Diametrically Opposed by mountainphile ************ Chapter 21 ************ Beneath the Knoll complex, Hocking, Ohio March 16, 2001 Early evening During the heady minutes following their reunion the Toskala brothers seemed indissoluble. They kissed one another on the cheek in the manner of European men and embraced. Tusk's hands and arms shifted to grip, pat, clutch, and hug, absorbing this miracle of survival. He also wiped away the red smudge from his brother's mouth -- blood that wasn't Stefan's -- and held him afterward with his eyes squeezed shut. Some things, Scully knew with a glance toward the dead guard, must have impacted him much deeper than others. "What does 'Isoveli' mean?" she asked Mole. "I think it's the Finnish word for big brother. Man, I was just a kid in high school back then, but I can remember that Stefan was really into languages and his Finn roots." When it was time for introductions, Stefan took Scully's hands in his, caressing them with a touch that was surprisingly gentle. "Your lady?" he inquired of Tusk. "I wish. But no, Dana's our friend, bro. She's helping us get you out of here." Signs of mental trauma were evident in Stefan Toskala, she saw. Polite and attentive one moment, short-circuited the next, with a blank smile on his face. Under coercion or strong emotion the man inside couldn't quite force the body outside to convey the appropriate response. But his house wasn't truly empty, Scully realized after looking deep into his eyes. Rather, its disoriented owner wandered and called through the darkened rooms, but no one listening on the outside could fully interpret his garbled cries for help. "It's good to have friends," said Stefan, and he patted Scully's shoulder, his smile so sincere and engaging it seemed guileless. "A friend with a gun is even better," he added a moment later, his gaze dropping to the slight bulge on her left side. "FBI--" she started, then stopped. The sage, more adult turn-of-phrase had caught her off guard. Apparently he was capable of intelligent and lucid thought. If Mulder were with them he could not only empathize with Stefan's predicament, but would also have the background to evaluate his mental acumen and eccentricities. When the second team arrived minutes later Cricket went head- over-heels into ecstasy. Tusk stepped aside to give her space and she dove in. Her arms around Stefan, then Tusk, then Stefan again, she laughed, cried, and reveled in the long- awaited restoration of her immediate family circle. The word "sisar", repeated over and over by Stefan, needed no translation. Footer had angled the guard's larger flashlight around so it backlit the group, allowing them to save battery power. With first aid on Mole completed, Tusk packed up his kit. Scully patted down the guard for ID and retrieved his .44 from the dirt. She also requested that Mason drag the corpse to a far corner where it would be less conspicuous, after Cricket cast several anxious looks in its direction. With one hostage accounted for and the labs still out of their reach, she felt a niggle of impatience. But the details of Amanda Carmichael's impending rescue were something she'd have to discuss with their leader, who was nowhere to be seen. "Where's Tusk?" she asked Mason, motioning toward the second gun. "I want him to be armed when we go in for Amanda." "I dunno... he's gotta be around. Maybe off in a corner somewhere taking a piss." "Oh, great." "If he's not interested in carrying that piece, I'm your man." She gave him the thinnest of smiles. "I'll remember that." But all playful considerations faded when she scanned the dark corners of the junction with her flashlight and came up empty. Though Mason didn't seem concerned, she knew Tusk wouldn't disappear without a parting word to someone about his intentions. She found him after a minute of careful searching. If he'd sought this clandestine pocket in the tunnel as a place to relieve himself, she'd already missed that show. He leaned with his back to the wall, headlamp on the ground like a blind eye. "Kill the light," he said gruffly, eyes closed to the glare. Scully clicked off her Maglite and headlamp, removed the latter as he had done, and shook out her hair. He read like a clear, yet suspect x-ray; the film showed one thing while her gut instinct told her all did not bode well. Just the tenor of his voice and bowed shoulders declared something was sorely amiss. "Tusk? What's going on?" He shook his head, reluctant to speak. "Please," she cajoled gently, "tell me what's wrong." "Did you see it?" The words burst out in a gush. His hand shot up as if to hold them in and shield his face. "What he did to that guy... How easy it was for him to just--" "Stop. Any one of us, in Stefan's place, might have done the same thing." "Don't hand me bullshit, it's more than that..." As she watched he slid with a groan to a sitting position on a pile of dirt and gravel, muttering through his hands. "God, what did they do to him, Dana? He's not the same, he's--" And then his voice broke. "Tusk, listen to me," she said, drawing closer. "You found Stefan in physically good shape. That's no small miracle, for either of you. Under the circumstances you did everything humanly possible." "I waited too long... I waited too fucking long!" "Coming here any sooner might have been disastrous." He shook his head miserably, shamed and unused to displaying weakness. Still masking his face, he reached out for her. "It's all right," she murmured, alarmed at how he slumped and quivered. The Magnum and her headlamp landed on the ground. Then, stepping like a barrier between Tusk and the others who mingled outside the shadows, she felt him latch onto her hand. She was pulled inexorably toward him in the darkness, to dock between the hard shoals of Tusk's knees. To her surprise both big hands slid up her back under the opened jacket, fingers spread wide across her shoulder blades. Shudders wracked him, indicating how mightily he strove to maintain control over his emotions. Without warning he sank his face against the