************ Chapter 10 ************ DiAngelo residence November 6, 2000 11:18 a.m. Mulder squints into the wind and thanks his lucky stars that no snow has hit Aubrey yet this November. The locals think it's unusual, but he's more inclined to call it fortuitous than strange. Snow would cover up necessary evidence and murder weapons still elude them. By the same token, snow would also display footprints and tracks of entry and escape. He puffs clouds into the arctic-cold air, poking around the DiAngelo's less-than-manicured back yard in the overcast and gray light of late Monday morning. All effort at landscaping and visual appeal seems to have been directed toward the front of the house. Here in the back, he steps over rocks, frozen weeds, and old garden areas that have outgrown their railroad tie borders. A swing stirs and squeaks its rusty chains, prodded by the breeze. He squats and casts back toward the kitchen sliding door, mottled with bi-chromatic powder, then eyeballs the route a fleeing child might have taken in the dark. No fencing in the back or on the side leading down the street to Tillman's. A tall one, meant as a privacy barrier, blocks the impressive house sitting on the right side of the yard. Darnell and some of his people are working inside, snapping additional evidence photos and giving the rooms a more thorough sweep. Mulder has, in the meantime, taken great pains to extricate himself from the group. With his partner commandeering their Corolla for her morning autopsy at the hospital, he was forced to carpool with the serious, but unimaginative detective. A good man, Mulder decides, but one who gives new meaning to the expression, "Dead on your feet." Scully's patience here last night is still a source of amazement to him. *She* amazes him. After very little sleep and their emotional, whispered tete-a-tete in the early morning hours, she was up at dawn. Methodical, intent on her impending autopsy, she let him lounge on her bed to watch her get dressed. Delectable curves and graceful movements of leg, arm, and torso. Short brushes through her hair, a flurry of light make-up. Her kiss on her way out was soft and precise, so as not to mar her lipstick. Impeccable Scully. He thinks back to the phone call that came from Shamrock Women's Prison after she'd gone. B.J.'s doctor, Reinholdt, reported she'd had several more disturbing visions of death. Mulder corroborated that the dreams were rooted in reality and explained about last night's murder. He also obtained Reinholdt's permission to speak with B.J. by telephone, if the need should ever arise during the investigation. "What the hell is it you think's out here?" Craning, he spots a head peeking over the privacy fence. A blonde woman, hair swirling, swathed in a cinnamon-colored parka. Myopia and cold wind in his eyes blur her features, so he stands, smiles, and moves closer. The coat is buttery suede and in high fashion. The woman, however, seems pinched and predatory, despite the seductive smirk on her face. Granted, it's cold and windy out, but he can recognize good looks that are rapidly heading south. She raises a hand and sucks the end of a cigarette. "Beats me," he says, "though you sound like a person who might have something to share." Smiling, she blows smoke. "Insider's information. I got it, if you want it, Agent..." "Mulder." Unwise to divulge his more-than-unique first name under these circumstances, he decides. "Yeah. Agent Mulder... I'm a very cooperative lady when the right person comes calling." "Glad to hear it." He wants to laugh, seeing through the transparently obvious trap she's setting. Scully was right on the money about this woman. "Teeth and claws, I kid you not, Mulder. Watch your jewels," she'd warned him with arched brow, while they ate dinner last night. "Well, come on over, we'll talk," he parries to the blonde, who's already lighting up another smoke. "I can not *believe* you want me to come into that yard!" She looks at him like he's sprouted two heads. "I mean, gimme a Goddamn break here! I get the creeps just living next *door* to this place now!" Her eyes dart toward the back entrance, then away, as though the murder was still in visible progress through the glass. "So, you'd be much more comfortable sharing in the privacy of your own home? Is that what I'm hearing?" Her demeanor and tone alter magically. "You hear pretty well," she purrs. "What about you? Did you hear anything last night? See anything suspicious going on?" She looks irritated at his sudden deviation. "Uh, no... but I have *plenty* of other important information. Believe me." She jerks her head back toward her house, eyes never leaving his. "And there aren't any distractions right now, with everyone else at work and at school." "You make it so easy," he smiles. "Why don't you go on back inside where it's warm and prepare your thoughts, um..." "Natalie. Natalie Warner," she supplies, showing the teeth Scully cautioned him about. Tossing a sultry, parting look over her shoulder, she disappears. He hears a door slide in its track and then click shut. Shit, this is better than a sit-com. He may actually bust a gut before it's all over -- Darnell, the perfect sacrifice, opens the back door with gloved hands, looking for him. After hearing the same, repetitive spiel about the progress made inside, Mulder