Waiting In Motion (9/10) by mountainphile mountainphile@yahoo.com MSR, NC-17 Header and Disclaimer info in Part 1 ******************** Scully mobilizes them with the proficiency of a drill sergeant, snapping out orders with unconscious, accustomed authority. They scramble to obey. From her limited foul- weather stores Ruth supplies rain gear, a first aid kit, another flashlight, and several old blankets for the rescue attempt. Carl, with Skeeter tagging at his heels, hustles for rope. "This jacket'll be a mite loose," Ruth apologizes, "and it's the smallest I got since you're still too big to fit in Skeeter's. And shoes or boots... sorry, but I just can't help with that." The two pockets are sizable, perfect for carrying essentials into the forest. Scully stops at her room for the cell phone, hesitating over her weapon because of the weight factor. She decides at the threshold to strap it on. Several large coils of rope are already nestled in the back of the truck when she emerges. Within minutes she's clinging like a squirrel to the passenger's seat while Carl bounces over the rutted road with practiced ease, the old pickup truck lurching to avoid deep puddles and debris the storm has left in their path. The engine's roar competing with the thunder, he brakes, picking out the fork that leads them onto the alternate route. The road here is noticeably rougher, narrower, and their progress slows to an interminable crawl, punctuated by the lightning's dull flashes. "There it is," he mutters suddenly, pointing with his chin. With little room to park, he wrenches the steering wheel and manhandles the truck into a sloppy K-turn, coming to a halt. Scully grapples her way down from the seat of the truck. A deluge of rain hits her, causing her to stagger slightly before picking her way to the car with quick steps. Her hands press along the cold hood of the vehicle as if examining a patient's chest, seeking signs of warmth, of life. There is nothing, the hard finish only wet and cold. On the inside of the windshield the "X" is thrown up in haphazard, asymmetrical fashion, just as Carl described it. Her throat constricts at the image of Mulder tearing the tape with his teeth, leaning against the hard ridge of the steering wheel in order to affix it to the inside glass. Her mind races to ascertain his purpose. The "X"... a symbol he's used over the years to signal a contact or mark a location. She can't help but flashback seven years ago to a similar rainstorm, one during which the radio garbled unintelligibly, lightning flashed, and their car gasped and slowed to a crawl on the wet road in Oregon... Her exultant partner yelled through the rain about lost time, rejoicing over the giant spray-painted letter he'd previously marked on the asphalt the first time they encountered the phenomenon. She remembers checking her watch, unwilling to take such a spectacular leap of faith, choosing instead to refute Mulder's connection between missing persons and bright lights, loss of power and lost time. And later, puzzling over the strange ashy dust she'd scooped into her pocket from the forest floor... It went untested, of course, since all evidence had been immolated in short order by the suspicious fire at the motel. Confiscated, destroyed, snatched away -- always the same thing. Damn it to hell, all she's ever wanted was the simple, unencumbered truth and the freedom to prove it. And right now she needs to find out what's happened to Mulder. The car door is unlocked and nothing on the driver's side raises suspicion, except perhaps his makeshift attempt at tidiness. A plastic tarpaulin is thrown over the seat to save the upholstery. Mud clumping on the floor mats shows he's been elsewhere in his search. She sees no scorch marks, no dust or unexplainable powder. Nothing except a few shattered sunflower seed shells that have tumbled into the crease between the seats. Before exiting, she thinks it wise to slip her duplicate key into the ignition; a turn and the car purrs to life, the lights and electrical system intact. She glances at the car's LED display, then down at her watch, frowning at the discrepancy. Distant lightning flashes, but she can't allow it to hinder her progress and purpose. Not now, with Mulder somewhere out in this wilderness. Bowing her head, she takes a deep breath and commands herself to maintain control, while the mountain thunderstorm rages overhead. Slamming the door, she pats the two deep pockets that hold her equipment and pulls out the cell phone one more time. It couldn't hurt to try again. As before, nothing. The receiver produces only static in answer to the urgent calling of Mulder's name and she knows they're losing precious time by putting off the inevitable. She beckons to Carl and moves to the other side of the car, where the road ends and the steep curbside drops. Here the topography is erratic; the mountain falls away from the road's edge in uneven, jutting mounds of rock and tangled growth that tumble into the duskiness of late afternoon. The storm has left its signature in the piled swaths of shattered boughs, in the brownish mortar of mud that drains from the roadside to coat the rocks and underbrush with viscous shellac. "What's below us?" She shouts to Carl over the rain's din and points toward the shadows of the ravine. Even short careful steps are