this may, at times, seem deep. it not trying to be that way, just explain tha 411 of me and things as i know them.
ok,,i see an absulutely beautiful woman that's so drop dead breathtakingly gorgeous. how do i go about telling that person how i feel towards her or what i think about her, in some cases it's harder than others b/c some people i can only get a glimpst at knowing their personality, and when maybe a career or certain situations in her life or where she lives and her enviorment, restict me from getting to know the her more..... and then theres what that girl that has to do a certain thing or act a cxertain way while amoung others, which is all good.... but if these moments are the only things you know of some one b/c of reasons that are out of your controll. what can you do--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
::break:: 748:: if i want to get a message through to this person and im not sure if my understanding of things will be correctly expressed and understood b/c of what shes used to,,not saying anything about whether shes capable b/c i feel shes smarter than me, but ill just communicate to her as i believe her understanding to be, im trying here, so if im wrong forgive me and if im way dead wrong im real sorry id like to clearify this, if that's ok with you..., resuming....
<-----i guess try to get a message through to her in a way she knows. of is somewhat used to i would think, again remember i dont know enough about her, even though i would absolutely love to get to know her mind, b/c thats where you find the deep sence of what and who a person is.... this is not a secret, or something kept from people to know, but the kind of understanding that comes along with the feelings of the heart, and compliments the oneness that can only be understood by a person ready and willing to put their hearts on the lines for some one.
do you think you can do this.... let me warn you first, this is a muscle thats the strongest in the body, but when hurt and destroy lives and people... this muscle is the heart.... this is why i and very cautious and, yes, anxious to give my heart to the right woman.
when and if i get a scence of knowing a woman, sometimes i dont know how, but even if just by a thought that pops into my head that gives me a slight understanding of her and an understanding of what she lives around and deals w/, well when i get this sence, its like my heart forms a bond to her, now she may have no idea of this, but this is all just part of what i feel durring the course of a normal day........ weird huh. i know well me about it. i dont understand it, or understand why but sometimes this happens. not so much as with a woman that im attracted to, but people, whether it be people that are having a hard time with what they are going through or dealing with, this is the power of the heart & mind when they work together... not the full compabil;ities of both but a dang crazy one thats wonderful
i want to keep going but i feel the need to ellaborate more on what i was saying earlier, ill reference this so you understand with a tag 748
,situation update, its 6am and ive had 8 hours of sleep in 3 days, 1 hour yesterday morning and 7 more hours later and i wrote mental clearification in the same time awake.. so my minds very tired right now..... ill continue later