| I still remember when she passed away years ago. My step dad woke me up and started screaming to get up and I asked him what was wrong and he wouldn't tell me. I got into the van and we went to my grandmothers house. I remember walking in and seeing my mom hug Danny and just yell "she's gone, she's gone." I had no clue what was going on, so I sat down on the couch and just stared at my mom, I really never saw her that upset. As I was sitting there, I saw Goldie and I got a clue what was going on. My mom then came up to me and asked if I knew what was going on, and she explained that my gram had a heart attack and passed away right where I was sitting. It was a shock. Then what came to my mind was about a week or two before that, I argued with grama about a Butterfinger bar that I ate and I wasn't suppose to. It's not that big of a deal, but it bothers me that I fought with her over something so stupid and I never really got a chance to say sorry or goodbye. I admire how much stress she could take. When I stayed there, I was driven crazy by Goldie's questions. I just wish she could have put Goldie into a home where people are trained to deal with stuff like that. It just showed how big of a heart she had for others. I admit I don't treat my mom like i should, and I fear the day when my mom passes away and I have to tell my kids what happened. I miss you gram and I wish you were here to guide me through my hard times.
Casey |
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Created on ... November 27, 2003