Daddy Dearest – Part Eight: Memories Of A Lady

Xandra: This entire thing is going to be a dream sequence, just so you know, and there will be very little real-life. For those of you who've been wondering about some things, a lot will be cleared up, but I will be leaving a good amount of info out, just in case I need it later.

Answer to my contest: I realized that this was a trick question. Mikiro said/thought it 4 times, but it was implied via me several more times than that through the story, and it was even MORE confusing when characters like Kouga and Shippo said it before he could. He actually had to say/think it for it to count. If you got 4, you win, but if you got 7 (which is how many times he said it plus the three times the narrator [ME] implied it). I have to go back and check my reviews for chapter seven to see if anybody got either one, but so many people guessed 6 that I'm not sure who I'll pick. I won't be using the winners of the contest until the chapter after this one, though, so you can cool your heels while I work on character designs and places in the plot where they can pop up.

Here are all the people that entered the contest and their guesses: Rutako86--6; Kaylana--6; Little Washu Chan--10; Kai-Aki Ti--6 and 10; Shadowkittie04--10; Jacie--21 official "5 or 7 this chapter"; Topaz--7; Akuma64--36; Msanogi--14; Breshcandra--9; minty fresh socks--18; WildfireDreams--27; SygarKat--4; Sovereign of Selenity--8 or above.

Okay, so here are the finalists in order: SygarKat with 4 on the mark, Topaz with 7, Jacie (though she guessed 21, her estimate for the chapter was right) with 7, and Rutako86, Kaylana, and Kai-Aki Ti with 6. I'm afraid Selenity's guess was disqualified because she said "or up." Sorry, man. ^_^0

As far as I can see, there was a LOT of people that nailed it close enough to qualify, hence why there will be no cameo in THIS chapter. I think I'll be spreading the winners across the next few chapters, either making them characters or co-authors for this and that. I'm thanking everybody that guessed, though, and congratulations to my winners. Email me with your ideas or wants about your characters, though they will be minor roles.

^_^ Enjoy the chapter, and review, people! I'll get to work on my next one as soon as I hear from my finalists!


~{On a warm fall afternoon, in a lovely part of the country, a young monk could be seen traveling alone across the countryside alone, his only companion being a stray demon he had picked up on his way. The poor thing had been dying on the side of the road a few months back, and he had taken pity on it, only to discover that it was a tanuki, a shape-changing youkai with a good deal of power.

Unfortunately, this one was somewhat of a coward. He only allowed him to follow along because he had saved the young man's life when he had encountered some unfriendly creatures at night, having been backed into a corner. He was still working on thinking up a name for the beast, being that he claimed none of his own, but nothing fitting had come up as of yet.

"Master," the little thing said, softly. "M-may I ask you a question?"

He rolled his eyes. He insisted on calling him master, but there was no dissuading him from doing so, so he had quit roughly three days ago. It still got old, but it was better than Lord Monk. That REALLY bugged him for some reason. "Yes?"

"W-w-where are we going?"

"Wherever the next path takes us," Miroku sighed. Honestly, he had no idea where to go to find the demon that had cursed his family, so he was asking around and doing what good he could while keeping up the quest that every Buddhist monk worked toward--enlightenment. Now that his training was finally complete, he was on his own (though Mushin, the old priest that had been raising him, hadn't really been much of a caretaker) with two missions in mind, one: destroy Naraku and cleanse his bloodline, and two: reach spiritual and mental enlightenment. Those were his only concerns as of now.

Of course, he had a back-up plan. Though he was only sixteen, an age that barely made him a man by normal standards, he was worried about the air-rip in his hand. He had watched his father die at a young age, and he wanted to avoid that end, but if it had to happen, someone had to continue his line. When the time came that he felt his time was short and his questing no longer held purpose, he would give up and find a good woman to be his wife, to bear him a son who would continue the quest that will have outlasted three generations. He wasn't going to go without a fight, but if he had to go, Death would drag him kicking and screaming from his life, which he would hang onto with his fingernails for as long as he could to accomplish what he needed to. He had to have a son, but he had a good deal of time before he had to worry about that, four years at least, and perhaps that many after he was a father.

Suddenly, the tanuki paused and sniffed a few times, then grabbed the hem of his robes, surprising him. "Master, this area is dangerous. I smell youkai in the immediate vicinity, and if we continue on this path, we might run into them."

Miroku nodded, looking off down the path a ways. Yes, something was nearby, he could sense it, and it wasn't friendly. "Which direction are they in?"

"Ahead of us, and to the east, your right-hand side. They are near, but they do not know we're here. If we skirt them, we may make better progress without any trouble, but it must be a hasty move."

He smiled to himself. Yes, picking the creature up had been a wise choice. "Very well." He veered off the path to the left, plunging into the dense forest with the youkai following him, carrying his staff in his hands.

It was late afternoon, and he was getting tired and hungry, because he had been sleeping on the ground for three-and-a-half months and he had eaten at most a rabbit and a few berries. Certainly, fasting was a good way to purify one's self, but it wasn't a comfortable road to purity! He wanted to eat something that WASN'T moving or growing on a diseased-looking plant!

"Master?"

He sighed. If being a father one of these days meant having to listen to constant questions like this, he would skip it entirely! If only it were that simple for him. "YES?"

"Are we going to camp in the woods again?"

"Most likely, unless I find a home with a kind owner that is willing to loan us a FLOOR."

"All right..."

They continued onward, Miroku watching his feet as they shuffled through the brush. How did the other monks make this look so simple? Was it because he was young an inexperienced? No, his training had given him all he would need, but even that wasn't enough to keep him going for much longer, alone and without the comfort of a friendly face. Perhaps the gods were angry with him for not shaving his head like the other monks did. He certainly hoped not--he liked his hair!

