************ Chapter 15 ************ Java Joe's, Aubrey November 8, 2000 8:45 a.m. "Think you're pretty damn smart, don't you?" Mulder grins in response, pausing to sip his coffee and dodge an accusation that he realizes is more compliment than antagonistic jibe. "Smart enough to avoid doing something stupid," he counters, sending the volley back onto Natalie Warner's side of the table. When he made the call this morning, he gave her the option of either coming down to the police station, or meeting him at this local hangout. It came as no surprise that she chose coffee over cops, despite her paranoia about meeting in the open and risking observation by other minions of Aubrey's gossip network. As for Mulder -- working people, officers, detectives, and others would amble in and out of the coffee shop all morning; the public aspect would protect him from any machinations this woman might have lurking up her sleeve. There was a time when he'd have no qualms about bleeding a woman like Natalie Warner for information relating to a case. However, stung by her previous knee-jerk rudeness and lack of basic cooperation, he broached the matter with his partner before placing the call to Sterling. The air around him in the shop seems warm and humid compared to the November cold out in the street, while fragrances of fresh-roasted, ground coffee and savory breads hot from the oven caress his senses. He remembers that Scully was like this just a few short hours ago -- his own hot, soft, early morning pastry that he nibbled and picked apart with a combination of leisurely appetite and primal urgency. He relishes their lovemaking in the indulgent blue hours before sunrise. She's moist and alive, disarmingly open to suggestion, and so damn sexy he can't think straight. After the fireworks subside he likes to lie close and discuss theory and the advancement of their case; in confidential whispers he brings her up to speed on his progress while his hands continue to roam her body's topography. For him, it adds dimension to their intimacy. And though Scully must think it a poor excuse for post-coital pillow talk, he considers his murmured updates to be both practical and efficient. For years propriety dictated how and where they could discuss details of a case together. Now those boundaries have relaxed to the point of disappearing. He feels a certain vindication and freedom about talking shop in bed with his partner-turned-lover. Just this morning he briefed her on his conversation with B.J., the Grill snack with Darnell last night, and his new strategy for the day. Drowsy-eyed and sated, tousled red mane feathering both pillows, she agreed with his decision to convene with her one truly aggravating contact in Aubrey. "Teeth and claws," she reminded him in a whisper, her hand disappearing beneath the sheet to stroke his thighs and squeeze his balls in playful warning. "Better watch 'em good." He remembers Scully's advice when Natalie first joins him at a table in the far corner. All nerves and bluster, she summarily refuses the window seats he's pre-selected. A blast of expensive perfume and nicotine stifles other aromas before dissipating to a level in which he can once more pick out the distinctive bouquets of coffee, spice, and vanilla sugar. "Well at least you decided to wake up and *smell* the Goddamn coffee," she retorts, scraping the ashtray toward her side of the table. "I don't usually bite. Not too hard, anyway." "Glad to hear it." "Your partner still pissed off at me?" He eyes her, expression bland, tone succinct. "You'll have to ask her that." Natalie wears the same buttery suede coat, the same pinched squint of irritation that Scully described to him after her own confrontation with this woman and which he observed himself from over the fence. When she exhales a cloud of smoke between them he has the urge to cough, but decides it's not the smartest move considering his ultimate purpose here. "Whatever," she says, cigarette bobbing at her lips. "You need information bad enough to talk to me, that's obvious. And I'm the only person who's really in the know around here." "That's a pretty broad claim." "Live in a place all your life and you tend to find out a thing or two about people, *especially* if you put your mind to it. Insider's information. I have my sources." "Inquiring minds, and all that?" She flashes him a knowing grin. "You got it, Agent Mulder. Dirt and factoids on the whole town and proud of it. Just what do you need to know?" He sets down his cup, prepared to take Natalie's offer in careful increments after first testing the waters. Scaring her away would defeat his purpose; taking every shred of gossip from her mouth as gospel would be ludicrous. He opts to strike a conversational