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| Life Life is not about keeping score, It's not about how many firends you have, It's not about if you have plans for the weekend, or if your alone. It's not about who you are dating or who you use to date, how many you use to date, or weather you haven't dated at all. It's not about who you have kissed,or if you haven't been at all. It's not about who your family is,or how much money you have, what kind of a car you drive, what school you go to, or how big your house is. It's not about who's beautiful and who's not, what kind of clothes you wear. It's not about what kind of music you listen to, or if your hair is blonde, red, or black. It's not about how smart you are, how smart people think you are or how smart standerized test say you are. Its not about the color of your skin, or the size of your waist. It's not about what clubs you join, what sports you play or how good you are. It's not about representing your self on paper, or how many people accept it. But life is about who you love and who you hurt, it's about who you make happy or unhappy purposfully,it's about who you trust and who you betray,it's about friends ship used as a sanctuary or a weapon,it's about what you say and what you mean. It's about the judgements you pass and why, and who your judgements are spread to.It's about who you have ignored with full control and intention and why. |
| It's about fear jelousy ignorance and revenge. It's about inner hate, and love,letting it grow and and spreading it. But most of all it's about using you life and who's heart you touch or poison, in such a way that it could not have occured without you. only you choose the way those hearts are effected, and those choices are what lifes all about. |
| Grace Give me the grace to care, with out neglecting my self, the humility to help with out rescuing., the kindness to be clear with out being cold,the mercy to be angry with out rejecting, the prudence to disclose with out disrespecting my privacy,the humor to admit human failings without experiencing shame,the compassion to love freely with out giving my self away. |
| Bitchology If I stand up for myself and my beliefes they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart,it means I live my life my way,it means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolorate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitchThe same thing happends when I take time for my self instead of being everyone elses maid. It means I have the courage and strength to be who I am, and won't allow people to tell me who they think I should be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined and I won't apologize for that, So try to stomp on me,douse my inner flame,try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold with in me,you won't succeed, and if that makes me a bitch so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to wear it. B Babe B Beautiful I in I Intelligent T total T Talented C control of C Charming H Herslef H HELL OF A WOMAN!!!! |
| B Beautiful I Individual T That C CAN H Handle ANYTHING |
| This page is dedicated to R.N an man who could only handle one woman HIS MOMMY!!!! |
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| Life, a small diary of sorts |