Suddenly, he paused in mid-step and looked up, his eyes widening as he noticed the change in the trees. The foliage had gone from the average shades of green to a sudden vibrant color of red as he progressed, and as he looked onward in the direction he was going, he saw that it was much the same. He looked back, seeing that the leaves were green further back, but red here and beyond. It was so odd...

"Where are we, tanuki?" Miroku asked the creature, who had been standing behind him and playing idly with his staff.

He didn't look surprised, or interested for that matter, in the change of scenery. "These are the Kaji Woods we stand in, suggesting that we are probably somewhere within the Death Realm."

"Death Realm?" Miroku echoed, blinking. That didn't sound promising.

"Yes, called that for the name of its lord, Korosu Tatsubashi. As you well know, his name means 'to kill,' and he is a gracious but dangerous warlord with much power in these parts."

He turned his attention back to the fiery branches of the trees as they continued their walk. "Tell me more about this place."

"The woods are said to be enchanted, and they say that every red leaf on every tree in these woods stands for a man that Lord Korosu has slaughtered or executed during his thirty-year rule of this place. His people are peaceful, but he himself is a barbaric enemy and very powerful and cunning, as you can guess by the extent of the red trees."

Miroku mentally hoped that he never met this lord, for there were thousands of leaves on a single tree, and there were thousands of trees all around him, as far as he could see to any side but back the way he had come. It was terribly. "Why is it called the Kaji Woods if the trees' leaves stand for blood and not fire?"

"Because, it is said that when the wind blows here at dawn and dusk, the trees look as if they are ablaze with the damned souls which hang from their branches, forever trapped for their idiocy."

//A legend and nothing more,// he thought to himself. Yes, that was easier to believe, and much less frightening, too.

Suddenly, a part in the trees made him pause in mid-step, leaning against the thick trunk of the nearest one and looking out. It was a clearing, and on the other side, there were even more of the red-leafed trees. As a matter of fact, the clearing was surrounded on all sides! It was eerie!

The clearing itself, however, was a nice change from the red and brown colors of the odd forest, because it was more like a field of endless wildflowers, yielding colors that boggled the mind and scents that made it swoon with relaxation, dullness and passionate thoughts of endless love. Utterly fabulous.

"Master? Miroku-sama, are you all right?"

He blinked, realizing he had been close to either fainting or falling asleep right where he stood. Oops. "Y-yes, I'm--" he stopped, suddenly, as his eyes fell upon something more beautiful than all the flowers there, and his heart stopped with his words in mid-beat.

It was an indescribably beautiful young girl, dressed in a glistening, cobalt-blue kimono with a pearl-white sash, embroidered with entrancing patterns depicting some of the flowers she stood amongst in amazing colors of jade and pure white. Her hair tumbled over her shoulders in almost endless waves of shimmering copper that fell across her amble chest, which heaved as she twirled and spun through the field, her gown flowing beautifully around her with every turn. Her lips, red as the leaves of the trees in this forest, were drawn into a becoming smile, and her body, though obviously not fully-developed, was trim and tight with just the right amount of flesh here and there to make her shapely, but in a modest way. She was all alone here, dancing with her eyes closed and holding her arms up as if she had someone to hold her. Her beauty was entrancing.

Miroku had seen many beautiful women before and not paid them any mind at the behest of Mushin, the old drunkard who had raised and trained him, but he had appreciated each of them for their looks nonetheless...however, never before had he seen anything to rival this young woman. She was more than beautiful--divine, heavenly, fit to be a goddess that any man would covet and every woman would despise but respect. She was absolutely stunning, and so much more, and yet, she looked so innocent.

The tanuki pulled at his robes again. "Master, you mustn't stare at her!" he hissed. "She is--"

"Utterly ravishing..." Miroku interrupted, absently. His mind was already spinning, and he wanted to go to her, just for the pleasure of being in the presence of her magnificent glory. "I can't take my eyes from her..."

"You MUST!"

"I cannot...my heart calls to her, demanding that I go to her, offer all I have to offer for a single smile to complete my life. She is so perfect..." He barely realized that he was verbally gushing and practically foaming at the mouth with uncontrollable desire unlike anything he had felt before. He had often found himself thinking unclean things of women, but she was so...so fabulous that his thoughts were well above that, along the lines of marriage and family and living forever in the shadow of her astounding beauty. He was even running out of adjectives to use to describe her, she was so grandly awe-inspiring to him, though he knew that this was because she was beyond any word in the world. So...so perfect, and even THAT word wasn't enough to do her any justice.

"Umm...M-m-master...!"

Miroku suddenly had a feeling his goggling at the maiden had gotten them in trouble by the tone in the tanuki's voice. Sure enough, when he turned to look back, he was met by a large guard with a katana, thick armor and a scowl so full of violent fury that the pure outrage was almost radiating off him in dark waves. //I sense that this will not end well,// he thought with an inward sigh.

"You are trespassing!" the guard hissed.

He quickly lifted his hands in a gesture of surrender. "Forgive me, I am but a traveler, and I do not know where I am at the moment. My intentions were not to intrude on your land, I assure you." He could tell by the look on the guard's face that he wasn't buying it. So much for telling the truth! //Mushin's teachings can kiss my ass, I did not go through all that battle training just to get killed by a lone guard for getting lost. Time for a lie.// He was quite good at that, but he didn't do it often, because Mushin had told him not to, but it was going to save him from being killed or thrown in jail, so why not? "However, you can thank the gods that I have stumbled into this area, led by higher power to save you."

The huge man paused. "Huh?"

"Indeed," he said, glancing at the tanuki and putting out his hand. The youkai set his staff in it, meekly. "I am a monk from a place far from here, but you are lucky I arrived, for I sense dark, malevolent spirits hovering all about this place. I certainly hope your lord has a priest in his court that can handle the situation."

