In the morning when
the light falls across her bed, let
it warm the hip that last night refused to rest, though it
ached. Let it sooth the nerve throbbing through her thigh as she
bent then straightened herself, filling the roller with white
paint, lifting it again, spreading it on the wall.
When I arose, I found the
dreary halls of our house brightened by the pain of her lifting and
applying. The walls were vertical fields of whiteness where
before there was nothing white. Rooms once heavy with dust smelled
clean, purified with bleach. this was her gift to me.
Help me to morn properly and put aside
the old bachelor life of freedom and clutter. Help me to say
goodnight early to my drinking friends and accept gladly the menial
chores she sometimes asks of me, this woman who sleeps now, this
woman who gave no mercy to her own aching body, this woman who
brightened all she
touched. |