pose, lace his fingers, and look into her face. "I need to pick your brain a little bit," he commences. "Your daughter's birthday party took place a week ago today, on November 1, when Benjie Tillman put in an unexpected appearance. What happened at the party to set tongues wagging all over town?" From supposition and the scraps gleaned from Gwen DiAngelo at the hospital, he and Scully have already reconstructed a likely scenario. It depicts an unpopular and emotionally needy little pariah, invited on a whim and as a joke, and who -- out of fear, social ineptness, or even coercion -- blurted out the worst possible thing at the most inappropriate of times. Squinting across the table, Natalie sizes up his proposal before deciding it's safe to reply. "That 'Little Sister' comment he made *really* took the cake," she says after a moment's thought, oblivious to the pun. "Way over the top, if you ask me, considering his family history and who he really is. Totally creeped me out. Talk about skeletons in the closet -- that I *don't* need in my own dining room! Sheesh..." "So, after Viola Rains was attacked the very next morning, you conveniently insinuated that a five year-old child half her height and a quarter of her weight was responsible -- and the word was out." She exhales with a plume of impatience, feathers ruffled. "I put two and two together, cause and effect. So what?" "It's absolute bullshit, that's what," he counters, mocking, "and anyone with half a brain would know that." "Listen, smart-ass --" Her cigarette butt, still smoldering, nosedives into the ashtray and her voice hushes. "It's no weirder than all the other shit that's happened around here over the years... starting with that Slash Killer in the forties and ending up with what came out six years ago. It's what brought *you* and your little partner here in the first place. A pregnant, wacko cop who started killing people and terrorized the whole Goddamn town. Now we've got her kid, the *bad seed*, to deal with." Her transparency seems vindictive and contemptible; struggling to keep the scorn he feels from tainting his voice, he waves away an irritating cloud of smoke and murmurs, "You've got more than that. I'd bet good money that you know something about the two women who were murdered here in 1994. Are any of their families still living in the area?" Natalie shrugs and takes a sip of coffee. "I might know something... considering I had a passing acquaintance with one of 'em." "Which, Carlisle or Johnson?" Mulder doesn't set out to impress her, but he sees he's accomplished that on a grand scale. She lights another cigarette, crosses her legs, and stares back with cool approval before replying. "Okay, so give yourself a medal... you do your homework, too. You've probably got files out the whazoo on all this crap at the FBI." "I'll never tell," he grins. "Johnson," she pursues, not missing another beat. "Verna Johnson was young, and she kept pretty much to herself. Lived at home and worked for a while over at the Grill to save for college. That's where I usually ran into her. The parents wanted justice and demanded an investigation into Lieutenant Tillman's involvement with Detective Morrow after everything hit the fan. Creeped out the whole town in the end, knowing that a member of the force was a psycho murderer. And then he had the *nerve* to adopt their kid and move in right down the Goddamn street from me." He keeps her moving. "Kristy Carlisle..." "No family anywhere around here. Funeral was elsewhere, too, maybe Texas. She was some kind of secretary for an ad company that went under a few years ago. Big hair. Flashy as the day was long. *I* always suspected she turned tricks." "Boyfriend?" "Yeah, one in particular, but he left town soon after she died. Except, when she was alive a whole crowd of horny losers hung around her trailer like tomcats on the prowl. Yessirree..." She chuckles and empties her cup, tongue chasing the edge. "Including that pathetic little cop you fobbed off on me the other day. *God*, can you believe it?" Mulder isn't surprised to hear that Joe Darnell is a lovelorn bachelor with an eye for the local talent. He decides to shelve that information for another time and place. "More coffee?" "If you were talking Margaritas I might say yes," she says, winking from within her comfort zone. "Why d'you want to know about them -- the Carlisle and Johnson families?" He hedges. "We're pursuing a theory, which I'm not at liberty to talk about now." "*We*... as in, you and your partner?" She takes another puff, eyes narrowed like a tigress and just as calculating. "You might as well come clean with me, because I'll get the lowdown eventually. I suppose you two are a real pair... partners in *every* sense of the