Honestly I don't know what to say about this. I wrote this letter in February,1998 when I was hopelessly in love. As you will find out I have edited this now, completely removing some references and adding some new. But the basic content is the same and it make a good reading even now for me.
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I love youda. ƒ�� Ѵ��� ��٢€œ�� ‡��‘� —œ‘�� æ���€�.…��‘� …��æ��.
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