Wiping away the dust and moving back in
Wow...I can't believe I'm back. I left my baby to rot and fin for itself like a street cat... but here I am. And I'll never leave her again. I've actually been thinking a lot about this website the past couple of months and I haven't updated it becase my FTP and graphic design programs were deleted But as soon as I get them back and get my own computer I will be back at it. I think that's gonna be fairly soon too. I hope I haven't gotten rusty! I guess it's sorta like riding a bike. I may bust my ass a few times but it'll come to me. But even more importantly Look at my pet kitty! Isn't she sexy! I named her Dreu. ...and I'm not sure why, but that's her name! I'm going to get a cat soon. *whispers: A real cat* And a really big dog that is snow white and friendly. I've picked up a love for animals now....Cats more than dogs, though. My boyfriend and I aren't doing as well as we were, but we're sticking through it. I hate that he has to work all the time, but on the brighter note he can buy me the shit I want for my birthday. I've never gotten a decent birthday present, so maybe this time around we can go for the gold.
I had some pizza earlier...and I feel terrible. I wanna throw up so bad but I can't bring myself to do it anymore. The last time I did, my nose was pouring blood like the Niagra Falls and my body was shaking...my throat was killing me and I still hadn't gotten everything out of my stomach that I wanted to....what a waste of a trip to the bathroom. Yeah...and I promised my ex who is the best friend in town (sometimes) that I wouldn't anymore. I don't like doing it...but it feels so good afterwards. Do you understand that? If you don't who cares cause you don't really know me in real life so it makes it easier for me to explain this...When I eat something even if its not fattening sometimes I feel so heavy and it kills my stomach and something just keeps tellin me I gotta get this out of my stomach so I try to make it go away by making it come up. It's the only way. I don't wanna get fat and I dont want my skin to break out...and but I still try to eat sometimes. I'm not just starving myself....But sometimes I can go without eating. It doesnt bother me after I've thrown up sometimes. ANYWAY. Too much information. That's just the beginning of new life I'm living in just one year. I'll tell you more later.
When I return I will probably have a new destination and a new look. Till then mis pollitos, look both ways before crossing! Ynnie, 11:34pm
THURSDAY. AUGUST 05. (2004)
Aww...Hey there, little guy! *pokes*
Isn't that lil guy so cute? I took a picture of him ages ago...just now gettin him up here. I caught him sneakin up the door outside, so I captured him on my digital. Anywho,
SCHOOL STARTS NEXT WEEK!
AHHHHHH!!!! I don't really wanna go back, but at the same time I do....I just bought some clothes, but I still need shoes and shoes cost more than they should. I wanted to get some monochrome (all black) converse chuck taylor's and 2 pairs of converse weapons...(one white and the other black because they are having a 2 for $89 sale and you can't just get 1 you have to buy two and i need more shoes anyhow...) And I wanted some black New Balance shoes to match the hat I just bought. I only have about $140 left to spend on shoes, though, which isn't much. Chuck Taylor's cost about $40 each...I love those. I wanna get like 12,000,000 pairs, but...eh. Ynnie, 12:26am
WEDNESDAY. JULY 21. (2004)
Old Obsession
Lauryn Hill...has got to be one of the greatest lyricists of all time. And she's much more than that. I love her music, the way she talks, the way she thinks, everything...If dread locks would look right on me I would get them like hers...I dunno. I still may. I don't know how it would look on me, but anywho. I just got done reading an interview she did with Kevin Powell.
If you don't already know about her, buy some of her music. You may like it. She use to be in The Fugees, but for now that's on chill mode...from what I hear. She talks about a lot of stuff that people don't want to hear, but need to hear...and she justs keeps everything real. She's not fake...she doesn't feel the need to lie like most people I know, and just doesn't really care what people think. I love her and she's part of the reason my self esteem as risen a little and I have a different way of looking at things...
La la la, I'm at work. Today is my last day for a while. I'm glad because I'm a little tired of it. Today I'm in a good mood, though and I feel better than I did yesturday. ....They have donuts in the breakroom! O_O I better go get one before everyone eats em!! I'm going to be as big as a house working here.... Ynnie, 11:42am
MONDAY. JULY 19. (2004)
15.765 year old female looking for love.
