August/2/2005

I went to see Tom today. Kacie and Thomas stayed at my friends house. All they know is that daddy is sick. It's hard to tell a 4 yr.old and a 2 yr.old that their daddy has Cancer and that he might die. How am I going to tell them? When I walked in his room, he was just staring out the window and I saw a tear, I cried along with him. I know I'm supposed to be strong.... well not to taday. I stayed for about an hr. or two I think. It was really hard for me to leave the hospital.