A look at the life of an Irishman
The Basics?
Who am I? It's something that I ask myself every day of my life. Sure, I can tell you the basics, I was born in 1977 of the 27th of March. Which means I'll be 23 next March. I can tell you that I have black hair, green eyes and I'm 6ft tall. I can also tell you, that unlike most Irishmen, I don't actually drink, I don't like potato's and I really don't recommend Guinness! But does this tell you who I actually am? I don't think so. Sometimes I find it hard to know who I am myself. On the one hand I'm very very shy, yet on the other hand I sing in a band, I write poetry to express myself and I like to go to pubs to play some pool. I guess the basic truth of it all is that my life is full of conflicts, yet I can't honestly say that my life is in any way complicated.
The Belief's
Hey, wouldn't you guess it, I'm not actually religious either. So just what do I believe in then? Luck for one, you either have it or you don't. And if you do, it's either bad luck or good luck. So which one do I have??? That's another one I can't honestly tell you. I mean, I seem to have a talant for getting myself into trouble, saying or doing the wrong thing, so it would seem to be bad luck, but at the same time, nothing really bad ever happens. No matter what happens as a result, I always seem to land on my feet. Bad or good luck? I guess other people can decide that one. What else then? I believe in love, I believe in doing the right thing, I believe in being honest and open. What's the use in hiding behind a wall of lies? No one will ever get to know who you really are if you do that. Better to have someone dislike you for who you really are, then to have them like you for someone that your not. I believe in being a good friend.
Friendships
Friendship is a very important thing for people to have. I guess it's important in my life too, but sometimes I can't help but distance myself from other people. I've never been the party type, I'm the person who stands at the back pretending to be overly interested in that potted plant. I find it hard to associate with other people sometimes. I try to blend in, I try to mix, sometimes I even do a very good job, but I ask you, should you really be the person who tries to pretend their something they are not? I don't like being alone, but that's just who I am, so all that's left is to use that lonelieness for inspiration for my poetry. My closest friends, are those that are furthest from me. People I can share my true feelings with, people I can share my life with through my words alone. People who can judge me for my thoughts, not for what I look like, what I wear, or what aftershave I'm wearing. I'm shy, it means it's hard for me to express myself, but it doesn't mean that I don't care or I don't want to care.
The Future......
....... is uncertain for everyone, and nothing is any differant for me. I have my hopes, I have my dreams and I have my passions. I know that there is a world of opportunities out there for me, but only if I choose to take advantage of them, oh and also needed is a pinch of good luck!
Love is............
....... more powerfull then words can describe. Can one
ever fully understand love?? Can one explain what makes them love
another person?? Can you explain that warm feeling that you have
inside, that smile that steals accross your face, the quickening of your
heart?? I can't, and I don't think that I ever will want too.
Somethings should be left a mystery................
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