Daddy Dearest – Part One: Little Mi
//thoughts//
EMPHASIS/WRITTEN TEXT
*MORE EMPHASIS*
/'Comment or statement
recalled by a character'/
**Time elapses**
~ POV/scene change to
someone/somewhere else
/'I would be honored if
you would bear me a son.'/
Sweet-talking asshole. The
worst part about it all was that she had believed him--listened to him and
maybe even loved him despite the short time she had known him. A week, maybe
less, and he had been gone in a flash.
Miroku had cost her
everything, but he would suffer for it. She had spent three years searching for
that deceiving, lecherous monk, and now she would finally be able to HIT HIM
right in his pretty face for fooling her...for USING her like a tissue and
leaving her where she fell.
He had cost this woman her
title, her innocence, her family, her wealth and her home, and she planned to
make absolutely certain that he knew what he had done. Of course, being the
thieving bastard that he was, she was sure that he would either use his charm
to apologize falsely and leave her as she was, but she wasn't giving him that
chance to embarrass and discard her again. No, she was going to leave a LASTING
mark on his life the way he had done to her, whether he liked it or not.
/'I fear I might not live
to see your beauty ever again, my lady, so I take my leave, but I swear we will
meet again someday.'/
He had taken more than his
leave when her father's guards had come to arrest him for lying about a dark
shadow demon threatening her room, including a good deal of silverware and her
mother's necklace. //You have NO idea how your world-class lying is about to
come back and bite you in your unholy ass, Miroku, for as you said, we WILL be
meeting again someday--and that day is today!//
~
SMACK!
"If you touch me ONE
more time I'll--that does it. AAAAARRRRRRRRRG!!!"
Kagome sighed and shook
her head as Miroku bolted out ahead of them from behind with a violet handprint
on his face and a fuming Sango hot on his tail, boomerang held high above her
head and an angry scowl on her face. "Sango! Miroku!"
"It was an
accident!" Miroku bawled as he hurried down the path, hands clasping the
back of his head in a lame attempt of defense. "I tripped, I swear
it!"
"Liar! You've
'tripped' one time too many, monk! Come BACK here, coward! Face death like a
man!"
"If death was as
beautiful as you, I would have faced her long ago, but I fear death is an
unattractive woman and therefore I RUN!"
"STOP TALKING AND LET
ME WHACK YOU!"
Inuyasha smirked.
"Feh. You'd think he'd learn not to grope at her after the fourteenth
slap."
"Don't forget the
three black-eyes and that bloody nose from last night when she lost her sandal
in that hole," Shippo cheered, helpfully.
Kagome giggled. "I
have to admit, he's persistent."
"He's HORNY, that's
what he is," Inuyasha said, archly, as the inevitable, combination
SWOOSH-THUMP-"DAMN, I MISSED!" rang out from up ahead. This resulted
in Miroku kicking up his speed a notch and going into evasive maneuvers to
prevent the demon-exterminator from exterminating HIM. "If he'd stop
thinking with his OTHER head long enough to realize that she could really HURT
him, maybe we wouldn't have to see this every few hours or so."
"Yeah, but it's
funny," Shippo snickered.
Kirara, who was perched on
the fox-boy's head, watched as Miroku and Sango pulled a U-turn on the dirt
road and came barreling back, the monk spouting endless excuses and apologies.
"I am deeply sorry
for hurting your honor, Sango, please! I swear on MY honor!" He turned and
rushed past her, ducking the boomerang as it came at him again.
"You HAVE no honor to
swear on!" she bellowed as she turned. The pursuit continued.
Suddenly, a voice erupted
from the bushes nearby, resulting in Miroku hitting the breaks so fast his
sandals almost caught fire. "You are wise to know that, young woman."
A mature older woman stepped out into their path, pointing an accusing finger
at the monk. "This lecher has misled many a lady with that indomitable
ability to weave lies and play others for fools--luckily, you will not fall prey
to him."
Sango blinked, then
smirked at Miroku, who was completely frozen where he stood. "Looks like
you DO travel." Then, her smirk faded as her eyes crossed his face.
"Huh?"
Inuyasha paused in
mid-step and caught Kagome's arm before she could go and see what was happening
and who this woman was. "Wait, I smell something..."
"Probably
yourself," Shippo laughed as he rushed past.
The hanyou ignored the
annoying little creature. "I mean it--it bugs me. If it isn't her, it's
something she has. It smells like something I've caught wind of before."
"An animal,
maybe?" Kagome suggested.
"No, that's not it.
Better investigate, but stay back. Miroku is expendable and Sango can protect
herself, but you're an easy pick-off and I need you to find the Shikon jewel,
so stay behind me."
Kagome blinked. It almost
sounded as if he was actually trying to protect her, but then again, he needed
her to find the shards of the jewel, so that accounted for his sudden
aggressive defensiveness. She sighed and followed him.
He strode to the group,
where Miroku was stammering uncontrollably. He looked confused and shocked,
caught completely off-guard, and Kagome could see why. The young woman there in
front of him wasn't remarkably attractive, but the build of her face and shape
of her body hinted that she might have possessed amazing looks at one time. It
seemed she had gone to seed. Her eyes were pale silver and illuminated by a
blaze that Kagome was certain wasn't admiration for Miroku, and her dull brown
hair, which was somewhat mussed, was tied back in a messy ponytail that allowed
a good amount of it to hang at her shoulders and frame her face. The dark
circles under her eyes led one to believe that she had gotten old young,
because they were the only marks on her face, excluding the deep frown lines,
which were accentuated as she scowled at the monk.