precarious in the snarl of debris and she finds herself cursing that she doesn't have a pair of shoes that are more substantial and equal to the challenge. Never again, when traveling with Mulder; all contingencies must be considered. Her inches-high heels sink into the soft, muddy soil like fingers probing deep into edematous flesh. She wonders from what place in her mind that analogy springs and the sensation sickens her. Lifting her feet, she pulls away with brusque determination. Carl's tall shape looms at her side, staggering over the hazardous footing, with a length of rope from the truck draped over his forearm. It's evident he hasn't understood her question in the incessant roar of rain and thunder and he leans forward like a tree bent by wind, shaking his big head. "Mulder said there were caves around here -- possibly sinkholes. Is that true?" He nods, the streaming water spraying from his chin. "Yeah, pits an' holes. Limestone deep in the ground washin' away all the time. Sometimes open up right under your feet before you know it's there," he says next to her ear. "Then we've got to look. What's the best way down?" The man wears an expression of horror. "Hold on! This rain is worse than I ever expected. An' you can't make it down there in those shoes. It ain't safe, Miss Scully. Rocks and mud slidin' right out from under us as it is." "There's no time to waste, then." She feels flushed, suffused with the reckless fever of desperation. Her hand grasps the rope, jerking on its free end. "I'm tying this around me, Carl. Do you hear me? I want you to hold this rope and lower me down so I can have a look. I mean it. The car is a marker and he's here somewhere." She sees Carl Malone's basic goodness and chivalry strain to its limit, rebelling against her command. A gentle family man, it's no surprise that he wants to protect her from the elements and possible danger, but the sheer outlandishness of the prospect itself seems to daunt him. He puts out a large, plate-sized hand, arresting her pull on the rope and engulfing her wrist as he would a child's. "You're one crazy woman to try somethin' like this --" "And it's obvious I can't belay someone your size -- or do this alone. So, do I have your cooperation or not?" What a bizarre picture they must make, she thinks. Standing inches apart under the trees, shouting to be heard in the roar of the downpour, hoods over their heads and rain jackets coursing water. He's basketball player-tall with a name to match, wide-eyed, looming over her in the growing dusk. She's dwarfed beside him, a bonsai to his sequoia and fiercely resolute. Strands of wet auburn hair pasted to pale cheeks, ankles and pant legs smeared with mud, shoes melting into the soggy earth beneath her feet. Mulder would be amused by the ludicrous disparity and grin, eyes sparkling, lips toying with an ever-present sunflower seed, his head shaking gently... At the mental glimmer of her partner's face, she breaks the handhold with a sharp recoil and cry. "Goddamn it, Carl! I need your help to pull this off and we have to move now! Are you with me?" Lightning rips the forest, pouring light into Scully's startled face. She curses again and shuts her eyes, grimacing against the onslaught that threatens to steal both her breath and her ability to function. Focus... ohgod, focus... She chants to herself until Mulder's face swims into hazy view behind her squint, enveloping her in the quiet, quizzical depths of his gaze. She almost feels his hand on her face, calming and tender, almost hears his whisper, infusing her with strength to fight and overcome. After several deep gasps she keeps the numbing effect at bay and surfaces from the waves of stupefaction, the edge of her lip smarting. Her tongue dabs it and tastes blood. She opens her eyes to see Carl tossing a length of rope around a thick, moss-covered tree trunk. Then he moves toward her to loop an end around her waist, bending to tie it with the quick, powerful dexterity and knowledge of a man comfortable with knots and certain of their capabilities. "This here's a pretty long rope," he grunts as he works. "If you get into trouble or need to be pulled up quick, just yank on it real hard, so I know what to do. I'll be checkin'. One yank, you're okay. Two yanks, you found him. Three, an' I pull you up like a flag on the Fourth of July, no questions asked." She'd like to hug this redwood of a man, but chooses instead to check the stiff length encircling her middle. It's thick as a man's thumb, rough and bristly against her fingers, with a tight twist. Doubtless it will chafe her ribs when gravity drags her full weight against it, but the rain jacket should add another layer of insulation. Waiting is no longer an option; afternoon fails them and Mulder remains in jeopardy. Nodding vigorously at the instruction and squeezing the huge hand in wordless thanks, she turns to step into the yawning abyss of the mountainside. Descending the seventy-degree incline, Scully's grateful for specific realities in her life, past and present. Grateful for the natural agility and strength that has been hers since childhood, when she summoned pride and swallowed fear to imitate her two gregarious brothers. In doing so, she discovered within herself a large reserve of stamina and grit, determination and courage. Dana Scully, the tomboy. It