word, am I right?" "That's irrelevant and none of your business." His terse reply draws a smirk. "So *you* say. Okay, fine... I'll play along for now. No skin off my nose. But take it from me, handsome... you won't learn diddly from what happened here six years ago. It wasn't the first time that monster Cokely did his dirty work -- he'd killed here before *and* left his mark, as old lady Thibodeaux could show you." "I don't suppose you read the morning papers yet?" When she shakes her head, Mulder reaches behind him, snags a copy of the local Aubrey rag, and shoves it across the table. The headline of Viola Rains' murder screams out from the page in bold font. Smaller print details the news concerning Linda Thibodeaux's fight for survival. The transformation in Natalie catches him unprepared. She shivers and closes her eyes, sucking in a lungful of her cigarette smoke with bellows-like force. "Shit... not another one," she whispers. "Aw, fuck..." Composing herself, she exhales with a tiny cough, frowns, and then points at Mulder with a long-nailed red talon. "What?" "Okay, sport, *this* is where I definitely bail; don't play dumb with me. If I'd known about this shit --" She flicks an angry hand toward the newspaper, "I woulda thought twice before coming here this morning. I've got a reputation to uphold." "I don't doubt it." "*And* a family to protect, Goddamn it." Mulder hunches forward, forearms on the table in an effort to forestall. "Listen, I need to know more than 'diddly.' I dare you to talk about the victims from 1942... if you even have a clue about who they are," he taunts. In his mind he reviews the files, page by page, pausing over the names of the unfortunate deceased. 1942, the year that agents Sam Chaney and Tim Ledbetter disappeared after profiling the infamous Slash Killer. Three young women were raped and murdered by the same evil that has resurrected itself here in the year 2000. He and Scully have reviewed the grisly, fifty-eight year-old crime scene photos -- glossy images of mutilated young women wearing dated hairstyles, clothes dripping blood, the word "Sister" gouged into their chests... "Antonia Bradshaw," he says softly, eyes intent, "murdered in early November of 1942..." Natalie hand trembles; she puffs and returns his stare, refusing the bait he dangles so enticingly. "Kathy Eberhardt. Laura Van Cleef," he intones with solemnity, invoking the two remaining names on the ancient list of Harry Cokely's recorded victims. Her squint stays icy as the outdoors; he realizes now that he should have saved his breath when Natalie Warner stubs out her cigarette with crushing finality and stands. Nothing comes easy or quickly, he thinks, especially when your informant has a flair for the dramatic and a look so piercing it could kill. *********** Memorial Hospital November 8, 2000 11:03 a.m. Pausing at the large, thick-paned window on her journey from the morgue to ICU, Scully notes that pilgrims have usurped pumpkins at Aubrey Regional Elementary. For the first time she's struck by the close proximity of hospital to school, the kindergarten annex in particular. Tiny black hats adorned with buckles float in the classroom windows. White-collared little men and women jockey for dominance with the few Indians taped into their midst. Time plods on toward the next calendar holiday, one that Scully doubts she's ready to embrace quite yet. Thanksgiving Day remains a trial and mockery to her spirit, arriving too quickly on the heels of her early November anguish. For two years running she's put on an obligatory mask for her mother's table and then, at home and in private, softens it with angry tears. Once again Mulder retains the honor of knowing the truth and diffusing her pain. Her fault, she knows, for holding the world -- and her family -- at arm's length so much of the time. Her reasons remain her own. She dares not try to guess which little pilgrim would be Emily's, if Emily were alive to cut, paste, and color as do these children. Then, she surprises herself by wondering about Benjie Tillman's prowess with construction paper and paste. Kept at home, this activity has been denied him, another empty hole that primes the boy for ostracism and rejection. Life isn't fair for the victim, no matter how strange the circumstances. During the autopsy of Viola's corpse she was forced to distance herself from the gruesomeness of the task at hand. The blood and deeply sliced flesh didn't faze her, but rather the inexpiable ferocity of the damage wrought upon a person she'd spoken with just days before. The body's muscular constriction suggested extreme physiological and emotional response. From personal experience she could imagine the terror this woman had endured before her attacker