NOTE! These are just random thoughts that came into my head at a certain time and alot of them are just clutters of thoughts. These are not finished products, as I realize what all of the ones I wrote were really about I will edit them so that they won't be as I said, a cluttered mess. As I'm editing I may take bits and pieces from different songs/poems to create a whole new one. I'm always changing shit around as it comes to me so check back once in a while to see what's taking place... if you somewhat like it the first time threw that is.
Enjoy, PeAcE oUt

My writing style is mostly influanced by slipknot and staind. If you like the indepth lyrics kinda shit then get some of their stuff.

Also, check out some guitar stuff I made up, sorry for the quality... home made devices suck.
get song 1 here
get song 2 here
get song 3 here
get song 4 here

Just a song I made up, I call it "A Feeling So Rare"
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Im walking all alone,
Going down this dirt road,
in this familiar place,
Going in slow mode.

It's a place i know,
But yet don't like.

I think too much,
Of what this is for,
I don't like it all,
Don't want to feel anymore.

Pre Chorus:
Somthing comes along,
My feelings all gone.

Chorus:
I see the clouds,
as I look to the sky,
My wings come out,
And I fly up high.

It's nice to be free,
Feel the wind in my hair,
The sun on my face,
It's a feeling so rare...

It all comes racing back,
My wings fold back,
Fall flat on my face,
Buzzards ready to attack.

Lay there for a while,
And get back on my feet.

Start walking again,
My head un-clear,
As long as it gets me somewhere,
Somewhere away from here.

Pre Chorus:
Somthing comes along,
My feelings all gone.

Chorus:
I see the clouds,
as I look to the sky,
My wings come out,
And I fly up high.

It's nice to be free,
Feel the wind in my hair,
The sun on my face,
It's a feeling so rare...

Outro:
It's a feeling so rare,
Cherish it while it's here,
Cuz' It's a feeling so rare

I call this "The Pricks Of Life". I dont know why I wrote this, I just got into the mood. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


The grass is green, the skies are blue,
somewhere there's a kid who doesnt know what to do.

the rain falls on another black day,
the little boys dead, couldn't find his way.
Lying by a tree all ripped appart,
blood dripping, a thorn through his heart.

Stare into his hazzy lifeless eyes,
Can't help but see the let downs, and all the lies.

The clouds fall down on another black day,
nobody helped the kid, it's the wrong way.
The stains of blood are ripe with sorrow,
Everybody will forget about him tomorow.

Nobody cares about, how he felt,
Too caught up, in themselves.

The clouds clear on another black day,
God took pitty and showed him the way.
But he left you all, to rot in hell,
Because you have no soal to sell.

FUCK THE PRICKS OF THE WORLD!

I wrote this one day when I was pissed at the worlds socialistic ideals
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Verse 1
Who desides what's right and wrong?
Who desides where I belong?
Aren't we supposed to be free?
Can someone explain this to me?

I just want to be myself,
Fuck off, I don't need help.
Just because I don't fit,
you think I give a s*it?

~Chorus~
I will stay the same,
I will not play this usless game.
Go to hell and don't come back,
Don't need your socialistic crap.

Verse 2
When will it all end?
When will it begin to mend?
Aren't we sopposed to be free?

rest to come

I wrote this when some stuff was wrong and fading "away", first song of mine I recorded too
Get the recording of this song here. (Sorry about the quality, and the vocals LoL)
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It's all gone away,
Nothing but a memory.

I yearn for you,
And there's nothing i can do.

It's gone, all gone.
Been together so long,
And its gone, all gone.

I want to be held again,
Take away all my pain.

I miss your touch,
It hurts so much.

But it's all gone,
Been together so long,
And it's gone, all gone.
Nothing left for me to hold on,
'Cuz its gone, all gone.
All gone.

I wrote this song the same night I tried to kill myself
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Some times are good, Some times are bad;
sometimes your sad others your mad.

Then there comes a time when you cant take anymore,
you say fuck this shit and fall dead to the floor.

suicide seems like the only thing sane,
as your going backwards on a one way lane.

slowely but steadliy you pick up the pace,
like being in a suicide race.

Wouldnt it be great if people would let you grab some air,
But they never will,
because they dont care,
about your pain, or your dispair.

The world is just a fucked up place,
full of lies and usless disgrace.

All I see is constant hate,
and it makes me fucking irate.

Just pick up the gun,
I know its not fun,
But pull the trigger
and BOOM your done.

I wrote this song about a guy that was roaming around trying to find his place in the world, but while writing it, I realized he didnt have a place in the world.
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there once was a man,
he liked to search the land.

Ran from place to place,
trying to forget his disgrace.

But no matter where he went,
still he always felt so fucking bent.

drank so much he always hurled,
and said,
FUCK YOU AND THE FUCK THE WOLRD.

sick and tierd of all the shit,
living in an endless pit.

This song is just a song I wrote when I was a little down.
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somtimes to ease the pain,
u gotta cut your vein,
let your shirt stain,
as the blood flows like rain.

I dont know why it is,
or what it is,
that makes me feel like this.

Sitting all alone, unable to cry,
and i dont know why,
all I really want is, to die.

It's just insainly blis,
I can't comprehend this.

Why the hell can't i see,
why everything's gotta be shity,
Maybe it's just like that for me.

I wrote this song for one of my best friends when she had to give a speach at her friends funeral
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you were a good friend,
our friendship will never end.