served her well during the Academy's physical training and defense courses, raising more than a few eyebrows when her small size masked the potency hidden beneath cinnamon hair, lips that gathered to a thoughtful pout, and a taut young body. She met the requirements, then strove to exceed them, intent only on accomplishment and excellence. In present time she's grateful for the most simplistic of gifts -- that the shoes she's wearing, though woefully inadequate, are the tighter pair, hugging her feet in the wet bramble and mud of the ravine. She dare not lose a shoe and risk bare soles along this rocky descent. She's grateful for Carl's cooperation and massive, bulldog arms holding this lifeline above her. For the blessed "X" Mulder left on the car's windshield, proclaiming his whereabouts and implying the possibility of another supernatural discovery. His attempt to reassure her, as he's wont to do now, even in his absences. "Mulderrr!" She no sooner screams his name than the wind snatches it into oblivion. Where in heaven's name is he hidden? It rests on her expertise and ingenuity to somehow locate him in the dusk, clinging to the hope that he's uninjured and able to signal to his rescuer. Wiping rainwater from her eyes, her anxious gaze darts along the tumbled wet fall of forest growth, deep-green and unrevealing. Ankles scrape against rock and broken twigs, wobbling over the unsteady terrain while the rope gouges her sides with its tight roughness. Already it's too dark to see clearly with unaided eyes and she fumbles for the flashlight, holding onto her lifeline with the other hand. The rope scrapes across her ribs with a sudden, tooth- grinding jerk and the flashlight leaps away, beam bobbing as it tumbles into the underbrush. "Shit!" Blind to what's enfolding below him, Carl is keeping tabs on her progress as promised, feeding out rope and monitoring response. She returns his signal with a single tug, then bends to reach for the errant flashlight, exhaling with relief when her fingers touch, then curl around the cold metal base. The light arcs and diffuses in the haze. She concentrates on deeper depressions in the topography, which may be gaping maws into the earth... or simply nothing at all. Virginia is a far cry from Florida, but slipping unawares down a mossy wet hole is the last thing she wants to revisit, especially in this storm. If she were to examine the cases she and Mulder handled over the years, how many investigations have led them into the depths of a forest? Too many, she decides. With Mulder she's experienced flesh- eating bugs, vampires and shape-shifters, flashing molten light poured from the sky... Mothmen, the shallow graves of children, mysterious beams that pulse and beckon, bones and decay unearthed from the leaves... Only a sampling of cases, to be sure, with Mulder at her side to later reinforce and validate each fantastic phenomenon, each dubious recollection. To qualify the often-unbelievable field reports they nudge across Skinner's desk. And then there are events that skirt her conscious memory, things she doesn't quite remember. Experiences that cause her to question not only her own perceptions, but also those of others. One of these she later learned from Skinner via Mulder -- that for the space of a night she hid her own singed and traumatized body under the trees with the other survivors of the firestorm at Ruskin Dam. She shakes her head to clear it of old demons. Thunder clutches the treetops and shakes them; the rain continues in maddening drizzle, painting her eyelashes and face with moisture. Taking a deep breath of the humid air, she opens her eyes to the sky... A beam of light hovers overhead. It grows larger in size and intensity and descends like a gigantic humming floodlight, blinding her eyes and forcing her to squint and avert her face from its brightness. Her heart pounds, the blood throbbing in her temples. Searchlights from a helicopter? Surely not a rescue team -- before she disappeared down the road with Carl in search of Mulder, Ruth would have discussed the option of phoning for outside help. Then what is it? In an instant the rope goes slack and her stomach plummets as she tumbles backward down the rocky, leafy incline. It's over in three terrifying seconds and she finds herself wedged halfway underneath a stony outcropping, flashlight still clenched in her hand. Hasty inventory reveals scrapes and bruises, but no bones broken. Shoes clinging to both feet. Thank God for small favors. Her next instinct, for whatever reason, is to hide -- and quickly. Wedging herself deeper under the overhang of rock, she feels the still-slack rope dig into sore ribs and hopes that Carl is safe and at his post somewhere above her. At the same time she intones a desperate prayer that his vigilance won't yank her suddenly from this refuge. She lies pinned, held at bay by the predatory force that searches overhead. Pulsating airwaves make the fillings in her teeth come alive. Tremors seize her, preventing her from drawing a full breath of the heavy electrified air. Or is it the trembling of pure terror? Whether from fear or memory of Mulder's account, she slides a hand to the back of her neck and presses hard against the tiny scar in a feeble, vain attempt to hide from detection. The beam of light grows in length and breadth as the