He could tell by the man's dull expression that he was an idiot, but this could work to his advantage. Finally, after much tiring thought, the man nodded and sheathed his katana. "Very well, then. Your name."

"Miroku."

He blinked. "I have heard of you! The farmers of the manors nearby have reported many things of you, healing their ill livestock and exorcising dark spirits from their workers! So it is YOU who is the supposed great monk."

Miroku bowed his head, mentally smirking. It was amazing what a few good deeds did for one's reputation! "At your service."

"Come with me; we will go to the village and you will speak with my master."

Hallelujah! "Very well."

"That demon may not come."

He looked back at the tanuki, who was frowning sadly. "He is my servant," Miroku objected, looking narrowly at the guard. "He follows me everywhere, and if he cannot accompany me, I will not see your lord."

The guard pulled his sword again. "You will come and serve my lord, or you will die for trespassing!"

"You are brave to challenge me," he retorted, clenching his right hand into a fist. One gesture and this fool was gone, but he wouldn't kill a man who was just doing his job. It wasn't right. However, he COULD psych him out quite easily. After all, a moron was easy to trick. "Being that I am a priest, I am a servant of the gods, and killing an innocent monk would only invoke their wrath upon your village and your lord. Put your sword away and do not threaten my life, for in the end it will only cause you more grief than you would prefer, I promise you that."

With a growl, the huge man put the sword down. "Tanukis are known to steal. If it takes anything, I will dissect it."

"He will not," he said, looking back at the youkai, who bowed.

"A tame youkai must have a name. What is it."

He paused, remembering that he didn't have one yet. It took him a moment before he got it. "Hachi."

"What kind of name is that?"

"Question me again and I will take my leave of you, cretin."

The guard huffed, then turned and headed off through the woods. "Follow me."

He smirked, then turned to follow, but the tanuki tugged at his robes and he paused. "Yes?"

"Hachi, Master?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

He shrugged. "When you transform into your flying form, you are yellow and black like a bee, so I call you Hachi. Childish as it sounds, it will do. Come along, now."

****

Miroku followed the guard from the woods for a long time, until finally, they came across a great, red outer-wall of the village. The guard went to the large gates and nodded to the two soldiers waiting there, whom opened them and allowed the three to pass in.

He marveled as the guard led him through the quaint little settlement. It was about as fine a place as he had seen, with nice little shops, rows of well-kept houses and MANY beautiful women. Not one of them could compare to the maiden he had seen in the woods, but they were all nice to look at nonetheless. "What is this place?" he whispered to Hachi.

"This is the Tatsubashi village...Lord Korosu lives here."

He was led to the home of the lord, which was a fabulous mansion at the heart of the settlement. Inside, he followed the huge guard to a chamber where a mature-looking man sat upon a raised platform with his legs crossed, his eyes closed. He wore the robes of a warrior that allowed quick maneuvering, and they were as red as the trees' leaves and the walls of the village itself. Hopefully, it wasn't a symbolic thing!

"My lord," the guard said, kneeling down. He paused, then grabbed a handful of the monk's robes and pulled him to the floor too. Hachi quickly knelt down himself to keep from getting similar treatment. Miroku felt dumb after that.

The lord looked down at them and frowned, deeply, his dark eyes burning into Miroku. Now he was scared, but he kept his front up and continued to stare at the floor, trying to be respectful. "What is the meaning of this intrusion, Cai?" he spat.

"This young monk has informed us that there hovers a dark presence over your estate, my lord. It seems he has been very accurate in the past at predicting and eliminating such problems, judging from the reports I have heard."

"But he is only a boy!"

"Your lordship," Miroku interrupted, reflexively, standing. "I beseech you, do not judge by what you see on the exterior. I may be young, but I can and will abolish the dark forces here. I feel that if they are not gotten rid of soon, they will bring about your end as sovereign of this land, sir." He was lying through his teeth, but it was odd how this act came naturally. He might even have the potential of a great writer, considering how he so easily MADE THINGS UP.

"Hmm, I consider," Korosu said, flatly. "One so young that keeps the company of a demon is not easily trusted by my likes."

Mikiro sighed to himself, then paused as something moved near the door. He looked back over his shoulder, then raised an eyebrow. It was the woman from the woods! He would recognize her anywhere! She was peering in at him from the hall, holding in her hands a skipping rope and blinking, surprised. Now he could see her eyes, and he realized that their beauty almost outshined that of the rest of her. They were an ungodly shade of silvery-blue that cut right into his heart, making him feel somewhat weak and giddy. Why was she here, and why was she watching HIM? He offered her a smile, then bowed his head slightly and turned back to the lord as he continued to speak.

"Very well," Korosu said, at last. "If you believe you can eliminate the danger to my home, I will allow you to stay. How long will this procedure take?"

"Not but a day or so, but it would be better if I were to stay for some time in order to assess the damage dark shades I sense near have done to your home already." He was telling the truth this time, but his excuse for staying wasn't all that truthful. He wanted to find out who that maiden was and why she was here. She couldn't be a maid, but perhaps she was a member of the household. That would be quite lucky! If there WERE dangerous spirits here, it would indeed take him that long, but there were not. At first, he had wanted to keep from being beheaded by the guard, but now he just wanted him to stay! "They might already have begun to set in the very walls, and if that is allowed to occur, all will be lost." He nodded, solemnly. "A week, at the very least."

Her father nodded. "Very well, monk. Have you a name?"

"Miroku, my lord."

"Very well. You are welcome here within my domicile, young man. Use my facilities as you feel you must, and keep me updated on the progress of the exorcism."