"What, no charming
greeting?" she hissed, the fire in her eyes becoming an inferno. "No
poetic excuse or pick-up line?"
"She looks mad,"
Shippo said, looking up at Miroku, who was still attempting to say something.
"Wha'd you do?"
He didn't answer, but
finally, something came out of his open mouth. "Do...do I know you from
somewhere?"
"No kidding,"
Sango said, snidely. "She knows you so well, you could have been married to
her!"
"Had he been he
wouldn't be standing here," the woman hissed, making the monk jump. He
looked amazingly fidgety while caught in her fiery stare. "He would be
long since dead and buried and my family's honor would still be intact."
Miroku snapped out of his
odd daze and immediately went into what Sango called 'weasel mode,' which was
easily identified as the gear he put himself in when he was going to beguile or
exploit someone. "It seems that we have met before, good lady, and that I
may have done you some indignity, but sadly, what I may have done escapes me.
If you would please enlighten me--"
"Thanks to you, I'm
not a lady anymore, and I'd rather hit you, and don't try using that damn
wording of yours to get ANYTHING from me; you're lucky I can't hack you to
pieces right here."
Miroku blinked. He was
rarely met with such a blunt rebuff, and by the identical looks that crossed
Sango and Inuyasha's faces, it was well deserved. Kagome couldn't help but
agree; Miroku was a good man when he wasn't thinking about sex, but it was
apparent that he had really messed up here. The question was, what had he
messed up?
Kagome took over, because
no one else looked ready to talk. She blushed, embarrassed by the rudeness of
the rest of her band, then quickly stepped forward. "I'm sorry, but it
looks like we've started off on the wrong foot." She offered the woman her
hand, bowing her head politely. "I'm Kagome. Is there something Miroku has
done that perhaps we could help? I'm sure he'd be more than happy to straighten
out whatever he's done, ISN'T THAT RIGHT, MIROKU?" She looked back at him,
coughing into her hand in an attempt to send him a hint.
He nodded, instantly. He
was a pervert, but not an idiot. "Indeed, I would be most obliged to
rectify whatever wrong I have done you, dear lady."
She suddenly smirked,
darkly, in his direction and he gulped, shifting silently. She took Kagome's
hand and bowed her head as well. "A pleasure to meet you, dear. I hope you
are not defending him because you are involved with him, for if that is the
case, you are in for a world of hurt, Kagome."
She shook her head
violently, raising her hands in alarm. "NONONO, that isn't it! He's just a
friend." Then, she noticed that Inuyasha was sniffing at the air with a
suspicious look on his face and Sango was staring around, looking awkward.
"Oh, how rude! These are my other friends, Inuyasha, Sango and
Shippo."
A very flat,
"Hi," was all the hanyou could manage before he went back to his
sniffing.
"How do you do,
ma'am," Sango said, politely.
"Hi-ya," Shippo
said, grinning up at her. He took the fuzzy little creature whom had settled on
his scalp off his head. "This is Kirara."
The woman smiled.
"Very nice to meet you all. I am Kiori, once of the Tatsubashi
village."
Miroku's expression
disappeared and a look of concentration took its place on his face.
"I am surprised that
this lying thief has been able to keep in such friendly company so long without
sustaining any mortal injuries," Kiori commented, flatly.
"You'd be surprised,"
Sango hissed, eyeing him. He blinked and gulped again.
Kagome snickered. EVERYONE
was after him today!
"So," Shippo
said, suddenly, "what did Miroku do to make you so mad at him? Steal your
house and sell it?" In response to this, the monk gave him a little nudge
from behind with his foot, not hitting him hard enough to hurt him, but with
enough force to express his disapproval.
Her fierce expression
returned and Inuyasha continued his sniffing, momentarily looking at Miroku,
then back at Kiori. He stayed silent, which was amazing. "No, but a good
amount of my father's good wares were taken. However, that is not what I am
here about. This bastard came to my father's manor claiming that a dark spirit
hung over our home, a way of getting him a place to stay for the night, then
coaxed me into allowing him to share my bed with his devil tongue. That night,
he had his way with me, and when I awoke in the middle of the night, he left
with some quick excuse and a few sweet words, taking with him my late mother's
priceless jade necklace and a good amount of my father's lesser items.
"When my father found
out about what he had done to me and that I had allowed it willingly, stupid as
I was then, he was furious, and the lasting affect left upon me completely enraged
him. He disowned me and cast me away, and for three years I have searched for
this cowardly swindler to make him pay for what he has done."
Every eye was locked on
Miroku, and there was not one bit of pity for him in the entire group. Sango,
Kagome, Inuyasha and Shippo all leered at him, and even Kirara looked disgusted
with the monk, who was still wearing a lame thinking look.
"You're lower than I
thought," Inuyasha hissed at him.
"I knew you were a
pervert and a coward, but a BASTARD wasn't something I would have pinned on
you," Sango added.
Kagome was aghast.
"You should be ashamed, Miroku! You cost her all she had!"
"More than
that," Kiori snapped. "Now I have come to give him what he
deserves--or does not. Had he not been in good company, I would feel the need
to stay to make certain he wouldn't injure it or SELL what I have for him, and
knowing him, it would not be amazing." She stepped aside and everyone
gasped.
