| Okay, this is the time you get to learn all about me. I already wrote this entire thing once, but I didn't save it before AOL kicked me off, ahhh!! Two things in life you should never get started with, AOL, and Gateway, if you can remember that you are all set lol* Back to basics here. I was born Dec 23rd 1981. 21 years seem so long ago. And so much I have learned in that little time, but have so much to go. I moved to Tampa Bay FL July 10th 2000. Off to work on my music career that didn't exactly take off all too quick after dropping my contract shortly after moving here. All things happen for a reason, though some would beg to differ ( you know who you are) :) So here I am, 21 years old...with quite a story to tell.... |
| "I used to think, I had the answers to everything, but now I know that life doesn't always go my way." Okay that's quoting a Britney Spears song, but still it's how I feel. True, I am not a girl, not yet a women. But I am very much NOT a boy, not yet a man. The hardest part about growing up is learning that so much of where you end up is what you've done to yourself. It's not easy pointing your own finger at yourself saying "You did this, you did this!" There are many things I do not agree with but I gotta deal with it and move on. NO regrets. This part of the website is supposed to be about me, my likes, dislikes, fears, bla bla bla. Really it's about how I feel on certain things. I believe that no matter where you are in your life you have the power to change your situation or your mind set..no matter where you are. If you believe in nothing, then are you something? Think about it ;-) |
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| Man, I have many different looks to my face. I took this black and white one with my own right hand. LOL* We won't go there will we, ANYWAY. I believe in being honest, and real. I don't have time to be fake or dishonest with people. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Not the best thing to do, but hey, helps people either really like you or not like you at all. I've never had anyone say "Oh Ryan? Yeah, he's okay I guess." No, LOL* It's either, "Ryan is the sweetest guy ever," or "I can't stand that bitch, no I can't." No grey area. Either you love me or hate me. People will also respect the truth and would rather know you for you. A good friend told me that once. I think the hardest part of growing up or growing older is learning and understanding that people will hurt you in many ways in time...but if you MUST learn from the past....and move on. Only then will you truely continue to grow as an individual. |
| VERY Important information, I am single as a 1 dollar bill. I guess you could say I am single by choice...a lot of heartbreakers out there. I used to believe that there is that ONE out there for me, but as I get older my faith gets smaller and smaller. I do not want to be bitter or cynical, but God? If you're up there reading this? Would u please HOOK ME UP!? My favorite TV shows are Will and Grace, Ally Mcbeal, I think if i were to marry Ally Mcbeal we'd be the perfect match. Favorite singers, Amy Grant, Joey Mcintyre, Britney Spears, Elvis, Cher, Shania Twain, Mark Anthony, and many others. My music tastes vary on my mood. If I'm exercising well naturally it's gonna be Cher or Club mixes lol* Gotta have the dance music for cardio work outs. If I'm at home feeling sad or just plain mellow I'll look through my collection and put on what best fits my mood. Amy Grant's "Legacy, Hymns & Faith" is a new favorite. |
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| Where Am I now? What am I gonna do Should I fear, what isn't so clear? Please help me find Who I wanna be Hold my hand and promise you'll never leave. Here I go again, never looking back soon I'll find the end. With this light in your heart, remember who you are. Dreams only come true, when you believe in you. --Ryan |
| I hope you all enjoyed reading the very little I wrote about myself. For those of you who do know me, my friends are my family. To life we don't have the answers, we don't have the fix. To life, all we have to offer is each other. And that makes a human-being a pretty valuable thing. God Bless you all. Ryan* |
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