WHEW! He bowed, then nudged Hachi with the pole of his staff, causing the tanuki to do the same. "I will, and thank you." He turned from the lord, relieved, then exited the room and paused as the perfect young lady looked up at him, her eyes shining. She was staring at him, almost confusedly, and even with htat expression she was absolutely breathtaking. He smiled down at her, then bowed and took her hand in his own, admiring the soft tenderness, then kissed it ever so gently to be polite. "And who might this lovely young lady be?" he asked, looking at her.

The guard, Cai, cleared his throat, clearly voicing his distrust of the situation. Miroku knew it was his job, but he just wished for a moment that the man would jump off a cliff or something! The maiden blushed at this, and Miroku's smile widened. "The lady, indeed. Lady Kiorinigh is the daughter of the lord."

"Ah, but of course," he said, winking up at her. Now it was time for his charm, but he was honest in his words. "Such immeasurable beauty could only belong to a young woman destined to be a sovereign."

"Ahem," the guard repeated. "Mistress, this is Miroku, the MONK." He emphasized the final word, harshly, and Miroku rolled his eyes, privately. Obviously he was hoping to dissuade him from liking the lady, but it was too late for that. He was lower than she, certainly, but Buddhist monk or not, he had taken no oath of celibacy, and therefore he would express him feelings toward her to the fullest of his abilities. He was no celibate, virgin or not, and he never would be.

"I am honored to meet him," she said, softly, grinning.

He grinned back at her, then kissed her hand again. The kiss was less polite and more tender than the first had been, almost suggestive, but he couldn't help it! He had never felt a passion such as this in his life, and he wanted to express it. He despised the fact that the guard was standing there. "The honor is most certainly mine," he said, standing upright. He cleared his throat and smoothed back his dark hair, only to let his bangs fall back lightly into his face again. "If you will excuse me, madam, I have a task to accomplish, and though I would adore the pleasure of your company for the day, I fear I must leave you." After all, he had to keep his cover up, but then again... "Maybe at a later time, perhaps this evening, we could talk a while?"

She nodded, instantly, and he almost beamed. "Yes! Of course! It would be my pleasure."

He grinned again, then turned and accepted his staff from the guard, who looked suspicious of him. "Thank you. Until then, my lady." He bowed, then allowed the armored man to escort him away.

"You keep your eyes to yourself, monk," the guard said to him. "That is Lord Korosu's daughter you were looking at. Show a little more respect next time you meet, or I will be keeping a close watch on you."

"I showed her no disrespect, merely admiration for the beauty she possesses. I see no wrong in that." And he didn't, either. He liked the young lady Kiorinigh, and he would make it as obvious as possible. He couldn't contain it!

Could he be in love? He almost hoped not, because if what he felt for the woman was love then he was certainly doomed, for he would do all possible to stay with her, and he knew that would be foolish, but what else could he do? He had to destroy Naraku and save his bloodline, but he wanted to stay with her.

He just hoped he was NOT in love.

****

He spent the afternoon putting up his demon-repulsion charms around the mansion's outer walls, being sure to detain Hachi inside to keep him safe from them. Then, he did a séance to make certain that there WERE no dark spirits, putting himself into a trance to verify that his lie had been just that. Indeed it had been, thankfully, but he made a show of the exorcism and allowed several attractive maids and a few skeptical soldiers watch. He had Hachi behind the scenes making sounds and adding his own special effects to make it look realistic.

By the time he was done, it was already approaching evening, and Miroku attended dinner with the lord and his daughter, Kiorinigh. She was even more radiant in the fading sunlight of dusk, and they ate on the veranda outside the mansion. Korosu's guards were standing by the doors and against the railings as they dined, and Miroku had a feeling that this was due to his somewhat improper greeting of the young noblewoman. Cai had told on him, no doubt.

"So, monk," Korosu began, stiffly. "I have been told that you performed the exorcism."

"Yes..." he said, cautiously. He was young, but not stupid. If he allowed the lord to back him into a corner, he would end up another one of those red leaves, he just knew it. He could sense the darkness this man felt toward him, and he was going to cover his ass any way possible. If he was going to die prematurely, it was going to be by his own hand--literally.

"And how did it go?"

"Yes," Kiorinigh said, suddenly, looking at him from across the small table. She smiled. "I would be interested to know."

He blinked, suddenly feeling awkward. He brushed the feeling off and offered her a smile, then politely turned his attention back to the lord in order to protect himself. "Smoothly, but these things take time. In a few days, I will repeat the process to assure myself that the spirits have gone. After that, I will require several more days to proof the mansion against further encroachment, then I will take my leave."

"Oh, you will leave us so soon?" she asked, shyly.

He nodded. "I will complete my duty and continue on my journey in good- faith."

Korosu's expression projected his approval of this.

The meal ended swiftly, and for the first time in several months, Miroku was happy to report that he was full and NOT fearing diarrhea, nausea or food poisoning the way he had since he began this journey. Afterwards, as the servants cleaned up, Kiorinigh caught up with him.

"Houshi-sama," she said, softly grasping his arm.

He would have been annoyed, but she was just too pretty to be a bother to him. He looked at her, then smiled, once again taking in her beauty. She was breathtaking up-close. "What can I do for you, my lady?" he asked.

She blushed, then smiled up at him. "I was going to ask you if you would come and watch the sunset with me, Houshi-sama."

He blinked. What an honor, to be in the company of such a godly maiden and witness a natural work of art. "I would be honored, Lady Kiorinigh."

"You may call me Kiori, Houshi-sama."

"Miroku will do quite well, then, Kiori." He smiled as she blushed, then offered his arm to her. She took it, then leaned against his arm a moment. "Lead the way."

She took him to a garden not far away, where they sat together on a grassy knoll and watched the fiery sun sink behind the mountains far away, turning the sky lovely colors of amethyst, magenta and gold. In the distance, the wind rustled through the leaves of the red trees, and indeed, they did look to be ablaze. It was beautiful. As they sat in silence, admiring the view, Miroku noticed with relish that she was leaning against him, his arm clutched in her arms to her chest. He smiled to himself.

