories together Became the very best of friends You meant more than the world to me Saw us together until the very end I never could hve imagined That it would end this way I thought I'd at least hear it from you That you wanted to get away I don't understand why you Don't want to be friends anymore What made you change your mind? What's different now from before? Did I do something to wrong you? Please tell me if I did... 'Cause then I'd tell you I'm sorry And maybe this could all end |
| I fall asleep as the sky turns blue and the birds, they begin to chirp My night was spent awake again with music, paper, and pen The rest of the world lies peacefully asleep dreaming of heavenly things A soft wind combs through my hair as I wonder how I'll get through today On a few hours of sleep, if even I'll crawl out of bed to greet My bright-eyed, well rested neighbors oblivious to my night of very little sleep I get tired of dreaming up my tomorow, tired of everything So I put my head down upon my pillow and whisper, "Goodnight, world" |
| The lights fade out into darkness As all the eyelids fall But one pair of eyes remain awake In the larged and crowded room One lonely child lies awake In the vast ocean of dreamers Her hands reach slowly to unzip a bag And pull out a light, paper and pen The dim light seems to flood the room And the words written down break the silence A sparkle of joy fills the open eyes And happiness erupts in her heart Pages after pages are filled up in the book Until the end is finally reached Slipping the flashlight back into her bag The book closes, along with her eyes |
| No idea what I should do I'm so confused, do I love you? I like you, but I like them too Can't tell which feelings of mine are true Some are old and some are new Thiking about it gets me blue No idea what I should do |