It was a little boy, and
just looking at him made it perfectly clear who and what he was. Miroku finally
had the heir he had begged so many women for, but the sudden paleness of his
skin combined with the look of terror that crossed his face clearly projected
that he hadn't wanted a son so badly as he had claimed.
However, the boy was
adorable, with wide, deep blue eyes and a pale, thin face. His black hair
framed it cutely and sat on his shoulders the way Miroku's might have, if he
let it down. He was dressed in a tatted, black robe that was oversized and hung
off his gaunt frame like a rag off a hanger. His little lips were molded into
an uncertain frown-pout combination that made him all the more cute, but all
the more pitiful too as he stood there, clutching his mother's skirt and
looking up at all of them. Kagome was reminded momentarily of a commercial she
had seen on television, the kind where they advertised children from poorer
countries in need of help.
The two half-demons, both
girls and Kirara all looked back and forth from the shocked countenance of
Miroku to the little boy standing there. The resemblance was unmistakable!
Every feature, right down to his eyes, matched, excluding his eye-color, which
was somewhat lighter than that of the monk. They were almost completely
identical.
Kiori didn't look one bit
satisfied with the shock on Miroku's face, so she came out and stated what they
all knew at a glance. "Miroku," she said without even a hint of a
smile, "Meet your son--Mikiro."
"I knew it,"
Inuyasha muttered.
Kagome looked up at him.
"What?"
"When I told you I
smelled something and Shippo butted in, I decided to keep it to myself, but I
knew the scent had something to do with Miroku, because when I first caught
wind of it, I felt suspicious. From the day I met him, his scent always
triggered that same exact distrust in me--that's how I identified what I
smelled as his scent. When we came over here, and I detected it in two
different places, I knew that meant she had a child with her...his child."
She blinked, surprised.
She honestly hadn't thought that Inuyasha could be that astute, but of course,
it figured. After all, animal cunning was one of his numerous helpful and few
winning traits.
Sango's boomerang came
around in an arc and cracked into the back of Miroku's skull, knocking him off
his feet and onto the ground. "You lowlife BASTARD! How DARE you besmirch
her honor, then leave her alone, pregnant with YOUR *CHILD*?!"
The boy ducked back behind
his mother at this exclamation.
The dark-haired monk
climbed to his knees, ignoring the fact that the back of his head was dented,
and stared up at the tiny boy, who was peeking out at him from the shelter of
Kiori's legs. Kagome frowned as she realized that he still didn't believe it,
though the proof was standing there, looking right at him with his own eyes.
"It can't be..." he whispered to himself. It was louder than he
thought, though, because everyone else heard it too. "H-he..." He
cleared his throat and attempted to strengthen his expression, but it didn't
work either. He still looked confused. "He c-cannot be my son," he
said, resolutely.
"OH?" Kiori
knelt and took the boy's little right hand, pulling him out into the open, then
carefully removed the white cotton wrapping from it, revealing a hole the size
of a quarter there. It wasn't swollen or bleeding, there was no scarred tissue
around it, and he could shift his fingers quite easily, so that meant it hadn't
been put there to fool Miroku into believing it. It was his family's curse, and
this little boy carried it just as he did. There was no air rip there as of
yet, just a hole, but that might have been due to the fact that he was very
little. "Do you perhaps have a twin brother with your exact speaking
qualities who would so blatantly lie to an innocent GIRL to get into her bed,
using your name?"
He almost looked ready to
jump at that excuse, but even HE wouldn't stoop so low. He kept his mouth
closed; he couldn't find a single eloquent thing to say.
Sango leered down at him,
then stepped forward and knelt, smiling at the boy. "Hi there, honey. How
are you?"
He didn't answer. He kept
close to his mother's chest and looked back and forth between she and Miroku,
then away, frowning. He kept a tight hold on her had after she had finished
redressing his little palm.
"He probably can't
talk, Sango," Inuyasha said, flatly. "Don't scare him."
"ZIP it,
dog-boy!"
"Oh, he can
talk," Kiori said, nudging him forward. He immediately jumped back into
her arms, looking frightened, but she just smiled at him, warmly. This made her
real beauty more apparent. Time had done her no injustice, but Miroku's
foolishness and her hatred for him had. She was still very lovely, but very
well adapted to the cruel world. "Now, now, Little Mi, you mustn't be
afraid."
Shippo tugged on Kagome's
skirt. "Did she just call him Little Me?"
"His name is
MIKIRO," she reminded him, "So Mi stands for his name, not for me as
in ME. Probably a nickname."
"Oh."
Miroku had, in the mean
time, found his feet again and was presently staring at the boy, who peeked
back at him momentarily before his head snapped back toward his mother again.
He blinked. Apparently Mikiro didn't like him either!
Kagome looked up at the
sky, noting that the sun would be setting soon. She grasped the sleeve of
Inuyasha's kimono. "We should set up camp, shouldn't we?"
He nodded. "Yeah,
this area isn't familiar, and who knows what's prowling at night. I'll go find
a place for us to camp." With that, he turned and leapt into a nearby tree
and disappeared from sight.
Kiori smiled. "WELL,
it seems your friend is quite the acrobat."
Sango had somehow coaxed
Mikiro into looking at her, and now she was talking to him, getting shy nods as
responses. It seemed he liked her, and Kiori seemed to as well.