Yeah, I'm about ready to give up on my ex-boyfriend. Actually, I've been ready to give up on him for a while--he just won't let me go. He's so stupid sometimes. I think I want a boyfriend, but I'm probably better off without one. Geocities is getting on my last nerves. There is crap at the bottom of my pages that make them scroll when they're not supposed to. Look at my pictures page and you'll see what I mean. It's not because of anything I've done. I know this, because I copied and pasted the page and there's advertisements and such hidden there. I'm to lazy to try and fix the problem. I'm just hoping that my host will be back from her little vacation this weekend and have everything all sorted out. I'm still working on my layout, so I'm not in too much of a hurry. I have a few that I like and a few that I just hate. I might just do a themes type thing....And have the visitor choose which one they want to view. I'll only pick a few, though. I don't wanna take up too much space and have my site be all complicated. Others will go into a portfolio or something.
I'm at work...bored out of my mind. OH! How about: My ex boyfriend finds out I'm getting paid and he's like can you buy me that Jadakiss CD?....ugh! I JUST bought him a CD!! That's it! I'm not telling anyone else that I'm getting paid or even that I have money! I hate that. He's either changing or never showed me his true side. He's like he'll buy me stuff when he gets his job. He already told me when he was in New York that he'd bought me some jeans. Okay...he didn't. I knew he didn't--I don't know why fell for that. He probably was planning on it and never did. Or just wanted me to feel happy and want to buy him something in return. Not anymore. The rest of my money is going to my school clothes and shit for ME. And...maybe my mother and a few birthday gifts. I'm tired of being his "on the side" chick. TIRED! He says that's not what it is...but it is. I wouldn't want to be his girlfriend in this situation. He lies to her. He says that if we were together before we became such close friends he'd probably lie to me. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS???? I don't want to be in a relationship like that. I want to be treated good and told the truth. I deserve a lot of things, but in a way I don't deserve this crap. Anyway...I'll tell him soon that I think we should just be friends. He's such a baby though, sometimes. He'll probably get upset. I don't care because he made me mad yesturday.
Only a few 30 more minuetes till lunch break... Ynnie, 11:58am
TUESDAY. JULY 12. (2004)
Wow....can we say Prozak?
Well, I'm really emotional. I can honestly say that I've given up on being normal or whatever. Sometimes I get real pissed off for no reason and at times I'm fine, but today I cried over someting really fucking stupid and ...it wasn't even worth crying over. *sigh* But I dunno. I feel like going home right now. I'm still at work and I feel miserable because I'm pissed off and my stomach hurts because I ate too much at lunch today. I'm tired...I am however inspired for my next layout...or possible clique that I ma start. I need a vacation from people. Or I need therapist or something. *shrug*
Who wants to be me for a day?!! Or a couple weeks....months...?
I'm a fucking moron. Ynnie, 3:27pm
MONDAY. JULY 12. (2004)
Go me! Go me! It's your birthday! Not for real though, just for play play!
Hahahaha! I haven't heard anyone say that since the 2nd grade, but it rocks doesn't it? No? Well, anyway Go me because I'm sitting in an office as the receptionist where my mom works. Some guy just walked in so I had to pause there for a moment...Anywho, he was nice. This guy came in earlier so that I could sign for a package and I didn't know I was suppose to at first so...yeah I looked like a dummy, but I'm gettin the hang of it. W00 baby! And I transferred someone's call. I must be butter you guys 'cause I'm on a roll! Haha. Okay, no more of those corny phrases. I promise!
I'm not really supposed to be writing in my journal right now, but what the heck. I don't have anything else to do right now.
I think I look pretty. Aww. That's a first in a long time. I'm all dressed up and my hair is down. I haven't painted my nails and got all girlied up in a while so my nails look like crap, but other than that! Pour some water on my 'cause I'm on fire! (I know I promised, but I just couldn't help myself)
I like this so far, but I've only been here for about 2 hours, so who knows?
My pen pal doesn't speak very good English Sometimes I don't understand what she's trying to say. She's great, though. I keep asking for her address so I can send her cute things with cats on them. She likes cats too! Sexy or what? Well, anyway...She's gonna send me something on my birthday. How fucking sweet. It really is. That's the pen pal from Japan. The pen pal from Korea really doesn't know English very well. She's cute though. She sent me a picture. She's just adorable.
