Take charge, punish yourself
Keep it inside, murder your mind
Brow beaten until a mangled mess
I live a life of distress
Join in my misery of self pity
Take a tour of my second thought
Journey to my what if, what would have been
Indulge in my self loathing
Take my hand, I’ll give you a trip you’ll never forget
Its full of sadness and regret
A one way flight to my joys of Self Loathing
Look deep inside you’ll never see such a sight
Look down in the pits of despair
Reach down and feel the solid emptiness
Bathe in the glory of my self loathing
I make it an art, I take it from the start
I bend it to my will, I mold it in my image
I fold it into itself, I pull it apart
I bask in my total self loathing