closed in; the head wound was not massive like Gwen's, delivered only to disable, not to kill. Then, when the razor descended, the indescribable agony -- "Agent Scully?" She swivels her head toward a sympathetic nurse who has just emerged from the ICU. "Yes, what is it?" "I just thought you'd want to know that there's been no change in Mrs. Thibodeaux's condition." "Thank you." The nurse fades down the hall with purpose, thick soles squeaking on sanitized linoleum. Ever since Scully's visit to the ER with Mulder the other evening, and after extensive hours spent in the autopsy bay with the coroner, the medical staff at Memorial seems to welcome her skill and calming presence. For that small bonus she's grateful. She takes another long look through the window, gaze sweeping the schoolyard, before she turns toward the intensive care unit where Linda Thibodeaux struggles for a hold on life. Other footsteps echo through the hallway and she notices elderly Alice Marshall approaching in her volunteer pink. Tall for an old woman, she bears a vase and flowers, prickling Scully with alarm at the innocent, though flagrant breech of policy. When Alice reaches out to the heavy door, Scully feels driven to speak out, her concern for the patients and sterile conditions inside evidenced by the roadblock she's forced to become here in the hall. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Marshall," she says, "but those aren't allowed in intensive care." The woman hesitates, then turns to face her with a sheepish smile. Looking down at Scully, her neck ripples with loose skin, shoulders lightly rounded as she hugs the glass vase and red carnations to her front. "It's an extra," she whispers, white hair wreathing her face. "I was thinking the nurses might enjoy it at their station. Their work is so stressful here. It doesn't hurt to ask them, does it?" Small wonder that Alice Marshall funnels much of her time here toward the sick and hurting and is so appreciated by all. However touched Scully might be by this woman's sensitive generosity, she's still deeply disturbed by her forgetfulness of a vital and cardinal rule. "I'm a medical doctor myself and can vouch for their appreciation," she explains quickly, moving to forestall the older woman, "but no -- flowers or outside gifts of any sort aren't permitted in ICU. I'm sorry." "Well, that's certainly a pity. Maybe someone over in obstetrics will want it. A mother grieving for her lost child..." The words, brutally apropos, blindside Scully with their zing, but she's become more than adept at feint and recovery. Mentally regrouping, she takes this opportunity to mask her discomfiture by extending her own sympathies. "It must be hard for you, with the recent death of one of your volunteers. Gwen DiAngelo," she prompts, when the woman looks perplexed. "I spoke to her a few days ago, here at Memorial. She seemed like a lovely, caring person." "Yes, she was... and they all seem that way, don't they?" "What do you mean?" Again Scully feels a peculiar unrest, a sense of uneasy footing at the off-kilter exchange that unfolds outside of ICU. Tempted to blame it on her own emotional fragility and suspicious nature, she wonders about Alice Marshall's motivation this morning. Duplicitous? Or a simple slip into forgetfulness, when good sense stumbles under the weight of old age? Alice watches her evenly from beneath drooping, wrinkled lids. "People here give of themselves, all for very different reasons, young lady. Others are helpless, waiting to receive from those who do the giving. Give and take... come and go." She averts her face with a sigh. "Some hang on to life, others... often don't." "Have you heard about Viola Rains? She, unfortunately, didn't." Scully hopes to strike a compassionate, apologetic chord after hindering this woman's entrance to the ICU. Knowing Viola was a well-known presence in this town, she guesses that the bus driver might have had contact with the Marshall children or grandchildren over the years. "I've heard. I won't say I'm saddened." Puzzlement and surprise must reflect on Scully's face, because Alice shakes her head. White hair trembling, her mouth tightens; she tenses and moves to leave. "Some call her 'poor Viola', but I can't. For a person in a place of authority over young children, she overstepped her bounds far too often." "That could be, but --" "No buts about it." Alice fastens a blue eye on Scully. "She deliberately and maliciously frightened my granddaughter, Kari, and made her cry on that bus." "I understand that a group of children was also subjecting little Benjie Tillman to public ridicule during the same incident. Surely you don't condone that either." The elderly woman blinks at Scully, as though attempting to bring her