//I wish I could stay here,// he thought. //A pity I have so little time to live.//

****

"But I cannot dance."

"I will teach you, then!" Kiori said, stubbornly.

He smiled. He had learned that she was quite persistent over the last few days. She was light-hearted and she loved to play games, though she was fifteen and the only daughter of her father. She was immature, but that was all right--Miroku had learned that he liked to be around her because she WASN'T mature. He had been raised by mature people, never having any fun, and she 3as quite the refreshing change to him.

Kiori, dressed in her elegant kimono, took his hands and drew him close to her, then smiled up at him. "You have never danced before, Miroku?"

"No, I don't believe so..." he smiled, wryly. "Monks don't have any cause to dance. Why do you?"

"Dancing is for expression of my joy, and it's fun." She beamed, then took his left hand and set it on her hip, taking his right hand in her own. It made him uneasy, but he ignored it. As long as he wore his rosary, she was safe. She placed her own right hand on the back of his neck, then paused and gave his ponytail a playful tug.

"Oww!"

"Why must you tie your hair back?"

"Well...because it gets in my way."

She smiled. "I think it would look better down."

He sighed, then smiled back at her. "I somehow doubt it."

"Take it down, then, and we'll see."

He blinked, then smiled. "You are quite tactful, my lady."

"But of course I am, now do so, please."

He didn't like it, but he would do anything to please her. With a sigh, he disengaged from her and did as she commanded, taking the band from his hair. He frown as it fell right into his face, then sighed as she laughed and embraced him. "Are you satisfied now, my lady?"

Kiori smiled, then ran a hand through his hair, sending shivers down his spine, "Yes, I am. You look much better with it down--it's so cute!" She beamed, then hugged him again.

He smiled to himself. "You wanted me to dance with you."

"Yes." She took his hand again and put the other one on the back of his neck, then started trying to teach him the stepping pattern. "Follow me, okay? Just step back, left, forward, right, then back again, left, forward, right...see? You learn quickly!"

"I have a good teacher."

She giggled, then stopped showing him where to move as they waltzed through the field of flowers. He had learned that she was a beautifully remarkable person inside and out, and she brought something out in him that he had never known existed. It was a feeling beyond all he had ever felt, and it made him willing to do anything for her, risk anything and give all he had just for her. It wasn't just her physical beauty that made him feel this way--it was her, all of her, inside and out. She put her head against his shoulder, then sighed. "I will miss you when you leave."

He frowned. "And I you," he sighed, holding her closer and resting his chin on her head. She was such a joy to hold, to be with...her voice, her scent, her touch were all he could've ever wanted, but his time with her would soon be over. He had already done the second exorcism and in a few days, he would have to leave her, but he didn't want to. He wanted to spend forever with her, to make her his and his alone and to keep her with him always, but he couldn't and he knew it. He had a mission to accomplish and a bloodline to save...but he didn't want to waste what time he had left in misery, he wanted to enjoy it, and the only way that would be possible would be if he stayed. A pity her father wasn't one to accept monks as good suitors. He would enjoy what time he had left with her.

****

"MONK!"

Miroku jumped awake, almost leaping from his bedding (and his skin, for that matter) to his feet as the screen to his room flew open and a very angry Cai stormed in. The guard had hated him from the start, and he had always given him dark looks while he spent his time with Kiori, but now, the man was utterly fuming. "What is it?" he asked, surprised.

The man grabbed him by the collar of his robe and lifted him off the floor, surprising him further. "You said you would protect us from dark spirits!"

Dark spirits? But he had proofed the mansion against anything evil! He was sure of it! "What makes you think I haven't?!"

"The village is under siege by DEMONS, you lying cheat!"

Demons? In the village? He hadn't thought of that! "I proofed the mansion, not the village!"

"FIX IT OR YOUR HEAD WILL BE FORFEIT, MONK!"

"Cai, stop it!" It was Kiori, dressed in her nightgown, still as lovely as possible, though her hair was up on a bun and her smile was missing. She grabbed the guard's large arm and pulled at it, and amazingly, she pulled with such force that he almost fell over and dropped Miroku on his feet.

"Lady Kiorinigh! I-I am sorry, I was just telling this lying--"

She shoved him aside, then grasped Miroku's arms and looked up at him, her eyes shining in the moonlight. "Please, Miroku," she whispered. "I beg you, save my people. Only you can, for my father cannot face them at his age. He will be killed, but you--you are young and powerful, I know. Please, for me, save them."

He stared down at her for a moment, then nodded, resigned, and looked back at Hachi, who was already up with his staff in his paws. "I will," he said, gesturing. Hachi immediately brought him his staff and set it in his hand. "But I have a price to ask of you, my lady."

"A price? Of what nature?"

He smiled. "A kiss."

Cai went to object, but Kiori lifted a hand and silenced him. "A kiss for the monk, in return for the lives of my people," she said, narrowly looking at the huge guard. Cai was quiet, though he looked angry, but it didn't affect her.

Miroku blinked as she moved into his arms and wrapped her arms around his neck, then set her lips to his. The effect was electrifying. Her lips were soft and sweet, and her mystifying fragrance surrounded him, making him weak with love and desire. It was astounding. She disengaged moments later, though it felt like a short eternity, and he immediately felt braver. "Come, Hachi. We have a village to rescue."

"My hero," she sighed, smiling. "I thank you, Miroku."

He smirked as Cai muttered to himself, then hurried from the mansion and out into the village, where he froze in place. The view was terrifying.

There were beasts everywhere, and they were freakish. They were like giant disembodied jaws of wild animals, like those of a bear, with huge fangs like sword blades and the legs of frogs. They were relatively small, standing at only two feet tall, but they were ferocious, and they were eating everything. People were running from their burning houses, screaming in terror. The great wall had been breached by these beasts, and so far, several guards had fallen while facing them. They munched on houses and children's toys, clothing and people, flesh and ground, EVERYTHING. What beasts were these?