There's a rumbly in my tumbly. When's lunch?!?!
This is the first time in a very long time I've been awake this early.... Ynnie, 9:52am
SUNDAY. JULY 11. (2004)
Oh happy fucking day
i've noticed that I curse a lot more on these things...I thought about apologizing but this is my blog, so sit on it Richie!
I heard from my host today. How beautiful. She's been really busy with just starting college so that's why there's been such a delay. Well, I still can't login but I guess that's just fine since I don't have the new layout altoegther right now anyway. I don't want to move with the same clothes and have people whispering about me behind my back saying: "Didn't she wear that layout last month?". Anywho: People think so highly of themselves. Sometimes it just makes me go "Wow...." You REALLY think you're that good?!?! Are you serious?
I have a "friend" who think she looks better than everyone. I see people online that think they design crap better than everyone. I see people online that swear up and down that their poetry is the best and etc, etc. *sigh* Am I feeling extra bitchy today? I dunno. I'll post something cheerful soon. (But don't hold your breath) Maybe I'll just be nasty to everyone. People are nothing but nasty to me. ...Well not always.
I need inspiration.
And food.
My ex was suppose to come over today just to hang out with me. He said he bought me some jeans and he was going to return a CD that he barrowed, too, so I'm like okay that's fine. He asks can I buy him a CD that he wants--I say okay, because you know he DID get me some jeans. Well....later on he hears my mom fussing about something and he says "Just forget it. I'm not comin' over there. I don't wanna be somewhere I'm not wanted. Your mom trips too much." What the hell does my mom have to do with us hangin out OUTSIDE away from her??? And when did she say she didn't want you to come over?!?! He gets on my nerves. Then he had the nerve to say: Are you still gettin me the CD even though I'm not comin over? Can I just pick up the money? ....
And we had JUST gotten back on good terms. We were all happy and whatnot. Oh well. I'm startin not to care again.
*muah* Ynnie, 1:40pm
THURSDAY. JULY 8. (2004)
No, please stop fucking me over
Hmm...La de la de dah. I'm seeing things that people think I don't see. I'm tired of people ignoring me and ignoring my problems and thinking I'm an idiot that doesn't understand things. And why is 16 and 18 the ages at which jobs are provided? Well, that doesn't bother me so much anymore, because I think if I save up the money I get from my mom I will have enough to buy some things I want...my goal is atleast $240 by the end of summer. They've been talking about letting us go back to school two weeks later than usual. I hope that happens. I think I'm going to have to look for new things in the future. A new best friend, a new boyfriend, a new potential host, a new diet, a new attitude....La la la la. Guess what you guys!
I'm watching Real Life: I'm Obese on MTV and it's got a girl that is comfortable with her weight, a boy who isn't comfortable with his weight but deals with it and continues to eat a lot and unhealthy and a girl who is like 561 pounds who is really depressed and makes me wanna give her a big hug and love her and tell her she's sexy and she's trying to have an operation to get some of the weight off of her. I feel sorry for her, but the boy--I don't. He knows he's eating this stuff and he knows he needs to stop and he's thinking about having an operation too to make his stomach smaller....Well, I kinda do, but it makes me greatful that all I have is some big thighs, and a big butt. It makes me want to exercise more and eat healthy....I don't think I'm ugly or fat, but I'm not as happy with my body as I would like to be. Wow, here goes something you may or may not want to know...I've been kinda horny lately and I wish I had a bisexual female friend to 'experiment' with. LOL! Yes, okay. I use to have dreams about a girl in my 4th period class. She was Puerto-Rican I think...with brown/orange hair. She was short and kinda skinny with pretty lips and soft skin....but that's enough of that.
I need to finish making this layout and stop fiddle-fartin around, right? Yeah, and I apparently still need a host. I think it's been a month? Wow, that's a long time not to e-mail someone and tell them what's going on and not even put them on the 'Coming' or 'Upcoming' or whatever section of your page or even fucking mention them at all? No, I don't NEED recognition, but if you are going to recognize all your other upcoming hostees that haven't moved in yet, why not me too? Or atleast e-mail me letting me know that you don't know why I can't log in or why you don't still want to host me? It's not that you haven't been online because you're site has been very updated lately. Life sucks sometimes, but it'll come eventually. Maybe I'm just being a bitch. That could very well be it. Maybe I'm not looking at every aspect of the situation. If that's the case she really wouldn't host me now that I've bashed her like this, but that's how life is sometimes. She's still a sexy bitch and I still admire her, though.