Inside my heart you will always live,
and to you my love I give.

off into the heavens you must go,
but before you do, I want you to know....

ive never had as good of a friend as you,
you stayed real and completely true.

when I close my eyes its you i see,
you meant the world to me.

This is just some shit I made up when I was thinking bout drugs
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As I put the needle down,
the room starts to spin.
I feel the chemicals flow within.
Its all in vein, to relieve the pain.
Fuck this I�m going insane.

This one I wrote for one of Danielle's school assignments.
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When im sad and don�t want anybody to see,
I hide the pain that�s inside of me.

When my boyfriend dumps me I pretend it�s fine,
So nobody can see this hurt of mine.

I act like I�m happy when I�m really not,
Even though inside I rot.

When I feel I can�t take anymore,
and want to fall dead to the floor,

I go in my room and let it out,
Because in there, no one can see me pout.

I don�t want anybody to see me when I�m down,
Because everyone will look at me and frown.

They don�t understand why I�d cry,
Because he was just another guy.

To me he was the greatest thing,
Brought all the happiness a guy could bring.

Just go away and give me time,
In the end I�ll be just fine.

I have no idea when I wrote this song or why, I just did.
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I feel forsaken,
my soal you've taken,
my heart is breakin,
this hate you've maken.

FUCK YOU FUCK THE WORLD FUCK ALL THE BULLSHIT THAT�S IN IT!!!
I CANT TAKE IT!!!
I WONT MAKE IT!!!
I CAN�T FAKE IT!!!

I can�t change this discord,
feelin like im bein whored.

You can�t fuck me around much more,
or im gunna snap like never before.

FUCK YOU FUCK THE WORLD FUCK ALL THE BULLSHIT THAT�S IN IT!!!
I CANT TAKE IT!!!
I WONT MAKE IT!!!
I CAN�T FAKE IT!!!

You think you can say your sorry,
and expect this to all go away,
when you go and do it again the very next day.

FUCK YOU FUCK THE WORLD FUCK ALL THE BULLSHIT THAT�S IN IT!!!
I CANT TAKE IT!!!
I WONT MAKE IT!!!
I CAN�T FAKE IT!!!

LmAo @ this one, don't remember when or why I wrote this either
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There once was a pig,
he sang and danced the jig.
He lived in a house of twigs,
and lived off of figs.

Then he met up with a sow,
When she saw his jig she said wow.
They are forever lovers now.

LmAo @ this one too - keeping with the pig theme
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I smell bacon,
I smell pork

Look out piggy,
I've got a fork

Just another sad song about life
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I don't know why I always feel this way,
like being left in a clowd of dismay.

I can't figure out why I'm always sad,
Or maybe I just don't want to know,
Because maybe it's somthing bad.

I can't take all the stress,
Tho I try my best...
Maybe its a test,
To keep going and chugging on,
But sometimes I feel I'm just wrong.

Somtimes I just want die,
I'm not sure why,
Or maybe thats just a lie.

I guess I'm not ready to know yet,
Maybe it's this constant regret.
I never did anything I should,
Didn't even do what I could.

Just sat around on my lazy ass,
Waiting for the world to pass,
Hopping life might get better.

But the good times don't come my way,
I just sit and wilt away,
Rather than go and seize the day.

Just everything always seems to go wrong,
Sometimes things go right,
but that doesnt last long.

All this pain is making me insaine,
Everythings falling apart within my brain.
It just all seems so unreal
Sometimes I wish I couldnt feel.

But when it all comes down,
I have a feeling things will turn around.
So I'll keep going and strugling on,
Just hope this doesn't take long.

Um this one i just made up for some reason a long time ago
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Scooby doo went to the zoo,
And stepped in gorilla poo.

First he was sad,
Then he was mad

Poor Scooby doo didn't know what to do,
To get the pesky poo off his shoe.

I just made this up when i was drunk...go figure LoL
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Tits are good,
Pussy is better.

Lick that clit,
And make her shiver

This is the first song I ever wrote
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Sitting here , thoughts running through my mind,
about being fucked around all the time.

I've been left to fend for my own,
now I feeling so alone

noone cares about how i feel,
fuck them all it's so unreal.

I am the victim, why can't anyone see?
Nobody even gives a shit about me

They kept on fuckin me around,
Until I felt 6 feet under ground

I breathe but yet I am dead,
demons living throughought my head.

Satan loves me (Jesus loves me remix)
Get the music for this song here ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jesus hates me This I know,
For the Bible tells me so
Little ones to Him belong
They are weak but He is strong

Yes, Jesus hates me!
Yes, Jesus hates me!
Yes, Jesus hates me!
The Bible tells me so

Satan loves me, He will give,
Pitchforks to those who live,
He's got a rehlm of sin,so
Let His people come on in.

Yes, Satan loves me!
Yes, Satan loves me!
Yes, Satan loves me!
The Bible tells me so

Satan loves me, He will stay
Close beside me all the way
He's prepared a home for me
And some day His horns I'll see

Yes, Satan loves me!
Yes, Satan loves me!
Yes, Satan loves me!
The Bible tells me so

Satan loves me this I know,
For the bible tells me so,
Little ones to him belong,
They are weak but he is strong.

Yes, Satan loves me!
Yes, Satan loves me!
Yes, Satan loves me!
The Bible tells me so

Here's a new comedy one I made up ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nick nack ho slap,
Give the bitch a bone,
Fuck that cunt,
and send her home

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