tells him he has to meet Scully and suggests that the detective go next door to obtain a statement from the neighbor, who seems eager to talk about the case. "You never know what might be revealed," he adds, enjoying the double-cross, and Darnell nods in sage agreement. He gives his coat pocket a slap as though searching for his notepad as he heads toward the end of the fence. Watching him go, Mulder feels no guilt. Somebody's got to check it out and it might as well be Darnell. After Scully's special consideration for the man's squeamishness last night, he's of the opinion that Darnell owes them big time anyway. Maybe he'll acquire some valuable information during his unexpected visit to the other side before he gets thrown out on his ear. Then, again, who knows? Darnell may just get lucky. He punches Scully's number on his cell phone and begins walking with purpose around the side of the house toward the front. "Hey. How'd the autopsy go?" "Fine, routine. By the way, I ran into Linda Thibodeaux at the hospital afterward. Viola is being discharged today and plans to stay with her in Edmond until she's back on her feet." "She want to talk anytime soon?" "We've been invited up this afternoon, in fact. She seemed willing, but wants it kept quiet." By now the front yard offers sanctuary and he steps within the hedgerow that lines the porch area, glancing backward toward the Warner house. "Hey... I, uh, could use a ride pretty quick. Where are you?" "I'm --" She fumbles on the other end, enough to bring up his radar. "I'm just down the street, getting into the car." "Tillman's? Why?" "To show him some photos... and to keep him abreast of what's going on." He frowns, blinking into the wind. "That's Darnell's job." "I was under the impression that he's busy over there with you, Mulder." Something about their exchange disturbs him, but he can't put a finger on it. The wind gusts again, and he hunches forward to escape the brunt. Under the shadowed overhang of the shrubs sweeping the ground behind him, something catches his eye. "Mulder?" He crouches now, pawing with one hand at iced debris and old growth in order to get a look. What he sees is a stone, about the size of a medium orange. No big deal, since there are plenty of rocks strewn around the back yard and hedgerows, except this one is dark with what looks to be dried blood and wisps of hair. He digs in his pocket for an evidence bag and peers down the street in the direction of his partner's approach. "Better get over here, Scully. If I'm not mistaken, I've just found one of the murder weapons used on Gwen DiAngelo." ************ Tillman residence November 6, 2000 11:38 a.m. Scully has the tenuous feeling she's skating on thin ice. That her judgment, tact, and sense of what's appropriate are skewed just enough this morning to lure her to a place of compromise, which could crack beneath the weight of her good intentions. She's gotten used to seeing this in Mulder, when he's salivating after some paranormal carrot, chasing it down the first rabbit trail that sends him come-on vibes and the promise of new discovery. But not rational, level-headed, scientific-minded Dana Scully. She'd sooner err on the side of cool detachment than cross the line into a reckless breach of protocol. Her heart gets her into trouble. Right now it's sensitive and empathetic, affected by past grief and this present case in Aubrey. Her vision of Emily last night at the Tillman home still shakes her confidence. Thank God for Mulder's unequivocal support and love, his insight into her psyche that's evolved over years of close association and trust. She reflects back to a few hours previous, the tender interlude spent huddled with him in his bed. They'd discussed difficult things -- rather, he'd drawn them from her with patience, wisdom, and caring. He, of anyone, can understand her deepest, most personal pain. She didn't plan to stop at Brian Tillman's house after her morning autopsy, any more than she made special arrangements to bump into Linda Thibodeaux in the hospital hallway. Things just occur naturally sometimes, as though foreordained, pre-destined. They evolve and happen, like her whimsical trip to the local variety store after leaving the hospital. Tillman answers her knock, his eyes conveying relief more than surprise when he welcomes her into the entryway. "Not even one day and already I feel like I'm under house arrest with my hands tied behind my back," he jokes badly, offering to take her coat and brief case. She demurs and smiles toward the kitchen door where Benjie stands, his jaws working, large eyes woeful. "Hi, sweetie," she says softly, and the boy hides his mouth behind a bashful forearm. "Early lunch," says Tillman by way of explanation for his son's lack of social graces, "or call it a late breakfast. He doesn't seem to care that his Dad's not Mr. Mom." "As I recall from the movie, Mr. Mom was unconventional and innovative, but still very adept at getting things done." She pauses, conscious she's just vaguely described her partner. "And I'm sure you'll do just fine, Lieutenant. How's the leg today?" Glancing down, he shrugs it off. "Nothing serious. Just a scrape." "Have you been able to contact your wife yet?" He shakes his head grimly, and she's reminded of Benjie in the quick, side to side movement. "I've called several