I want to make a Judy and Mary clique. I already have the layout done, but thefanlistings.org told me no because there is already a fanlisting for them even though it doesn't exist anymore....
I'm going to make it anyway.
Oooh! I have 2 very sexy pen pals from Asia! One is from Japan, her name is Nana. She is the best. Her English isn't so well, but I love her anyway. The other is from Korea and her English isn't so well either, but she's so cute. I'm going to send them snail mail soon. I'm going to go on eBay and buy letter sets for them and cute gifts! I love pen pals. I would take anybody that doesn't live in the same place as I do. Especially Spain, Germany, France, Italy, Japan, Korea, China, etc, etc. I love foreign places. Heck, I would even send snail mail to people living in Canada. That doesn't really count as foreign but I don't live in Canada. No, I'm not a lonely loser I just love to meet new people who aren't like me. If you're reading this and need a buddy in the U.S. please talk to me, baby! Ynnie, 3:07pm
FRIDAY. JULY 2. (2004)
First the bad news....because that's all I have right now
Well, I've been having problems loggin into the FTP site, so I can't move in yet. I'm still stuck at geocities for a little while longer. Emily hasn't figuered out what's going on or she's just been busy lately ...I didn't get a job anywhere probably because I'm only 15 or because they just like being stingy with the jobs. My mom said I can do chores for $25 a week. I guess that's not so bad. It's more than I have now. That's not part of the bad news. My mouse is all fucked up so if I want to make a layout I have to make it on my other laptop and tranfer it, but my other laptop has so much spyware on there with all those pop-ups and crap downloading itself to my computer I can barely get on it. And...I started my period today. My ex just told me a couple months ago that he and his girlfriend did something that I didn't want to know about and that a girl that was just his friend he kissed and some other girl showed him her tities. That's great. He said if I had her tities I'd be perfect. And yes, that was meant to be a compliment. I didn't take it to hard though. The thing that killed me was what he and his girlfriend did. I know that his girlfriend but he's suppose to be breaking up with her and she's SO horrible, but....anyway that was a long time ago, right? Well I told him something that I did wrong, too and now he's all mad, but I didn't trip at all when he told me the crap he had to say.
That was yesturday. I think he's stsarting to get over it now, though. I hope he'll just try to forget about it like I'm trying to. Anywho, I decided to make up a pointless survey. And I'm going to add one that everyone who visits can take if they are bored enough. I really wish I could log into hello-peeko and get everything settled. But oh well. Survey Time
1. What was the last thing you did?
Took pictures of my babies outside (the plants). I named them.
2. Do you have any pets? If not do you want any?
No, but yes I want a kitty.
3. How do you see yourself 10 years from now?
With lots of plants, a cat or two in a small home in New York or Atlanta or maybe just here in boring ol North Carolina with my ex boyfriend and a silly job that I'm not happy with while taking pictures and writing novels on the side.
4. What is your favorite thing RIGHT NOW?
My digital camera.
5. If you could be anywhere right now with anyone, where would it be and with whom?
At the beach, with my ex boyfriend.
6. The stupidest thing you've ever done?
Well, there's so many....lemme get back to you.
7. If you could have surgery on any part of your body where would you get it and why? If not, simple say: I'm too sexy for that baby!
Well, I would probably get the skin around my eyes altered to look asian simply because I'm in love with the way their eyes look. And I would ponder breast implants. LOL Although they look gross on some people and they're so FAKE I just want big boobies. So sue me.
8. Favorite band at the moment?
Judy & Mary
9. When is the last time you had sex?
About 6 months ago, I think. Maybe longer than that.
10. Was your last relationship an ugly break up?
Sort of. It was weird....I don't wanna get into that.
11. Let's dye your hair! What color?
How's a bout dark red with blond streaks! I love it. Either that or the blue streaks and keep my regular hair color. Hmm...
