ramblings

Personal Entry #1
29.11.00

I don't know just yet how this will all work out...I really want this page to sort of evolve from itself. As for now, I am going to treat the ramblings section as a sort of diary about different things concerning myself, and if anyone else would like for me to post their thoughts on this page, I will be glad to (as long as it is in good taste!)

So here we go...

In this first entry, I think I would like to address a major misconception: Just because I am homosexual does not mean that I am attracted to every breathing human with a penis! I am not a pedophile. I do not sit around all day and think about sex with every man that passes by. Just because I am gay doesn't mean I am a sex fiend! I know that people think this, too. Hetero guys try to avoid me because they are afraid I will hit on them or something...hello?! I am not quite that stupid. I know how it is to feel like someone is forcing another type of sexuality on you and I would never do that; it's ridiculous!

I guess people are also afraid of me because they think I will stigmatize them...like other people will think they are gay if they hang around me. Perhaps this is why I lack any male friends. My only good friend that is a male is also gay, so everyone must assume we are an item. I am not attracted to every gay man, much less straight ones. I know people can't really help thinking that. They have been conditioned to do so. Its just sad that they will never take the time to get past that. My sexuality doesn't dominate my life; it's a mere facet.

~I seek acceptance, not approval~