times, but there's no answer at her sister's house." Looking down at her, he seems to grow suddenly pensive. "So, what brings you over here, Agent Scully?" Her evasive glance takes in his old jeans and socked feet, the flannel shirt that hangs loose on his frame. A man dressed for home and comfort, rather than work. Not the side of Tillman she cares to see, and she's not about to be compromised. The boy, she notices, stands motionless in the doorway, watching with flickering eyes and listening to every word. "I have some questions I'd like to ask you about the case," she says, lowering her voice, "plus I have evidence photos with me. It's probably better that Benjie doesn't overhear." Tillman slaps his hands together in a sudden display of enthusiasm as he heads toward his son, hustling him back into the kitchen. Scully exhales slowly and seats herself on the couch. She hears the clink of plate against glass, a scrape of chair legs on the linoleum, and the hushed command of father to son that he stay put and finish his food. Such private exposure to the domestic inner workings of this household makes her feel intrusive, uneasy. "Coffee?" He returns to the living room, licking something from the edge of his finger as he sits down beside her. "No, thank you." "Jelly," he explains, bringing his hands together in a clasp over his parted knees. The comment reminds her of their reunion meeting at the Conestoga Grill, when Tillman offered a somewhat belated, though brief clarification about the dripping, unwanted mug of root beer that was slammed on the table before her. Instead of replying, she opens a large manila envelope, handing several glossy photographs to him while she proceeds to describe them in a soft voice. "I thought you'd want to be updated on what was found last night. This morning's autopsy only confirmed what we already suspected: the same MO as in '94. The word carved into the chest, though with much shallower cuts this time. No bone damage, except for a massive skull fracture toward the back, which exposed a large portion of the brain and probably caused death before mutilation commenced." She glances at Tillman and sees that his jaw is squared, his lips drawn into a pucker, which accentuates the short bristles of his mustache. He ponders the photos with hooded eyes, looking at each one for long moments before handing them back. "There was no rape, so it's similar to the case that involved B.J.," she continues, sheaving the pictures. "But we've just been made aware of something else. If you remember back to '94, the word "Sister" was smeared on the wall with the victim's blood in all instances except Cokely's. There is a hint of that same thing at the DiAngelo home, but so indistinctly rendered on the living room wall that at first it was overlooked as simple blood spatter." "Do you have a picture of it?" "No, not with me. But I'll ask Detective Darnell to get one to you, if you want to examine it here, at home... to tell us what you think." He nods and his glance lingers over her face. "I appreciate you wanting to keep me in the loop, Agent Scully." "I do have a few, more personal questions to ask, Lieutenant. I hope you won't mind." He opens his hands, palms up, and gives his head an ambivalent shake. "Ask away." "Have you had any communication with Mrs. Linda Thibodeaux since 1994, official or otherwise?" The question, posed so unexpectedly, unsettles Tillman enough that he straightens in annoyance. "I don't see how that's relevant. Where are you taking this?" "Nowhere, except to underscore the fact that Linda Thibodeaux has a unique connection to your son... that of being his great-grandmother through B.J. Because of that connection and its possible significance to this case, I think it's a reasonable question to ask." He gets to his feet, hands hanging clenched at his sides, as he gazes toward the kitchen door. "No. I've shied away from any contact. Partly because of Janine and the gossip that would result, partly because it would dredge up too many unpleasant memories. And she hasn't gone out of her way, either, I noticed." He faces Scully who stands up, sensing the interview is ended and her presence no longer welcome. "I understand," she says shortly, slipping the folder back into her brief case. "Listen to me, I'm not angry at you -- or Agent Mulder, for doing your jobs. It's nothing personal," he insists. "This whole case has been a nightmare revisited. It's... exhausting." Scully nods in sympathy and buttons her coat. "May I say good-bye to Benjie, Lieutenant? I..." She hesitates, feeling awkward and foolish, now that the moment has come. "I have something I'd like to give to him." Perplexed, Tillman gestures her forward and follows her to the kitchen. At the table sits the little boy, slowly decimating the center of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, like any young child would. He sets it down, grape jelly painting the corner of his mouth red-purple, and stares at Scully's approach. Embarrassed by the exaggerated solemnity of the moment, she clears her throat and pulls a package from her brief case, placing it on the table before the boy. "This is for you, Benjie. So you have something fun to do, okay?" The boy is speechless, big eyes shining from the new, cellophane-wrapped box of Legos to Scully and back again. Tillman leans forward