Kagome looked at the two
and realized that they had very little with them--Mikiro had a little satchel
and Kiori had nothing at all, and neither of them was really dressed for the
cold that was bound to result in nightfall. They probably wouldn't do well
alone at night, and besides, she felt that they owed her at least some company after
what she had gone through because of Miroku. She nodded. "I'd feel better
if you stayed with us tonight," she said, finally. "We have enough
food to go around, and that way, we can get to know you two better."
At that, Sango turned her
head and leered up at Miroku, who nodded his agreement, his expression showing
his discomfort.
Kiori smiled at Kagome,
then nodded. "Very kind of you."
****
Inuyasha found them a
quiet clearing in the woods near the road to camp at, then built a fire for
Kagome to cook on while Sango talked with Kiori while Shippo listened from
nearby. Mikiro stayed in her lap the entire time, while Miroku, who had
suddenly become an outcast in their band, sat silently beneath a tree, looking
thoughtful. Kagome caught him sneaking peeks at the quiet little boy and his
mother every once in a while, but whenever Kiori looked up in his direction, he
turned hastily away and pretended he hadn't looked at all.
Kagome privately wondered
why he was so standoffish. Certainly, the woman was a bit eerie, and she had a
good right to be after his blood, but didn't he want to get to know his son?
She shrugged to herself and continued stirring the pot of ramen noodles on the
fire.
"Is it done
yet???"
She jumped, then looked up
into a pair of golden eyes framed by a mane of silver hair, peering down into
the pot curiously. She sighed, putting a hand to her chest. "Stop DOING
that, Inuyasha," she snapped at the hanyou, "and NO, but it'll be
done soon. Can't you find something more constructive to do than watch me
cook?"
"I'm hungry, and I
want food," he said, matter-of-factly, "So I'm waiting until you're
done so I can eat."
"Wait over THERE,
then," she said, pointing with her stirring spoon. "Go keep Miroku
company."
"Feh, not a
chance," Inuyasha said, coldly. "I never liked him too much, but now
I really can't stand him. It figures that the pervert would have a child, but
as far as I'm concerned, he doesn't deserve one. Just goes to show you what an
idiot he is."
Kagome sighed and looked
up at him. "Inuyasha, don't be so critical," she said, frowning. She
didn't like it either, but Miroku was apparently paying for his mistake now,
just sitting there, knowing what he'd done with the proof less than ten yards
away. "Maybe this will teach him something."
"It's too late for
him to learn anything, Kagome!" he exclaimed. He was serious about this!
"Now there's another little him with a damned hole in his hand, and if we
don't get rid of Naraku and break that stupid curse, that little boy will
die!"
She hit him in his shin
with the wooden spoon, hard. "HUSH! He'll HEAR you, Inuyasha! You'll scare
him!"
He winced and held his
leg. "Oww, damn it! I'm not tryin' to, so ya don't have to HIT me!"
"You're lucky I
didn't use the 'S' word on you instead," she retorted, smirking.
He scowled, folding his
arms. "Just cook the ramen."
~
"How old is
Mikiro?" Sango asked. She found that she liked Kiori very well; she was a
strong woman with revenge on her mind, but she was still very tender with her
son and sociable in good company. She knew first-hand that it wasn't always
easy to be nice when you wanted someone to pay, and she admired Kiori's ability
to handle herself and her son.
"Three," Kiori
replied.
Sango blinked. "I
would have thought he was younger...or maybe older." She smiled.
"Such a sweet little boy...he looks so well-kept and polite."
"Yes, I made certain
his father's personality wasn't hereditary." She frowned a moment, then
smiled as Mikiro yawned and leaned back against her chest. "He's a very
sweet boy, but he has a habit of being much too shy."
"It still kills me
that Miroku has a son," Sango admitted. "He just doesn't seem the
type to be a father."
"He isn't, but he
will have to be."
"Why?" Shippo
asked. This was his first comment in the conversation, though he had been
present a good amount of it.
Sango realized that the
comment didn't sound right, so she attempted to help clarify the kitsune's
thoughts for their new friend. "Are you going to force Miroku to marry you
or something? You know, so he'll have to take responsibility?"
Kiori shook her head, a
sad look crossing her face. "Even if I did, I am sure I wouldn't be able
to sleep without fearing he'd run off with my belongings or worse. I trusted
him once, if only for a short while, but now I know his tricks and I know he is
not to be trusted at all. However, I will be forcing him to take
responsibility."
"How?" Sango
asked.
Kiori's sadness seemed to
intensify as her eyes shone in the dim firelight. She lowered her voice as she
brushed the napping Mikiro's dark bangs from his cute little face. "I am
going to the court of a nobleman I have recently met to ask for his assistance
in regaining my title, if not my home itself, but I fear I cannot bring him
with me, for it may be perilous to him. I can accomplish my mission alone, but
I want Mikiro to be safe, and I want Miroku to know what he put me through. He
is lazy and a coward unless abating the danger would bring him a profit, so I
hope that taking care of Mikiro will bring him some sense and maybe even some
maturity. After all, quiet and shy as he is, a three-year-old is not a simple
creature to care for."
"You're leaving him
here?" Shippo whispered, suddenly. Sango was silent, too amazed to say
anything.
Kiori nodded, sadly, her
eyes still fixed on her son. "I have no other choice. We cannot continue
on living the way we are now, in squander, so I will do what I have to...to
ensure his future, happiness and health--no matter the cost to myself."