humming quivering probe moves across the gash of the ravine like a luminous knife blade. From her hiding place, Scully watches it comb through trees and foliage, licking over rocks and any surface that it encounters in its inexorable sweep toward her. Not more than twenty feet away, a deer stumbles upright from its pocket of shelter. It gives a funny, guttural "baa" of fear as it thrashes in the deep fall of leaves and vegetation, seeking escape from the marbled beam. Mesmerized, she sees its eyes glow incandescent before the animal's head and shoulders shake and it begins, inexplicably, to levitate. Something must be terribly wrong with her vision, with her equilibrium and perception, she gasps to herself. In a haze of unbelieving horror she watches the captive animal rise into the air like a lunatic marionette, trembling. Its limbs and body are helpless, twitching, treading water in a bizarre staccato dance. As if waiting, yet in motion... ... Haunting memories seep back. Images of a bridge at night. Silent hands raised in entreaty, faces rapt and glowing in a swath of light and floating ash. Then, of a cold white table illuminated, surrounded, the whirring drill and silent screams of fear and pain -- The deer falls. Its sides heave as it lies in the deep undergrowth. Scully's not certain if it's wounded or stunned or simply recovering its breath when the beam of light resumes an insidious advance toward her side of the hollow. Beyond all expectation, she feels the length of slack rope twitch along the ground. Not now, she prays. Oh God in heaven, please, not yet... She stills the trembling of her body, holds her breath and the bristling rope tight against her ribs. The knife blade of light pauses above -- as if with intelligence -- then passes on, tripping across the protective lip of rock over the mossy roof of her hiding place. The bright wave passes slowly onward and fades into the forest. Light explodes like a flare, blinding her again, then just as quickly disappears. A curtain of indistinguishable darkness re-drapes the dripping forest. She hears a scrabble in the distance, the mushy sounds of retreat, and knows the deer has fled. With cautious uncertainty, she eases her body out from underneath the stony shelter. Shaking her head, the edge of the rain hood drips water into her eyes and she stands up to get her bearings and still her heart's pounding. Another jerk around her ribs nearly steals her footing and her breath. Carl, it appears, is back at his post. Her ribs burn from the sawing friction and the gouging pressure of her weapon. Stabilizing herself, she responds with a pull on the rope to signal to her faithful grounds man that all is well. Progress seems easier now. The steepness levels out and grows flatter in the dark trench of the mountain hollow. As she plays the flashlight's beam before her, she spots erratic movement in the distance. Set apart from the swirl and eddy of the wind is an object swaying to and fro. Not yet close enough for the small beam to be effective, a sudden crack and flash of lightning electrifies the sky over her, throwing the thing into stark relief. It looks like a ragged flag knotted at the end of a very long and flimsy stick. Edging forward toward the moving signal, her flashlight beam connects, whetting expectation, feeding hope. She's drawn to the edge of a gaping, rocky hole in the forest floor from which the stick protrudes. On it hangs Mulder's tee shirt. She cries his name repeatedly, reaching out to grasp the thin limb bowing from the weight of its sodden burden, shaking it with desperate hands. "Scully?" His voice emanates from the bowels of the earth, faint, unbelieving. "Mulder!" On her belly now and oblivious to obstacle or pain, she crawls to the hole's edge, small rocks and debris dislodging inward despite her care. "Are you injured?" Quiet reigns and the steady pounding of blood in her ears. "Are you okay? Mulder, answer me, godammit!" She swallows her uncertainty, straining to hear any sound from him within the dark hole. "Welcome to my nightmare." His words rise, hollow and distant. "And better watch that first step..." "How are you?" "A little scuffed... and cold as a witch's tit... " He laughs and now she detects the hypothermic tremble in his voice. "Yeah, I'm good." "I'll be the judge of that." "Scully... " He pauses and she closes her eyes to better hear him, struggling to catch his next words in the din of the pattering foliage. "Did you see it?" He's still the Mulder she knows and loves, ever searching for the supernatural, for the alien equation that eludes and frustrates him. Working quickly, she stands to untie the saturated rope at her ribs with fingers that are stiffened from cold and exertion. The knot is stubborn, eating up precious time, but she directs a stream of encouraging words down into his underground prison. "Hang on... we're going to pull you out of there." "We?" "You'll see soon enough... " She tosses the free end down to him. Prostrate on the sodden leaves and brush, she lays her face against her forearms, welcoming the cool raindrops that slip unchecked down and over her cheek. As Mulder secures the lifeline around his own body, she sits up against the jagged rock wall behind her to give two hard yanks on the heavy rope. ******************** END (9/10) Waiting In Motion by mountainphile