also, his face expressing wonder, then gratitude. This is not what I should be doing, she scolds herself, touching the boy's head and turning on her heel toward the front door. Tillman's pleased and tender reaction is also mildly disturbing to her. Bad move, Dana, to feel so personally involved that you bring the house down with a simple, well-chosen gift. She doesn't know what Mulder would think about her stepping over the line in this way. Hopefully, he would understand and let it go. She swears she can hear the ice cracking around her... Good intentions be damned. At the front door she feels Tillman's hand on her arm, halting her quick escape. "That was... very thoughtful of you. I don't know what else to say --" "Then, don't say anything, please. I just knew how attached he was to the toy and how much it bothered him to lose it." The corners of her lips feel strained and tight as she shoves emotional distance between herself and Tillman. His hand releases her arm and she turns to go -- Low on her coat, a gentle persistent tug. Glancing down she looks into the soulful eyes of Benjie Tillman, glittering with unshed tears. He wipes at the corner of one gently and his pink lower lip trembles. "Thank you," he says in a gruff, heartfelt whisper, dabbing again. Maligned step-child or boy murderer? Innocent or guilty? It's all Scully can do to extricate herself from the house before her own tears begin to surface, seeking escape. Thank you, God, she prays when the cell phone rings at the car and she can funnel all her attention on that... ************ Thibodeaux residence, Edmond November 6, 2000 1:20 p.m. Mulder's a little more than just disappointed. For some reason Scully doesn't exhibit his same level of appreciation for the nifty double-cross on Darnell earlier this morning. Her weak chuckle dies early and she fusses with her paperwork or stares out the window on the drive up to Edmond. "I thought the autopsy was routine," he quips, fishing for a rationale and mangling sunflower seeds between his teeth. Driving headlong into the wind, he's conscious of her unaccountable preoccupation and malaise. "It was." He decides not to press it, if she's headed into another monosyllabic funk. Something's rocked her boat, but there are too many variables that could factor in and he wants both of them focused when they get to Thibodeaux's. So while he gives the car gas, cracks seeds, and ponders the intricacy of the case, Scully sits at his side immersed in her own secret silence. This time the black, snarling beast is chained and staked toward the side of the house, barking up a storm. Mulder feels his balls relax as he and Scully pass through the gate toward their waiting hostess. "That's Chief," Linda Thibodeaux says, after greeting them, "and his bark is far worse than his bite. He's one of the few protectors I have now. But he really wouldn't hurt a soul unless I'm in distress." He grins at her, not unfamiliar with alpha tendencies. "Thanks, but I'd still rather not to test your theory." The woman hasn't changed in six years' time, from her short white hair and blue eyes to her expression of painful determination, made all the more tragic by the jagged scar that disfigures one cheek. Harry Cokely's legacy. Mulder remembers seeing a picture taken weeks before the incident, showing a pretty young woman in a 40's 'do. He looks at her now, trying hard to detect any similarity to B.J.'s features. She leads them through the neat, spare house to the kitchen. Blue flowers and country decor dot the wallpaper. His nose twitches to faint, homey fragrances of spice, fruit, and fresh coffee brewing. As they sit, Linda points back toward the living room area. "I settled Viola in the bedroom downstairs here. She's asleep. It's my room, really, with a bathroom close by. Steps would be too much for her." "How is it that you two are friends?" The woman takes her time before answering Mulder's question, placing cups on saucers and gathering a few teaspoons. "I suppose misery loves company, Agent Mulder. Viola's father passed on about the same time you two were here last. After Detective Morrow's attack on me, I was a nervous wreck and could barely eat or sleep for fear. My neighbor Ro -- that's short for Rosemary," she explains, pouring the coffee, "knew Viola and introduced us. I've got a good ten years on both of 'em. Well, long story short, we clicked like sisters and she came to stay with me through the worst of it. Now it's my turn." "I'm sure you never anticipated a replay of the same crime, the same kind of assault on your friend, with Harry Cokely dead for so many years," he adds. "Oh, Lord, no! How something so terrible can be repeated again, that's beyond me. And who could it be? It's a nightmare for everybody, especially those of us who live alone or where it's less populated. I actually fear for my life now that this fiend is afoot." She slumps at the table, grasping her cup between wrinkled hands that tremble. Scully reaches over to squeeze the older woman's hand with her own sympathetic fingers. It dawns on Mulder that the two woman share a special bond. He remembers now that Linda was left in Scully's care during the case of '94, while he went out in search of B.J. His partner brought her to the police station in Aubrey to report the attack, effectively blowing the lid off of