"Hachi, tell me what they are!"

"I don't know, Master! I have never seen the likes of these before, but they seem powerful! How will you combat them alone?!"

Miroku frowned to himself, then paused as he spotted a man lying nearby, missing a leg and bleeding heavily. He was trying to drag himself across the ground away from one of the things, and he was failing, for his blood was coaxing it to follow. It was horrible. Without a second thought, he ran to his side and gave his staff a swing, connecting a blow to the side of the thing's jaw.

It stopped and turned to him, and he realized it had no eyes. It was just a monstrous scaly mouth with huge teeth and a pair of amphibian legs! How did it see?

"Beware, young monk!" the man called. "Do not let its jaws close on you, for whatever it connects with you will lose! It has more teeth in its mouth than you have hairs on your head"

He blinked, then backed up as the thing stalked toward him. If it bit at him, it would take everything from his knee down off, and if it jumped, which he was sure it could, it could take his head off. What was there to hit if it was just legs and a mouth?!

Then, its jaws parted, showing him a good deal of the inner mouth. There were teeth lining the roof of the mouth and the bottom, and a huge, meaty, forked tongue sat on them. If it could do that, it was probably impervious to sharp objects, because those teeth were sharp, no doubt about it. However, what he saw furthest back was a relief. In the dark reaches of the throat, a pair of huge, red eyes sat out on short stalks, narrowed on him and glowing. A weak spot, finally!

He did the first thing that came to mind and slammed the end of his staff into its mouth, forcing it to collide with the creature's eyeballs. It screamed and recoiled, choking and blinking, and he held his staff out as a threat. "Try again, I dare you!"

It backed off, then turned and ran.

He knelt next to the injured man and checked the wound, then sighed. He wasn't missing the leg after all, but it was a bloody mass of gore, completely unusable. He hastily grabbed a cloth from the ground nearby, then began wrapping the injury while whispering a pain-relieving spell under his breath.

The man was breathing heavily, but he looked better. "Thank the gods for you, young man..."

"What are these things?" he asked as he finished. "Where do they come from?"

"We call them Snap-traps, but they are the koketsu youkai."

"Jaw Demons?"

"Yes...we erected our wall to keep them out, but they ate through. They bite with the force of many hundreds of pounds. They do not eat, but they thirst for blood, and they maul and kill anything they can get to. They are very dangerous, and so stupid that they cannot be easily frightened. Fire doesn't do it, and water is just an annoyance. Their only weaknesses are their legs and those eyes in their mouths, though they can be cut up, they are a bother to clean up. Please, you must save the others somehow."

He looked at his right hand as the old man grew silent. He had not used the air-rip for many things in his life, besides clean up at the temple (who needed to rake up leaves when you could just get rid of them for good?) but perhaps he could use it to protect these people. It was dangerous, but what choice did he have? He nodded. "I will, but take cover far from here, for there will be a danger greater than the koketsu unleashed soon enough."

The man nodded and hurried to squirm away, and Miroku hurriedly got to the highest point he could that wasn't ablaze, which was atop a well at the center. Since there were many fires, the light from them almost made him glow in the dark night, because of his white sleeping robe, and he was sure this would work to his advantage.

"Clear the area!" he shouted. "Man, woman and child, all of you leave this place! Leave the village, and close the gates! Any who are injured take cover in the nearest house! Hachi," he looked at the raccoon-demon, "Hurry, gather those who have no way to move and take them away from here."

The tanuki and the people hastily followed directions, doing all they could to get away from the koketsu. The monsters were already looking at him, though, and they looked interested. A good number of them began to tromp to the well. Soon, the area was clear and all of the injured people were well out of the reach of his air-rip.

"Come, beasts!" he called. His voice carried well, he knew, and they responded to sound, though they had no visible ears. In no time, they were all eyeing the last piece of flesh in the area, and that was him. "Come try and take a bite out of me, I challenge you all!"

"Miroku!" Kiori called from a high window of the mansion. "What are you doing?!"

"Get back inside and stay covered! I will handle this, but you must be inside!"

She did as instructed and he grasped the rosary at his wrist, staring out at all the dozens of koketsu drawing ever nearer, looking hungry and provoked.

"May the gods be with me..." He ripped the rosary away and held out his hand, then gasped with surprise as the amazing force of the tunnel began sucking up the snapping things, screaming horribly. He hadn't known it had such power, but then again, he hadn't used it in a long time, not since his childhood. This WAS a dangerous tool, but it was doing the job!"

The koketsu were dragged to their deaths, and though most scattered, they were pulled in the moment they moved. Soon, the street was clear and all of the beasts were gone, having been drawn in. He replaced the rosary, amazed, and the koketsu outside the gate hastily retreated, terrified.

The people came back in cheering, looking amazed and grateful. Hachi returned with the wounded, who were tended to, and Kiori ran to greet him, happily throwing her arms around him and kissing him passionately.

"The monk has saved us!"

"Praise the gods! They sent us their own to rescue our lives!"

"Oh, Miroku, you're so brave!" Kiori cried when she released him. "Why didn't you tell me you could do that?!"

He blinked, dazed, then looked at his hand. "I...I didn't know...but I did..."

"You did," she agreed, hugging him again, "and you're my hero!"

****

His last day. He was leaving tomorrow, without choice or chance to change it. He had done all he could and used his lie to the fullest, but now he had to go. He had spent every day there with Kiori, cherishing them all, but now he was leaving tomorrow, and he didn't want to go. He had thought it over and decided that Naraku was unreachable and he had little time left to enjoy his life. He wanted to stay, but he could not. Life was so unfair!