12. How many piercings do you have?
Just two. One in each ear.
13. Don't you think you'd look sexier with more piercings?
Yes, baby! One in my belly button, one in my nose, one in my eyebrow, one at the top of my ear, and the best of all (drum roll) in my tongue! w00!!
14. What is the sexiest thing in the world?
Edible underwear baby! That and intelligence. ...oh and spinage pizza.
15. Who is the sexiest person in the world?
Oh, there are so many...I'll answer that later.
16. Well, that's it. Very short, yet interesting. How was it for you baby?
Oh, it's over? Ynnie, 6:19pm
SATURDAY. JUNE 19. (2004)
Yes, baby!!
Yes! Guess who's getting hosted by the very sexy Emily!! Me, me, me, me, me! I'm so tired of geocities and Emily is a sexy little muffin. Go visit her RIGHT NOW!!! And look at her kitty Basil. He's the best thing since edible underwear. Ynnie, 11:22pm
THURSDAY. JUNE 17. (2004)
New Obsession
JUDY AND MARY!!!!! I love them now. Even though I screamed when I found out that they aren't even together now!! They are the best. I love their music so much! Yuki, the lead singer, is still making music, though. She's the sexiest little thing since edible underwear. Look at her: That isn't her best picture, but be patient with me. That's a picture of the whole band up there next to her. Aren't they wonderful!!?? Go download "Lover Soul" and you'll be in love, too. My sister is in love with Dir en Grey. I like some songs, but I like Judy and Mary better.
I took A LOT of pictures yesturday with my sister. Siterly bonding!! She's great. We took a bunch of pictures from her magazines and I took a picture of a drawing that I did and my little Pucca journal. I'm in the middle of uploading all of them now, but Go look anyway!! I think I'll start an artwork section, too. I'll have to draw more crap to put up here though. Ynnie, 1:02pm
WEDNESDAY. JUNE 16. (2004)
Disturbing
Aww crap. Something that gets on my everlasting nerves is to be blammed for something I didn't do and for people to sit behind me and or look over my shoulder while I'm on the computer!!!
My dad always comes in here and changes his clothes because he keeps some of his clothes in this room but AHHHH!!!! Atleast take them and go change somewhere--why change within feet of your offspring? I try to close my eyes so I don't even catch a glance out of the corner of my eye.
My mom goes into the bathroom and finds it in poor condition. My sister already told me there was a surprise in there so I didn't want to go in, but I was going to flush it anyway even though I hadn't did it but I forgot. My mom gets home and goes to screamin' about it. "What in the world! Who did this! Who left shit in the toilet!" So she quiets down a while and then asks me if I did it. I said no. She probably thought it was me because I was home all day, but I think it was my dad. Everyone else said they didn't and he kept quiet. She continues to think its me and yells, "Why would you leave shit in the toilet! How do you not know you left shit in the toilet! How do you walk out of the bathroom with shit in the toilet! We got some nasty people in this house! What's wrong with this house!"
*sigh* And then she goes to nagging about how I should've cleaned up. I tidied up, no I didn't do the whole 100% maid job, but I did clean up. She wants me to make it spotless. I could've stayed asleep all day long! ...I could've cleaned up everything and she would've still found something that was wrong. She always does--whether she does it in a "nice" way or not.
Well...I want so badly to have my own apartment with maybe a friend or two and my own car and a cell phone and a job...*sigh* I'm tired of school and we hadn't even went back yet. I'm tired of living in this house, but I've still got atleast 3 more years.
***
I updated some pages on the site. I hate geocities. None of this funny business crap happends when I do the pages in notepad on my laptop, but now that I upload it to geocities everything wants to have a party! I've been doing more artwork now that I have a real mouse for my computer. Usually I just use that little dot that you move with your finger. I've discovered a new way to make graphics! I took a few more pictures yesturday and uploaded them today. No, they're not all flowers, but a couple of them are. I also took pictures of random things in my room. I do that from time to time...
Random is good.
By the way...SOMEONE HOST ME!!!! Ynnie, 2:48am
TUESDAY. JUNE 15. (2004)
Change of layouts?
