| Is it too much for me to ask Is it too much for me to ask..... For quiet nights at home? To say that you're sorry and admit that your wrong? To look in my eyes and smile? To take the kids for awhile? Is it too much for me too ask..... For you to talk without scolding me? For you to just sit and hold me? For you to accept who I am and not remold me? For you not to compare me to the others? Is it too much for me to ask..... For you to change a sh**y diaper? For you to put your dirty clothes in the hamper? To put the damn toilet seat down? To get a job and stop being a clown? Is it too much for me to ask..... For you not yo look at other women when you're with me? For some passion for more than 10 to 20 mins. at a time? For some sensitivity, compassion, respect, and some of your time. I do'nt think so. You could have done all of these things and more in the time it took me to write this down. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 7-3-2004 |
| I need a push, hell a kick. A new year has come and gone and the bulls**t is still around. My mind is clutterd. My body is tierd. My feelings are complexed. I want to be better, but nothing is changing. I can get up but where to start and how to finish? Don't want to be in this box forever. I know I need help but who to ask and how? ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 7-8-2004 |
| A little bit about this Black Opinionated Black Woman. I'm a 27yr old mother of five, three girls and two boys. Ages range from 11 to 3yrs . So I know the big question everyone is wondering is HOW DOES SHE GET ANYTHING DONE. Well I love to write so this is my way to relax and clear my mind. Plus I enjoy anything that gets me away from Spongebob Squarepants and Ms. That's So Raven on The Disney Channel. Nothing against those shows, but there is a shortage of adult programing in this house. Two TV's in my home and my children control them all. Expressing the way I feel sometimes gets me into trouble, because I have A VERY BIG MOUTH. So poetry is my way to vent without feeling bad about it later. Anyhoo......I wanted to post some of my poetry on here because so many people is or have gone through some of same things as myself. This is my way to let them no that you can make it through anything. My faith in God and the many pens and notebooks i've gone through over the years proved that to me. I know some of my work may seem harsh and are all about low-down men. Well they mostly are. lol But its mostly about being true to myself , my race and how I feel or felt about certain things in my life. No point towards anyone directly. Alot of these were written even before I went through any of it. So its like I was writing my future and didn't even know it. The best thing about it all is in spite of everything that knocked me down I still got up. I picked up and took control of the things that were happing around me. So if i'm able to help someone through my words then i've done alot. In todays world women are being misunderstood, misused, ignored, abused, and just plain disrespected. It's time to wake up and realize that women are the stars who keeps the world going. I am one of them. Thank you coming and staying awhile. Please share some of my heart with someone you love. LOOK OUT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER "HE'S MY BABIES DADDY TOO, GET OVER IT!" COMING TO A WEB SITE NEAR YOU LOLOTF |
| You are my one and only. You're the sun that shines my way. You're the air that I breathe, and all the love that I need. These feelings came across so suddenly, so all of this is new to me. I'm trying to take my time, so that you will understand. In order to be my man , you have to first be my friend. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 6-17-1996 |
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| THE DRAMA CONTINUES....... THIS PAGE IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE LOYAL FANS OF THE ALMIGHTY SOAP OPERA. I MYSELF FEEL LIKE MY LIfE IS A SOAP. ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS... WILL IT EVER END? |
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