into focus. Then, hugging her vase of flowers and without pursuing further conversation, she leaves the doors of ICU and turns back the way she came. ************ Aubrey Police Station November 8, 2000 11:20 a.m. Not much is happening at midday. A housewife caught shoplifting, a trucker with a speeding infraction who creates a small ruckus. Phone calls and pre-lunch orders. Mulder thinks the small-town pace is typical until he observes a flurry of attentive reaction when Lieutenant Brian Tillman exits his office to confer with several of his detectives. Tall and intense, he commands respect and wants action, something Mulder remembers from his last visit during B.J's tenure. Tillman the hard-ass. Joe Darnell may be his right- hand man, but is no substitute for the steady, authoritative beat the Lieutenant sets for his department. Now it's especially crucial, with a murder investigation unsolved and the body count beginning to escalate. He assumes that for Tillman to be here, Benjie must be corralled somewhere in his office, out of sight. "Coffee, Agent Mulder?" He smiles back at the woman officer who served him the previous day and raises a hand in polite refusal. "Thanks, but I'm afraid I'm all coffee-ed out right now. I wouldn't mind talking to the Lieutenant, though, when he has a moment free." Surely Tillman should be able to cough up some detail about the 1942 victims. If not, then he's back to square one, armed and prepared to wheedle more gossip from Natalie Warner. The little desk in the side office awaits him, shielded from internal view, but windowed to the gray outdoors. This is where he's been the most productive in terms of theorizing over the case and the additional evidence available to them. It's where he's had a brilliant breakthrough in logic followed by an uncharacteristic breakdown in common sense. He and Scully continue to iron out the wrinkles from yesterday afternoon, after Darnell's bumbling faux pas. He'd hijacked her back to the motel and blown his top at what he considered questionable judgment on her part, not the brightest of tactics at any time. After reacting like a jealous asshole he feels undeserving of her firm embrace or whispered reassurances. Nothing more was said about it after their return to the station, but she'd leaned closer to him than necessary several times in the course of their research, her nearness a caress to his bruised ego. Then came the second murder... He's convinced more than ever that the key, the common thread, snakes an insidious path back to a previous victim. The image of the train jumping its tracks haunts him; he broods over what defines the bizarre, what encompasses the truly improbable. Scully seemed unimpressed by Jung's theory of synchronicity, but he wants to bend it to his will, like Hercules arcing the rod of iron between his hands. He wants to stretch this hypothesis so far out of bounds it becomes a synchronous psychological transference from the original perpetrator and seed, Harry Cokely, to the relatives or sibling of one of his victims. Heeding this maverick desire, he finds himself challenging the restrictions that delineate bloodline and essential genetic inheritance. The original evil, he now believes, has in some way circumvented natural, universal order and resurrected itself to continue unchecked. Voracious, its only purpose is to kill and consume. If a sibling of a victim, then a sister? And if a sister, then whose sister... and why -- or how? His cell phone trills, jogging him to attention, and he welcomes the voice. "Mulder, it's me. Where are you?" "I'm at the station, waiting for an audience with the King," he says. "You done at the hospital? Need a ride?" A heavy pause tells him that Scully isn't amused by his blatant reference to Tillman. "I'll get a lift with the coroner soon. But I wanted you to know that the veterinarian called the morgue a few minutes ago. Last night he found what could be considered evidence in the dog's mouth during surgery. Torn pieces of what look like black plastic held fast behind the molars." "Sounds like Chief took a real bite out of crime. My kind of dog, Scully." She gives a long exhalation into the phone. "I went ahead and checked the ER and admittance records to see whether anyone has been treated for dog bite within the last twelve hours. Unfortunately, no, but they'll keep an eye out... and the evidence has been sent out to the lab for testing. How was your interview?" Glancing downward, he grins. "I emerged intact, if I'm catching your drift." "I had no concerns whatsoever about that, trust me," she says, voice wry. "Then we can talk over lunch. I have several things I want to run by you, okay?" Scully is amenable, as befits a partner. He feels pride within himself and