Tillman's complacent denial. "Who are these other women?" Scully questions her with gentleness. "Oh, Viola, of course. Ro and Alice Marshall from the hospital. Even some of the nurses who work there. The check-out ladies at the grocery store have said the same thing, Agent Scully." "Did you know Gwen DiAngelo?" "Just as an aide who helped Viola. Such a horrible, unfair way for a person to go..." "Do you know someone by the name of Natalie Warner?" At his question, both women turn their heads toward Mulder, and Linda shakes hers in disgust. "One of the biggest mouths there is in Aubrey," she says, venom in her voice. "Milksop husband and a brat for a child. Knows everything and anything, especially if it's hurtful. The woman's a hellkite, plain and simple." "Apt word," comments Scully, throwing a look to Mulder. He tucks the point away for later, more private discussion and attempts to explain the reason for his question to Linda Thibodeaux. "I'm trying to establish a common thread or causal connection among those people we've encountered during this case. Some of these connections are obvious, like your biological ties to B.J. and her son Benjie. Others are not so clear cut." Linda's eyes glisten and she blinks at the mention of the child's name, so he pursues that tack. "I want you to know that I visited with B.J. Morrow yesterday, at the prison hospital. She's worried about her son's safety in light of the new attacks here." "She's a mother," Linda whispers. "Of course she'd sense something like that. It's instinctual. And as much as I despise what that fiendish man did to me so long ago, I truly regret that I never had the joy of raising my own child or appreciating my granddaughter. So I feel a special kind of protectiveness for that little boy." He doesn't want to risk looking at Scully, to see the effect these words have on her. Later, he thinks... later when they've both had time to mull over the conversation and he sees how she fares. It surprises him, therefore, to hear her pose the next question to Linda. "Can we safely conjecture, because you're Benjie Tillman's great-grandmother and concerned about his welfare, that you've enlisted Viola's help in looking out for him -- using her as your eyes on the bus and in Aubrey?" "It's true," she says, dabbing now with her napkin. "We both cringe to see how he's treated by the children. And there are other signs, like his skin, his sad little face. For years we wondered how he was faring. I don't know Mrs. Tillman as a person... but I think a woman can take better care of a child than *she* seems to. Pardon me for being overly critical." "Have you ever approached Lieutenant Tillman about your concerns?" Linda shakes her head vigorously. "No, never. He seems a very proud, private man. I don't think he'd take it well, coming from me. I imagine *she* wouldn't, and then I'd fear for the boy. You never know how some people will react." "That's true," says Mulder, scooting his chair closer to the table. "Let me deviate for second and ask another, slightly unrelated question: are you the one who set fire to Harry Cokely's house in Gainesville?" He's aware of Scully's startled expression without looking toward her, but Linda Thibodeaux doesn't blink an eye as she returns his stare. Despite years of hardship, fear, and trauma she displays strength of will and a sense of vengeance he finds admirable. The woman has spunk -- and he's convinced she must have passed these same valuable survivor's traits on to B.J.... and now to Benjie. "Yes, that was me." Her voice is hushed as her eyes become vacant, dredging past memories. "I went alone shortly after he died and never told a living soul about it." "Why?" She shakes her head. "Why did I do it? Agent Mulder, after all the harm and heartache that evil man caused me, I took pleasure in burning the pigsty he called a home. I wanted to destroy all evidence of his existence on this earth." Scully moves closer to the tormented woman, clasping her hand once more and re-directing her gaze. They contemplate one another in the quiet kitchen, the older and the younger -- two women robbed of their children, sharing similar pain and experiences that Linda Thibodeaux could not even fathom or imagine. "It's possible to obliterate something inanimate, like a house," Scully points out, her voice low and measured, "but Benjie Tillman, as a flesh and blood child, is also living evidence of Cokely's existence --" "Oh, come, Agent Scully! I know the difference. That little child didn't ask to come into the world in the manner he did any more than my --" She falters, swallowing, "than my own unfortunate son who I gave up for adoption. But what choice did I have back then -- a child born from rape? From a murderer like that?" Mulder slides back from the table, not wanting to intrude upon this intensely personal exchange, but Linda Thibodeaux is quick to notice his intention. She seizes his hand, both partners now held fast by her grasping fingers. Her mouth works silently for long moments, eyes swimming with tears of desperation before she's able to speak in a heavy whisper. "I'm so afraid... for myself and now Viola. The evil that came from this man *must* be cut off before anyone else gets hurt or dies. Promise me you'll do everything and anything you can to stop it. Please..." ************ End of Chapter 10