Her admiration for this
woman was only increasing by the moment. She had been outcast and saddled with
a fatherless son, raised him and cared for him, and now she was willing to
trust the one person she hated the most with her most prized possession for the
sake of the boy himself. //She is so strong through the worst, and always
hopeful...// she thought, smiling. Then, her smile waned. //Miroku did this to
her...but I wonder if it was really a terrible mistake on his part or an unseen
blessing...// Things were so difficult to understand sometimes, but everything
happened for a reason, and maybe that reason would be found someday.
"Miss Sango,"
Kiori said, suddenly. "I would be very much obliged if you would help the
fool along while our son is in his care."
She blinked. "Me? But
why me, Lady Kiori?"
The woman shook her head,
sighing. "Because you seem to have experience with Miroku and his games,
and Mikiro seems to be fond of you. As for the former of the two, I do not like
him, and I do not want to trust him, as I said before, but I do have a little
faith in the fool. However, this is not enough to allow me to willingly leave
Mikiro alone with him, but up until this point, I didn't think I had a choice,
which is why I am so glad to find that you and your friends will be with him. I
was going to stay myself and teach him all he had to know--after breaking his
nose, among other things--but now that I see you are here, I have a feeling he
will be in good hands."
Sango nodded, smiling.
"I will do my best. I haven't taken care of anyone young in ages, but I
think I still have some skills with little boys."
"I can help
too!" Shippo exclaimed in a soft but excited voice. "I'm a boy
too!"
Kiori nodded. "Yes, I
believe you could be a fabulous influence on Mikiro." The kitsune grinned
at this compliment.
Mikiro shifted against
Kiori's chest and yawned, then sighed in his sleep. He was quite a sweet little
boy, and honestly, Sango could hardly believe he had anything to do with Miroku
because of that fact. Certainly, he was a good man most of the time, but his
perverted mind and habit of lying to others to get what he wanted took away
from his appeal. Still, he was easy enough to get along with--as long as his
hands were somewhere away from her bottom and his mouth was shut.
"Don't tell Miroku
just yet," Kiori said. "I want to see the look on his face when he
finds out that he will be getting a crash-course in fatherhood."
Sango nodded. "You
have my word."
"And you, little
one?" she asked Shippo.
He nodded. "Won't
tell anybody."
"Dinner's
ready!" Kagome called to them. "Would you like some, Miss
Kiori?"
She shook her head.
"No, thank you."
Sango looked back at her,
then smirked as Inuyasha made a grab for the pot, only to get a crack on the
hand with her wooden spoon.
"I TOLD you to wait!
Guests always eat first!"
"Damn it, who cares?!
Her kid's asleep and she's not hungry, but I AM, so let me have some ramen,
wench!"
Suddenly, a sly look
crossed Kagome's face and she looked at him. "You want me to give it to
you, huh?"
"YEAH!"
"Fine, you'll get it
all right. Sit, boy!"
"ACK!" THUMP.
Inuyasha hit the ground, face-down.
Kiori laughed. "I
wish they had had collars for young men when I was her age!"
"Unfortunately, they
still don't. That's a special order he's wearing," Sango said, smirking as
the angered hanyou got up, only to sit down again and silently wait his turn
while muttering under his breath.
Kagome quickly served up a
few bowls of ramen and brought them over, insisting that Kiori take one and
handing the other two to Sango and Shippo. She set an extra down near them.
"That's for Mikiro, just in case he wakes up. He looks like he could use a
little ramen."
"You are very kind,
Miss Kagome."
She blushed, waving a hand
shyly. "Oh, no, please, no compliments! I don't take them well!"
Sango smiled. "Thank
you, Kagome."
Shippo had already started
stuffing his face, but he managed a quick, "FANKS!" through the
mouthful of noodles.
Kagome smiled and nodded,
then turned back to the pot and dished out another bowl, turning to the angry
dog-boy sitting cross-legged with his arms folded nearby. She offered it to
him, keeping it somewhat out of his reach. "You still hungry after that
mouthful of turf you just chowed down on?"
Inuyasha muttered
something incomprehensible that bore an amazing resemblance to 'stupid girl.'
"What was that,
now?"
"*YES*, KAGOME, I am
hungry."
She smiled, shaking the
chopsticks at him. "What do we say?"
"May I PLEASE have
some RAMEN now?"
She nodded, then held the
bowl and chopsticks out to him. He snatched them and started eating like a hog,
leering at her over the rim of the bowl. "What do we say now?"
"I'm eating," he
said with a thick gulp, "Go away."
She scowled. "I
better hear a thank you or you'll be exchanging ramen for dirt in about FIVE
SECONDS!"
"Thanks."
"That's better."
Kiori smiled. "I
believe I sense some tension between those two. They are together?"
Sango shook her head.
"No, but a good amount of the time it's hard to tell that they're not
married."
"He likes her,"
Shippo said, licking his lips. "Good ramen, Kagome!"
"Thank you,
Shippo," she called back. She leered down at Inuyasha, who had gone back
to his bowl very quickly. "At least ONE half-youkai is polite!"
He lowered his bowl long
enough to let out a noodle-dammed "Feh," before beginning to stuff
his face again. He was finished in an instant and he gave the bowl back.
"You drive me nuts, but your ramen's good, so I deal with it."
Kagome sighed. "That,
and you don't have a choice, but I'll take that as a compliment, I guess."
Kiori smiled. "I
believe I foresee a strong union between them someday," she said.
//Yeah, when Sesshomaru
kisses Inuyasha's ass and all the other youkai say "aww",// she
thought, smirking. They hated each other, but she had to admit, in the slight
chance that it would happen, they made a perfect married couple. They already
had the fighting mastered!
