August/19/2005 9:08p.m.
Tom is sick... he has a cold and he can not take anything for it. He has the chills, headache, bodyaches, fever. He doesn't look good. This Will be a long night for me, just one of many. He told me today about a Living Will.... when it is time for him I have to make the decision of not letting him go into a vegetable state. How does a loved one make that kind of decision? HOW?! Tom drove home after his treatments... when we got home Tom left the keys in the car and the car running. I thought he was going some where, until he started to lock the door. That worried me. ***************************************************************************
You know the story about Jesus feeding the Five Thousdand? All those people traveled with him just to hear him speak and they didn't have enough food, 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish. Jesus supplied them.
Yes, our family excepts food stamps, and we have .05 left, Tom and I make our F.S. stretch out to the end of the month and we sometimes have left overs. Well now we will have to wait till next month. But that's okay. God had provided us with food and more. My church First Baptist of Muskogee, Okla. has a food pantry and they gave us food. THANK YOU! We recieved alot of stuff even ONE loaf of bread. I forgot I had TWO loaves of bread. Well, the office out here at Green Country Village called me and said "Linda, we have some BREAD for you, also some doughnuts." OKAY! I now have THREE loaves of bread, THREE or FOUR packages of hotdog buns. Oh don't get me wrong... I'm not complaining about this at all. I was thinking about the Five Thousand and the Two loaves of bread. Mine multiplied too. :-)
I have been reading alot tonight about "FAITH". In the book of James. AWSOME!
James-1:6, 2:17&20, 5:15
Psalms-6:1-10, 16:1-15
Eph-4:5
Heb-11:1 These are all great.
The insurance MIGHT be dropped. The Doc. has not faxed papers to where they are supposed to be faxed. We will NOT have ANY money until the middle of next month. Next Tuesday Tom has Chemo and Raditaion.