Uhm....I will might be changing the layout once again! I'm going to stick with it this time. It's of a drawing I did on the computer. I finally got a mouse on my computer so yes....This layout will probably go into a 'designs' section or something like that. I added more funny stuff and books. The site isn't all together just yet, but I'm lazy. Poke me with a spork. Ynnie, 6:38pm
SATURDAY. JUNE 12. (2004)
Random thoughts
No, I don't only update on Mondays and Saturdays. It would seem that way though, wouldn't it.
Anywho, me and my ex got into an argument and he's such a FART!!!! GRR!!! . We're not friends anymore from where I see it, but he'll probably call back anyway.
After the 4th 5th try at making a layout, I think I am somewhat satisfied with this one. I won't point out the mistakes because I
don't want you to notice them if you haven't already. I think it's pretty good though. My computer kept
messing up and I lost a good 2 layouts and had to do it again. Sheesh! I hate that...
I'm very glad to be web designing again, though. I had a little [when i say little i mean big, fat and ugly] break that lasted too long. Sometmes when you're in the race and sit down to rest
you end up fallin' a sleep...and gettin robbed and wakin up in the park somewheres--if that made any sense at all. I'm tired, yet I'm not...I wonder what it what be like to
be a guy for a day. A really sexy one. That when you look at him it makes you go "Mmmm" and when you smell him it makes you want to take a bite.
I took some pictures with the digital camerea. They're old, but oh well. I like flowers. Not all of them are flowers though. Some of them are random and or unusual. All of them are not uploaded yet, though. However, I think I'm doing good since I just put all this together in like one day. Ynnie, 1:28pm
MONDAY. June 7. (2004)
Phoenix, Arizona....where you can boil an egg on your forehead and like it
Yep! Still in Arizona. It's like 103 degrees here on a regular. And that's no exageration. It's not humid, though. It's like a dry heat. I still don't like it though. If I lived here I would only come outside after 6:00pm or 4:00am. Yep...And some people are just a walkin around in it like they don't feel the heat. I'm not use to this crap. I mean...I'm a southern bell, but I'm from Georgia and it doesn't get to the 100's there. Well, technically I'm from North Carolina...well let's just claim NC, GA, and FL. Because I've been to all those and I have family there and it's much better than just sayin I'm from NC.
Summer is great. Heat. Freedom. Irritation. New friends. Old friends. Jobs. Bees buzzing around looking for prey. Gnats dancing in your space and swimming in your lemonade. The sun beaming down on you, just as curious as George. Lovers in the air. Lovers just for this moment. Ahh, the breeze finally touches your sweaty face. "Until we meet again".
P.S. Yess!!! I got a camera. It's not my digital one, but I can still take pictures. I wish it was digital though :(
Ynnie, 10:59am at home, 7:52am in Arizona
SATURDAY. June 5. (2004)
I can't believe its not butter I left my camera at home!! And...the annoying passengers on the annoying plane ride...
I was very disappointed to find that I'd left the digital camera at home. No taking pictures for me. And I already saw some things I wanted to get a picture of on the way here.
We're on our second plane for today on our way to Phoenix. I hate being in the middle, but I am. Squished between my mom and some large fellow. I wish I could look out the window because I miss the little fast moving ants, the dry brocoli and floating cotton.
Hey! We get to watch a movie. It's Starsky and Hutch. How convenient. I've never seen it before.
I'm on my moms laptop. It keeps on doin funny business though I'll press the backspace button and then it just keeps on goin.
***
That movie was funny! Now I'm listening to Joss Stone on the radio I think.
I didn't know they had this on planes. I wish we were in Arizona already.
I'm gonna miss my ex when we get back though because he's goin to New York
for a month! I may see him before he leaves though. I wish I had some batteries that worked well....
Lots of babies and little people who suck their thumbs. The smell of cheese
and pickles is in the air. Cheap wine. Apple Juice. I don't really listen to
Joss Stone, but I think I will now. Now they're interviewing her. What nationality
is she? She has an accent. I've seen her before. She looks older than she really is.
I think she is 17 or so. I'm currently reading Shame On It All by Zane, but
I'm not close to finishing. I just started. I finished Friends & Lovers by Eric
Jerome Dickey recently. It wasn't as good as I'd hoped. Along with God Don't Like Ugly.