Then, Sango noticed that
Kiori was wearing a pendant on a thin, golden chain, made of some beautiful red
stone. She hadn't seen it before, probably due to the fact that her words were
more attention-worthy than her ragged outfit was. "Oh, that's pretty!
Where did you get it?"
Kiori smirked and took the
gem in her hand. "A gift from a friend," she sighed. "It's a
charm."
"What does it
do?"
Her smirk became a dark
sneer and she looked up at Inuyasha and Kagome. "Well...I assume I could
demonstrate..."
~
Kagome brought a bowl of
ramen to Miroku under the tree and waved a hand in front of his dull eyes in an
attempt to get his attention. "HELLOOO? Anybody home?"
He looked up and offered a
weak smile, then accepted the bowl and set it down in the grass nearby,
sighing. "Thank you, Kagome."
"Not hungry?"
she asked, curiously.
He shook his head, sighing
deeply. For once, there were no poetic words of wisdom or comments about
anything perverted. Something was definitely troubling Miroku, but before she
could ask to help, he gave her the chance. "Kagome, may I talk to you
about something?"
She knelt down on the
grass in front of the monk, examining his forlorn expression. "Sure,
Miroku, but can I ask you a question first?" He nodded. "Why are you
sitting here all by yourself? Don't you want to see your son?"
He instantly shut his
eyes, wincing the moment that final word came out, then covered his face.
"I can't," he sighed. "You couldn't possibly understand my fear
of him."
She blinked.
"Fear?" She peeked back at the little boy in his tattered robes,
sitting in his mother's lap as he ate. "Sorry if I sound like a total
ditz, but what's to fear from a little boy like him? He's only three or
so--what harm can he do?"
"That is just
it," Miroku sighed. "My fear is not of the harm he himself can cause,
but of what he represents and, in a sense, the harm I have caused. It hurts me
to see him sitting there, so small and innocent, afraid of the slightest
shifting of the grass. Though I do not remember ever knowing or...using...a
woman by the name of Kiori, there is no doubt in my mind now that this small
boy is of my own blood...I know this now."
She nodded. He wasn't
making much sense as of yet, but she privately hoped he would begin to.
"Yeah, kinda hard to deny it when he's sitting right there with that hole
in his hand just like yours..." Then, she jumped and covered her mouth.
"Oh, that was rude! I'm sorry!"
"No, no," he
sighed, wearily. Kagome noticed at that instant how old he suddenly looked.
Sure, he had always looked older than he really was thanks to his intelligence,
but not like this. He was starting to bear a slight resemblance to Kiori, with
her tired eyes and furrowed brow. He shook his head, resting his chin in the
palm of his hand. "Though that is certainly proof that he has a curse in
his blood like my own, that is not what forced me to see the truth. I know he
is my son by the expression he wears...so mild and helplessly terrified of
everything without real comfort but his mother..."
She looked back at Mikiro
again. Yes, that definitely described his expression.
"I grew up seeing
that expression so often, every day almost, back when that young visage was my
own and I had to bear its reflection staring back at me so meekly."
She watched as Miroku
looked past her at the boy, who looked up from his bowl of ramen and jumped,
his cornflower-blue eyes widening. He quickly cuddled closer to his mother, and
Kagome watched as that same lost look crossed the monk's face. //Oh, it must
hurt so badly to know his son is afraid of him!// she thought. She put a
comforting hand on his slumped shoulder and gave it a squeeze in hopes of
reassuring him, but he simply sighed and lowered his eyes again without even
looking at her. This was not like him at all.
It seemed to her that the
externally mature young man was now becoming an adult mentally as well.
Shippo shuffled over and
sat down next to Kagome, looking both angry and sympathetic. He looked at
Miroku. "If she's telling the truth, she really has a good reason to hate
you."
The dark-haired man
sighed, aggravatedly. "I am certain that I would hate MYSELF, could I
recall what I did to her and when."
"Probably three years
ago," Shippo said. "Since Mikiro is three, it had to be three years
ago. Can you think back that far?"
He shook his head.
"No, I've traveled so far, I cannot remember a single place for long, let
alone one from so long ago."
"She said something
about the Tatsubashi village," Kagome recalled. "Does THAT ring a
bell?"
"No...I can't
remember anything about that place...not even the name is familiar..."
She sighed. "Well,
whatever, happened, you're a father now."
"And she wants to
make you sorry for it, too," Shippo said. Then, he blinked. "Did I
say that out-loud?"
"Yes," Miroku
said, leaning forward. He looked somewhat eager, but more fearful. "Did
she tell you anything?"
"NONONO!" They
both stared at him and he paused, blushing. "I-I mean of course not...heh,
heh?"
Kagome pinned the little
fox with a penetrating stare. "Shippo..."
"I promised not to
tell!" he exclaimed. Another pause. "OOH, that's it, too much! I'm
not talking anymore! Not a word!"
"You promise?"
Inuyasha hissed as he strode up. He leaned against the tree Miroku sat in front
of and looked down at him. "So, let's hear YOUR side of this. You ashamed
or PROUD of what you did?"
Kagome watched as Miroku's
sad but calm expression melted and he buried his face in his hands. She growled
up at the hanyou. "Sit!"
THUMP.
"Miroku, ignore
him," she said, grasping his shoulders, which were lightly shuddering. He
was crying! She looked at Inuyasha just as he stood. "Sit, boy! Sit! SIT!
