November/13/2005

Well the day went pretty good, last night Tom broke out into a really bad sweat and then he had gotten up I guess sometime in the night or this early morning...he told me that he had hallucinations last night. I have been around Diabetics all my life and it is a very scarry thing to see your loved just bottom out. My older sister has siezures, she can't walk and she get's very weak. One time I was talking to her and I thought she was ignoring me..... I found out that her sugar was dropping.

I also remember my grandmother, when she took her shots she wouldn't eat.... it fried her brain.

The Doctores told Tom to cut back on his steroids because that it "COULD" be contributing to the diabeties, along with his other meds. People with that, they have to eat at least 3 times a day or 6 mini meals a day.

My husband is "WAS" a big eater.....now he has to eat mini meals. He used to be able to eat a FULL bag of Popcorn....nope not now, I think he said 1 cup of popcorn, he can have 10 peanuts, 2 eggs, he used to eat 4. Not a happy camper. We bought alot of food before we found out about this, so now we have to go through all of it.

I always did want to loose weight... who knows, I just might be able to find my High School body..... 115 lbs all the way to age 34. :-)