As they watched the sunset together in each other's arms, rocking slowly in place where they stood at the center of the flower field, Miroku reflected on his life so far. He had watched his father die, then suffered himself to be trained for ten years afterward by an old drunkard monk with few morals and even fewer scruples on sinfulness. Now, when he had finally found the greatest of joys he could ever dream of, he had to leave it behind because of Naraku's curse and his lady's father. It was unfair, but how could he fight it?

She smiled and reached her hands up, touching his face and brushing his bangs back ever so gently. "What did I tell you about this?" she asked, giving his ponytail a playful little tug. "You should leave it down. Your hair looks better down."

He sighed as he continued to think, frowning to himself. He was going to miss THAT too.

She frowned, too. "Oh, why so sad? I thought you liked to dance with me."

"No, it isn't that," he said, hugging her closer. "I just...feel unworthy of your fondness, my lady."

"Oh, Miroku, that's sweet of you," she said, smiling gloriously at him. "But please, don't feel that way. You are the most worthy."

"Too kind you are, my dear."

She giggled. "You're much too charming for your own good."

He sighed, shrugging. "It's a gift."

She giggled again, then hugged him, nuzzling his chest. "Will you stay with me?" she asked, suddenly. His heart jumped into his throat. "I would be forever content if you would. You're the first man I've met who is sincere about his feelings, and honest."

Guilt immediately struck him, but he forced it away and smiled at her. Liar or not, he HAD saved her village from the koketsu, so maybe his lie was already paid for. "I doubt your father would approve."

"Oh, but you are such a fine man!"

"Not in HIS eyes," he sighed.

She frowned. "His eyes are old, and besides, he can't last much longer." She wrapped her arms around his neck and met his eyes with her own. He immediately got lost in the silvery pools of her eyes, barely able to keep his balance without her bracing. "Please, Miroku. I love you and I want you to be with me always."

Though he mentally knew that agreeing to this would be foolish with his mission, somehow, he didn't care. He wanted to be with her too, even if he was destined to die and end his line. At least he wouldn't be alone and miserable for the time he had left. Besides, he was still young. He had a good amount of time left, and he wanted to spend it with her.

However, there was one problem with that...if he didn't handle Naraku, SOMEONE had to.

"As you wish, my lady," he said, softly. "However...I fear my time with you may be short..." He was afraid to say this to her, but he felt he had to. Besides, Lord Korosu might try to kill him soon for loving her, so he wanted to be with her in a way that he had only dreamt of before his honorable death. "And...I have a request to ask in return for my remaining in your presence, though that alone is enough for me."

"Anything..."

"I...would be honored if you would bear me a son."

Tormented guilt that struck him as the girl slowly frowned and adopted an expression of thoughtfulness was overwhelming. She was afraid, he could tell, and so was he...he didn't want to force her into anything...

Slowly, she nodded, fingering the beaded, white necklace at her throat. She had worn this since he had first seen her, and it was apparently very important to her. "A-all right...I will..."

He blinked. "You--?"

"Yes," she said, suddenly, hugging him. "I will...give my virginity to you."

Despite his doubts about the intelligence of his choice, he smiled and kissed her forehead. "You will have to be patient with me, for I have never known the touch of a woman in that sense."

She blinked this time. "A man such as you--?"

"Never," he sighed, smiling. "I want this to be special, to prove my feelings to you. I am honored by your choice."

****

After an eternity of indescribable passion, lasting from dusk until well after midnight, Miroku lay with Kiori and thought of what was to come. He would be killed, he just knew it. He realized now that it was his lust and not his love that had compelled him to make love to her. He had used her, and he knew it, and suddenly, his love of her was so much less than it had been. He was a dead man now.

He couldn't allow himself to die when he had a demon to find and kill. He was sorry for what he had done, and though he wanted to stay, he couldn't. He had to go, to spare his own life. He would die if he didn't have so much to accomplish. He would wait for her to awaken, though, so he could explain, and then he would go. That way, she wouldn't think he was pond- scum.

The problem was, if he said he loved her and he had to leave because of a mission, would it be a lie? Would it be fair?

He looked down at her, asleep with her head on his shoulder, then sighed aloud. She was so lovely, and he wanted to stay with her, but he couldn't. He just couldn't. It would kill her to see him die the way he had seen his own father die, and he wanted to spare her that agony anyway. Besides, maybe if he killed Naraku soon enough, he could return for her. That was a good idea.

//Just in case,// he thought, looking at the necklace she wore, //I must have something to remember her by, so I will never forget.// He eyed it a moment, then compared it to his rosary. They were the same, almost identical and both were made of sutra beads...maybe if he traded his rosary for her necklace, she wouldn't know the difference. It wasn't stealing, after all, if he gave her something of his own. He'd have to make the switch fast, though, or else his air-rip would consume them. He decided to take the necklace first and put it in place of the rosary, then he would take it off and put it on her. It was the safest choice.

He carefully took the necklace from around her neck, feeling somewhat guilty, then put it on his arm with the rosary and compared them. They were indeed identical, although his rosary was made with glass sutra beads while her necklace was white jade, but that made little difference. He slipped it off his hand and braced himself for the air-rip's activation.

...Nothing happened. Yes, her necklace was a form of rosary, or perhaps just anointed, maybe even blessed. //Whew...// He moved to put the rosary on her, but a voice not far off surprised him and made him pause.

"That lecher did WHAT to the lady?! I'LL SKIN HIM!"

//Uh-oh, sounds like Cai has been informed...// He was so scared at that moment that his hand involuntarily opened, suddenly, and the rosary beads hit the wooden floor, falling between two of the floorboards and disappearing. //Oh NO! NOW what will I tell her about her necklace?!//

The guards were coming, he could hear them, and he was naked, as was Kiori. They were in a compromising position, and not only was he stealing her necklace, but he had slept with her and soiled her honor.