*SIT*!"
He flew to the ground
again and his face hit it several times in a row before finally allowing him to
get up again, his cheeks red, and not from the impact, either. "What was
that for?!"
She leered up at him, then
jerked her head toward Miroku, who was silently weeping into his hands. The
shaking of his shoulders told anyone near that this was true. Inuyasha noticed
this and quickly looked awkward. He frowned, his brows knitting, then decided
to shut up. Satisfied, she turned her attention back to the monk. "Don't
listen to Inuyasha. He doesn't know anything."
The silver-haired boy
opened his mouth to object, but she looked at him and he closed his mouth. The
expression she wore shrieked, 'Say anything and I'll sit you so hard your
children will be born with flat faces and skinned knees!' He stayed quiet.
"Please..."
Miroku whispered, standing hastily and wiping his face on the sleeve of his
robe. He brushed her hand off and grabbed his staff from the ground nearby,
then turned away. "I...I would rather be alone for now...pardon me."
He disappeared into the forest, then, without another word.
As soon as he was out of
sight, Inuyasha finally spoke. "Serves him right."
Kagome scowled and opened
her mouth. "That's it!" She shoved him into the woods nearby, where a
musty swamp was located, Shippo skipping along behind to watch as she forced
him to dunk himself in it.
He jumped, his eyes
widening "ACK! NOT THAT!"
She gave him a hard shove
and prepped herself to say it. "S--"
However, before she could
finish the command, he spun and bore down on her, grabbing her by her shoulders
and making her pause. They stood that way for what felt like forever, and it
was as if the word had been completely erased from her mind, because, try as
she may, she couldn't get it to come out as long as his golden eyes were locked
on hers.
Then, he made a move that
she hadn't expected. He kissed her, right there in front of Shippo, and Kagome
felt her hair stand on end at the gentle but amazingly powerful connection he
had made with her.
//Oh my God!// she
thought, stunned. //He's KISSING me!//
Just as she thought this,
he released her and stepped back a pace, blinking in surprise.
It was silent from then
on, but Shippo just had to comment. "Wow, that was gross. Good way to make
her not sit you, though."
Inuyasha jumped.
"What?! SHIPPO!"
All at once the daze was
gone and Kagome felt a swell of anger toward the sneaky hanyou. She grabbed him
by his broad shoulders and turned him around, then gave him a hard shove.
"SIT!"
SPLASH! He flew right into
the swamp and went under.
She scowled, then cupped
her hands around her mouth. "That should teach you to kiss ME!"
After a moment, he
surfaced, sopping wet and sputtering, weeds and algae resting in his hair.
"STUPID GIRL! THAT'S NOT WHY I DID IT!"
"Then WHY?!" She
wanted to hear this.
He paused as he trudged
out of the swamp. "I did it because...I..." he paused. "What the
hell, I don't KNOW why!"
That was bull. "That
was lame, even for you! I should flatten you again right now!"
"I'm not lying!"
he exclaimed, pulling a lily-pad from the space between his ears. "I
really haven't got a clue! I mean, why would I wanna kiss a wench like
YOU?"
Shippo grinned.
"Better hold your breath."
"Oops."
"SIT, SIT, SIT, SIT,
SSSSSIIIIIIIIIIITTTT!!!"
SPLASH!
~
Sango snickered to
herself, then looked back at Kiori, who was still sitting with Mikiro, holding
her pendant in her hand. "Did YOU do that?" she asked, amazed.
She nodded.
"Yes."
"What's it do, make
people kiss other people?"
"Not precisely,"
she sighed. "My charm sends out a magical vibration to any particular
person in the vicinity of one they either love or have the possibility of
loving that induces urges to express themselves. In other words, once
activated, it made your demon friend come to terms with his hidden or possibly
future love for Miss Kagome by urging him to kiss her at the exact moment he
was thinking strongly of her."
Sango blinked. "That
is amazing! So Inuyasha kissed her because he either does or might soon love
Kagome?"
Kiori nodded. "Yes,
however, the unfortunate part of it is that my charm only works once in every
cycle of the moon, or once every month, so I cannot use its powers again until
the next new moon reimburses the magic I spent."
"Oh...were you going
to use it for someone?"
She sighed, her grip on
the gem tightening. "I had planned to use it against Miroku."
Sango suddenly fathomed
the idea, and being that the subject of this new conversation had disappeared
somewhere when she hadn't been paying attention, she felt perfectly safe
asking. "To test and see if he felt anything for you?"
She nodded. "Yes. You
see, he hurt me by betraying me and stealing my father's things, but the part
of his lie that hurt the most came in the form of three words he uttered in a
heated moment. The fact that he had lied about something so sacred as that
after taking my virginity, my honor and, in a way, my freedom, is what fuels my
hatred for him. I had planned to use the charm before I left, in order to prove
to my foolish mind that he did lie to me, for if I were to use its power
against him and he did not react, it would serve as evidence that he had told
me falsely. It would finally clear my mind and affirm that he really is the
awful creature I know him to be."
The demon exterminator
quickly went to her side, kneeling. "You say you must prove it to your
mind," she said, softly.
Kiori nodded. "Yes.
The little girl in me still believes his passionate words and adores the
exterior of what he is, and refuses to believe that he deceived me to get what
he wanted from me. Though I myself know the truth, that small part of me wants
proof, and it was going to be obtained in the morning."