I forgot the author though. Last name Monroe I think. Oh!! And Dating Games by RM Johnson. I really liked that book...
Dangit with the funny business! My mom's laptop is acting up again. Or is it me?? ...still on the plane. Ynnie, 3:08pm
Okay...still on the plane. I hope we are getting off soon. It's 3:41pm, we've had to be on this thing for like 3 hours. I mean we watched a movie, a TV show and sat around waiting for a good 30minuetes. AHHHHH!! And. I've heard "Roses" by OUtkast twice. A few songs by Joss Stone, "Burn" by Usher twice, a piece of "Toxic" by Britney Spears--which I quickly turned off. AND to top it off my stomach keeps bubbling. How gross is this. I have gas to the max, people and I'm stuck on this plane. -_-;;;
"...what happends when the dough gets low. you ain't that fine no way...no waaayyyy. no waaaay."
Now they've got the TV on VH1. We're watching videos I think? Nora Jones. No not any more. I just missed it.
I thought about being a flight attendant, but now I'm giving it more thought. Hours on a plane staring into faces who will welcome you or snarl at you just demanding services...the risk of crashing down with every last one of them...your life in the hands of a single soul who may not even have a liscense to do this sort of thing but i'll let my imagination settle for now.
Some little girl is going to lose her other front tooth if she doesn't sit down and stop yelling in my ear to her friend. Yes...yes that's how it goes! Stop looking back here! Why didn't they sit together??? -_-;; Maybe I should calm myself. I think it's time to get off soon? I'll be happy when we're at the hotel. I hate sleeping in hotel beds and being in the rooms period, but atleast I'll be off of the plane. Home sweet home is only so many states away. Four more days. But for now enjoy my semi-vacation without ol trusty. (my digital camera)
P.S.
wow, I'd had enough of that rollercoaster 'whoopsy' falling feeling...they need to get control of this thing.
I think I'll take a minuete out to pray again.
Ynnie, 3:50pm.
But as soon as I get them back and get my own computer I will be back at it. I think that's gonna be fairly soon too. I hope I haven't gotten rusty! I guess it's sorta like riding a bike. I may bust my ass a few times but it'll come to me. But even more importantly Look at my pet kitty! 
I don't really wanna go back, but at the same time I do....I just bought some clothes, but I still need shoes and shoes cost more than they should. I wanted to get some monochrome (all black) converse chuck taylor's and 2 pairs of converse weapons...(one white and the other black because they are having a 2 for $89 sale and you can't just get 1 you have to buy two and i need more shoes anyhow...) And I wanted some black New Balance shoes to match the hat I just bought. I only have about $140 left to spend on shoes, though, which isn't much. Chuck Taylor's cost about $40 each...I love those. I wanna get like 12,000,000 pairs, but...eh.
I'm to lazy to try and fix the problem. I'm just hoping that my host will be back from her little vacation this weekend and have everything all sorted out. I'm still working on my layout, so I'm not in too much of a hurry. I have a few that I like and a few that I just hate. I might just do a themes type thing....And have the visitor choose which one they want to view. I'll only pick a few, though. I don't wanna take up too much space and have my site be all complicated. Others will go into a portfolio or something. 
You REALLY think you're that good?!?! Are you serious? 
That isn't her best picture, but be patient with me. That's a picture of the whole band up there next to her. Aren't they wonderful!!?? Go download "Lover Soul" and you'll be in love, too. My sister is in love with Dir en Grey. I like some songs, but I like Judy and Mary better. 
No, they're not all flowers, but a couple of them are. I also took pictures of random things in my room. I do that from time to time...
I like flowers. Not all of them are flowers though. Some of them are random and or unusual. All of them are not uploaded yet, though. However, I think I'm doing good since I just put all this together in like one day.
And that's no exageration. It's not humid, though. It's like a dry heat. I still don't like it though. If I lived here I would only come outside after 6:00pm or 4:00am. Yep...And some people are just a walkin around in it like they don't feel the heat. I'm not use to this crap. I mean...I'm a southern bell, but I'm from Georgia and it doesn't get to the 100's there. Well, technically I'm from North Carolina...well let's just claim NC, GA, and FL. Because I've been to all those and I have family there and it's much better than just sayin I'm from NC.