gratitude toward her. Unexpectedly, the pointed insinuation made by Natalie Warner at the coffee shop springs to mind. ("I suppose you two are a real pair. Partners in *every* sense of the word, am I right?") You better fucking believe it, he affirms, pocketing the phone when he notices that the door to Tillman's office stands ajar. While the Lieutenant remains occupied with a group of detectives a few cubicles away, Mulder takes this opportunity to wait on the threshold for his imminent return. Then, hearing a noise, he looks within. Benjie Tillman sits cross-legged on the carpet, a rainbow of brightly colored blocks peppering the floor around him. Nearby, other supplies sit ready, designed to keep him occupied and quiet while his father attends to business -- coloring books and crayons, small cans of PlayDoh, an assortment of Hot Wheels cars. The neck of Tillman's desk lamp crooks toward the floor, illuminating the child and his playthings in a circle of yellow light. He looks up without warning and recognizes Mulder, relief flooding his face. "Hey, Benjie," Mulder says mildly. Smiling, he enters the office with quiet steps. The boy's head, far below, tilts up at an uncomfortable angle, so the agent crouches down, knees splayed wide before the boy. It occurs to Mulder that this is the first time in days he's gotten such a close look at the kid. "Hi," comes the shy, anxious reply. The child's cheeks are still reddened, but gone is the rough, chapped rawness he and Scully first observed last week. Her recommendations must have been followed to a 'T' after Tillman's call to her motel room. Small hands and fingers seem closer to healing as the boy looks down and snaps the last plastic block into an identifiable homemade structure. "That's really good," Mulder says, surprised. "Did you make this yourself?" Benjie nods and hands him the miniature house constructed from white Lego bricks and roofing slabs that snap tight. It has no windows or point of entry other than the tiny green door and reminds Mulder of an over-sized Monopoly game piece. Assuming the boy is simply allowing him to examine his creation, he tries to return it and meets refusal. The child shakes his brown head, lips tight. "What, is this for me?" "No," corrects Benjie, "it's for her." "You mean Agent Scully?" When the child nods, Mulder rotates the tiny building in his fist to get a better look. "Pretty good work, Benjie. Did your Daddy tell you to make this little present for Agent Scully?" He shakes his head, eyes furtive and flickering toward the door to the office. He says in a husky whisper, "It's not a present. It's a house." "I can see that." Benjie leans closer. "It's for her to hide in." Mulder plays along, prying the tiny door open and peeking within with one eye. "You know, Agent Scully's a small lady, but she'd have a hard time fitting in here, don't you think?" The child's aggrieved expression puts Mulder to shame. He almost blushes and tries to salvage his dignity by ruffling the boy's hair with one hand. Too late he remembers that little boys hate the patronization of that gesture. "It's not funny," insists Benjie, who stares first at Mulder, then at the door. "It's real." "You know, you're exactly right. Sorry I joked about it." He turns the tiny structure between his hands like a Rubik's cube, feeling foolish all over again. "I'll make sure she gets this." "Give it to her right away. Please..." "Why?" Something in the boy's tone stops Mulder cold. It suddenly occurs to him that this gift he holds goes far beyond childish foolishness and playtime. He stares into the boy's deep eyes and sees that they glitter with emotion as the child tries to formulate a response. In a jolt of revelation, Mulder comprehends that he hefts more than just a simple toy in his palm. He holds, instead, a protective talisman. "Benjie," he whispers, "did you tell Agent Scully that 'it' hurts the people who are nice to you?" The boy's eyes widen with fear; he swallows and nods. "Has *she* been especially nice to you?" Sniffing, the child wipes his eye with a sleeve and gives another tentative nod of assent. "Listen to me, Buddy, I have to know something..." His large hand settles on the boy's thin arm encouragingly. "I have to know if you truly believe that Agent Scully needs this little house right now -- in order to stay safe?" The question, worded with such audible forthrightness, brings the boy to full tears. Mulder pats the narrow shaking shoulders with one hand. Kneeling on the carpet beside the weeping boy, he feels like a supplicant waiting for judgment. It will be infinitely better for both of them if the kid can pull himself together before Brian Tillman walks back through the door to his office. ************ End of Chapter 15