"Oh," Sango
cooed, sadly, "I'm sorry! I made you use up your magic to show me what it
did! If I'd known how important that was, I would have never--"
"Now, now, Miss
Sango, that's fine. Besides," she paused a moment, lowering her eyes,
"That part of me that still cares for that bastard doesn't want to know
the truth. That tiny bit of useless hope will keep some happiness in my heart
after I leave, minuscule as it is. Once I put my son in his arms, I will need
all hope I can get in order to keep going."
"You're coming back
for him, aren't you?"
Kiori sighed, lowering her
eyes. "I hope to..."
Sango decided not to ask,
though she was tempted to. She felt such an admiration for and a connection
with this poor woman that she was even tempted to escort her to her destination
to assure her safety, but she knew that was unfeasible. She still had her
mission to obliterate Naraku, and besides, someone had to take care of Mikiro
if and when Miroku failed to do so correctly. She bowed her head. "I
respect your strength, Lady Kiori."
"You must remember
that I have not been a lady for a very long time."
"You are still very
much a lady," Sango insisted with a smile.
Kiori smiled back,
wearily, then looked down at her son, who had gone back to sleep shortly after
eating. She sighed. "I will miss him...but I had better expend all of this
grief before tomorrow. I want to be able to ream Miroku without guilt, fear or sorrow
interfering. I've waited too long for this."
She smiled.
"Understandable, but you should sleep. The need for revenge can really
take it out of you, I'm one to know, and you'll need all the strength you can
muster tomorrow to break his nose before you hand him Mikiro."
Kiori laughed. "Now I
see why I like you so. You are like I was, once upon a time." She sighed.
"I feel so old, though I am most likely younger than the monk is as of
now. I have no idea how old he was when I conceived Mikiro, but I know he is
older than I. I know I've turned into an old maid over the years...I feel as if
thirty years have passed instead of just three..."
"Anguish can do that
to you," Sango agreed, dully. She put a hand on Kiori's shoulder.
"You should rest now."
Kiori nodded, then leaned
back against the fallen log she sat in front of and embraced the tiny boy
sleeping in her lap. With a sigh, she smiled once more. "Thank you,
Sango."
She stood and stretched,
then nodded. "It's no problem, and nothing worth thanks. Good night."
****
After throwing up several
times and weeping between intervals of hitting his head against a thick
tree-trunk, Miroku was pretty spent, having nothing left to hurl or cry and too
many bumps to continue the abuse of his skull. He was sore enough from being
whacked with Sango's boomerang, but now he hurt worse, and it still wasn't
enough. He felt terrible all over now, inside and out, and he was exhausted.
He still couldn't recall
ever being in a village by the name of Tatsubashi, nor engaging in intercourse
with the daughter of any nobleman, but the proof was unmistakable: he had a
son. The fact that he had ruined some woman's life by having sex with,
impregnating and leaving her combined with the fact that he couldn't remember a
MOMENT of the entire ordeal troubled him extensively. His unexplained loss of
memory was the worst of it. Had he the ability to remember, he might have been
able to fathom how much he owed to her and what kind of damage he had done
before departing, but nothing came to him.
As he finally reached the
campsite, he was relieved to see that everyone was already asleep. Kagome lay
near the fire with Shippo leaning against her, while Inuyasha sat crouched
against the side of a tree near her, and Sango was unconscious near the Lady
Kiori.
The sight of she and
her...HIS...little boy made him feel terrible once again. He walked silently
across the site and knelt in front of the sleeping Kiori, his eyes fixed on her
face as he strained his mind once again to remember her. He drew a blank. Her
face, her name, her village...none of it was even slightly familiar to him. He
just couldn't recall it!
Of course, if the boy was
three, then Miroku himself had been somewhere around the age of sixteen. At
that age, no young man really thought of much besides sex. Often times, he
still maintained that mentality, but after being faced with this dire
consequence of his foolishness, all perverted urges had left his mind, and were
still somewhat reluctant to return.
He allowed his eyes to drift
down to the boy himself. What was his name again? Mikiro, wasn't it? That made
sense, once he thought about it. The first two syllables of his name split by
the first syllable of the boy's mother's made up his title: Miro with Ki in the
middle, or Mikiro.
He sighed to himself as he
beheld the sleeping child he had created out of lust and idiocy. Seeing the
precious boy made him feel all the more guilty, and recalling his shy reactions
to every glance he spotted only intensified that guilt. He was so pale, but so
beautiful, and yet so small and afraid, malnourished because of his situation,
which would not have come about had Miroku not been such a fool.
Come to think of it, he
never would have existed at all had he not been such a fool!
The boy shifted slightly
and sighed softly in his sleep, and Miroku felt new tears fill his eyes again.
He had thought he couldn't cry anymore, but now he knew that he had just begun
to feel regret. //A little...a little me...a bastard child with a bastard for a
father...gods, what have I done...//
****
To Be Continued
Xandra: FYI, I came up
with the name Mikiro a long time ago, when I was planning on writing an
extensive novel for kids, but I changed my mind, and when I realized how much
Mikiro resembled Miroku, I thought it was perfect. Kiori is actually a name I
took from Sailor Moon (some bad-guy called the Kiori Knight or something)
because it was pretty. So, wha'da ya think so far? Review, even if it's just a
word or two, because I need/love reviews! (Oh, and just to help some people who
have problems with Japanese names, they are pronounced Meh-KEER-Oh and
Key-OR-ee.) Thanx for reading, and if you like, I have more chapters--just
request them! ^_^