//DAMN IT!// he thought, angrily. He took a deep breath, then gave Kiori's bare shoulder a shake, awakening her. "My lady, I must go."

"What?" she asked, tiredly. "But Miroku, I thought you said--"

He managed to lift her up and shift her onto the bedding, then got up and grabbed his robes from the floor, tossing them on and tying his hair back. He stuck his feet in his sandals and grabbed his staff. "I want to," he said, "However, I fear I might not live to see your beauty ever again, my lady, so I take my leave, but I swear we will meet again someday."

"Miroku--"

The guards began to pound on her screen door and he knew his time was up. He pulled the back, sliding screen-door in her room back, revealing a back path through the garden leading to the gates. He had to get out of here, NOW. "I must go!"

She froze as she sat up and felt at her neck, and he felt his heart freeze with the action. "Where is my necklace?"

"It--fell through the floorboards in the night," he lied, hating himself for it. "You will find it there!" he pointed. "I must leave you now! HACHI!" he shouted out the screen.

The tanuki came in a rush. "Master, the guards are--"

"Yes, I know! Transform! We must leave!"

"Miroku, you said you would--!"

"I cannot, my lady!"

"The door's sealed," a guard barked.

Cai growled. "GET IT OPEN!"

Miroku bit his lip, then leapt onto Hachi's vast back as he transformed into his other form, the one that flew. He held on for dear life as the youkai flew into the dark night sky and took off as fast as possible, taking him away from the place. His mind was racing, but soon, he blacked out, only to find that he didn't care anymore. The last thing he knew was that he had to find Naraku.}~

Miroku woke with a jerk and sat up, his eyes wide. "I left her!" he shouted, grasping handfuls of his hair in utter fury, "I LEFT HER!" He remembered most everything now--the forest, the Tahakashi village, Kiori, her necklace--

He froze and looked at his hand, then stared, remembering the accusation she had thrown at him the last time he had seen her.

/'He left with some quick excuse and a few sweet words, taking with him my late mother's priceless jade necklace...'/

"Oh no..." he whispered. How could he had forgotten? And why did he feel like he was still forgetting? How had it all changed so fast, and...

It was all too much. Suddenly faced with the intensity of his sin against her, he burst into unrestricted tears, wailing like a banshee in utter agony. He wasn't even fit to be called a bastard anymore. He had used that girl and destroyed her, after claiming to have...

His own voice echoed in the back of his mind as a moment of the passion he had shared with her came back to him. He had said something, but...he couldn't remember...

[\\"Ohhh Miroku..."

"...I love you..."\\]

"***NO***!" he yelled at the top of his lungs. HOW LOW WAS HE TO LIE ABOUT SUCH A THING?!?

That had topped it off, he was officially the scum of the earth. He had used her, stolen from her, destroyed and lied to her, and he had impregnated her, dooming her to life as an outcast with the son of a man she hated. He had really done it this time. He had absolutely ruined the life of a sweet, innocent girl, having turned her into a woman bent on revenge, living off of hatred, and having created a boy that feared him. He had destroyed one life, created and damned another, and now, his own world was crashing down around him in a fiery blaze that ate him up inside.

HOW COULD HE BE SO UTTERLY LOW?!

Miroku dragged himself to his feet and bolted off into the woods, following his senses to exactly what he was looking for. They had passed this on their way to the mansion, and he was thankful he knew where it was.

It was a lake, and a waterfall. It wasn't a big cataract, but it was big enough, and he leapt right off it as he came to the bring. He didn't deserve to live anymore--he doubted if he ever HAD deserved to live. Finally, he agreed with the woman he had so badly hurt; she wanted him dead, and he would oblige her.

This way, everyone would be happy. Mikiro would have Inuyasha to raise him right, Sango wouldn't have to worry about a perverted bastard touching her, and Kiori would rest assured knowing that her enemy was no longer around to hurt anyone else.

He breathed a sigh of resigned relief as he plunged to his eminent doom.

****

To Be Continued

Xandra: Yes, an evil author am I. Now you know what happened, and yes, I did leave a lot out. (Had I rated this R and put a lemon scene in, I wouldn't have so many readers, because FFnet automatically sets the screens to show PG13 to G stories, not R. I left it out on purpose.) Apparently, there are still questions to answer, but worry not, for they will come soon. Besides, cliffhangers are good, and unsolved questions keep you guessing. Think about it this way: you know when you're watching a REALLY good part of an anime and they suddenly go to commercial? They do that because it keeps you wanting to see the next part, therefore insuring you want go flipping the channel. Same thing here. Without my cliffhangers, you people wouldn't be so excited about the next part. Just mull it over, absorb the chapter, and if it helps you to catch what I haven't covered, you might want to go back and read the whole story over again, if not just select chapters. I've found that helps in mysteries and confusing things like this.

Oh, and about the comment on my pattern of cliffhanger, no cliffhanger, cliffhanger, etc., no, that was unintentional. I noticed I was doing it, but I always leave you waiting if I can. If I can't and I have to resolve the problem for extra story reasons (I work on Msword97 and I like having an average of 12 to 20 pages per chapter) I end it. It's just how it works.

Email is open, and once again, my finalists need to email me at [email protected] (this is my contest box). We can talk about your parts in the following chapters, names, ideas, etc. Once again, the winners in order are SygarKat in first, Topaz and Jacie tied in second (though Topaz is actually the head second-place, because she guessed 7 right off the bat without question), and Rutako, Kaylana and Kai-Aki Ti tied in third. Thanx to everybody else that tried, and finalists, email me! Hope you enjoyed, and long reviews are liked. You can even mention your favorite part of the story so far if you like (I always enjoy those) or your favorite character/situation/plot twist I invent. REVIEW, PEOPLE! ^_^

 

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