fleecy pillow of her chest. A sense of dizzy unreality seized Scully when she felt his nose nestle itself between her breasts. "It's all right," she repeated numbly, her heart and pulse pounding. "Give me a minute," he huffed, "I'll be okay in a minute. I'll be..." Against her better judgment she let him linger within that safe soft valley. The fleece and her flesh beneath it grew damp from hot breath... and tears? His grip on her body tightened as he worked to regain control, fingers kneading the fabric at her back. "I know. I know you will," she answered over the lump in her throat, arms wrapping his head and neck. "Everything will work out." It remained one of the paradoxes of human behavior that physical contact with a woman's body could be more than mere sexual elixir to a man. In times of deep emotional upheaval Scully knew it also brought a primal sense of support and comfort to his soul. Acceptance found nowhere else. She had a flashback to the night Mulder had learned of his mother's death during the LaPierre case. His sobbing, near- violent denials reverberated in that shadowed room, yet his hands held her fast and he clung, pulling her ever closer until she felt she might somehow be absorbed by the force of his need or drown in the depths of his anguish. For these brief moments underground it was within Scully's power to diminish the pain and guard the dignity of this proud, tenderhearted man she'd grown to trust as a friend. So she held him closely, without protest, and weathered the brief storm with him. ************ "Did you find Tusk?" Mason asked her a few minutes later. She had rejoined the group, brisk and no-nonsense, surveying them with her leather jacket re-buttoned. Mason was standing, while Mole sat near Footer, holding his splinted arm and rocking on his buttocks. Cricket leaned close to Stefan, and Scully noted there was still no breech in their happy communion. All five looked to Scully for an answer. "Of course," she said with firmness, "and we've consulted privately about what the next move should be." "So what happens now?" She took a deep breath and held out her palm to Mason. "I'm putting in a call to Mulder, that's what happens." "Yeah? What's the boss got to say about that?" Tusk walked into the light toward them, headlamp strapped on, rough edges back in place. He stood like an oak beside Scully, one hand draped over her shoulder, the other on the Magnum pistol tucked inside his belt. "The boss says to hand the lady the damn phone," he said brusquely. "That's what the dude in question said to me earlier tonight... and it's good advice." ************ Innumerable times Mulder had arrived alone at the scene of an investigation. Depending on lighting and size of the crowd, he could usually pick out Scully in nothing flat. He swelled with pride during those moments of identification. Moving through the crowd with her bright hair and subtle beauty, she became this little flame of energy bringing order and elemental perspective to their work. Her flickers of doubt and sparks of rationalism had blistered him on occasion, but more often than not they fueled and re-directed his own search for answers. He felt proud of her now, functioning as self-appointed SAC in this undercover investigation below ground. From the top of the stairs he spotted Scully's fiery head. Lifted up, her face shone with a warm smile and rare joy that made his heart leap. Even here, in the dank bowels of the earth, she represented homecoming and everything he held most precious in the world. Followed by Mason, he eased his way down the metal staircase dressed out in Mole's caving gear. Scully watched his descent with expectation, eyes and hair glimmering in the brassy artificial light. Her steps quickened. As he hit bottom she slid her arms around his neck, and all felt right with his world. He'd not seen her wear that black fleece outfit before... and sneakers? Without high heels she was infinitely shorter, smaller, and it seemed like weeks instead of days since he'd tucked her sweet self against his shell-shocked body. Fuck decorum -- they were below ground with a handful of renegade townies, dirt on their clothes, sporting bad cases of hat-hair from the straps around their heads. "Scully, hey..." His lips slid over hers, feverish for the soft depths of her mouth. They struggled for full, unimpeded connection, finally gasping for air. "God, I've missed you," he whispered, his throat constricted, "you don't know how much." She tasted and smelled like sex remembered. The dip at her waist melted under his hand into the gentle flare of her hipbone. A moment later she whimpered against him, impatient for him to keep going or desist, he wasn't sure which... A hand clamped his forearm -- strong and hard. Not Scully's. "Want to back the hell off?" he snarled to the tall brawny guy with the shaved head. An expert flick of the wrist and Mulder broke the grip with ease, his lip dangerously curled. Scully was murmuring that everything was fine, when he knew damn well nothing could be right about this asshole running interference. "Dana's injured! I don't want you to hurt her any more than you already have." Tusk's voice, deep as a gravel pit. Mulder recognized it from their brief exchange on Glenn's cell phone. Discounting the tattoos and earrings, he had mass and presence. The nose was prominent, but fairly proportional to the rest of his face. As for that Ron Jeremy crack Mulder had made earlier to Scully -- no way in hell was he culling her opiniion on that. Staring down at her now, he felt at a loss. "Why didn't you tell me? How bad is it?" "I'm sorry. I was cut by glass the other night when we were investigating the grounds outside," she explained, her tone and eyes begging him to let it go. "It wasn't necessary to worry you about it, then or now. Mulder... I'd like for you to meet Tusk and the group." Nerves jangling, he exchanged a brisk handshake and curt nod with this tattooed Mr. Clean, caveman vibes emanating from both of them. Punk-haired Cricket he also recognized, and she pinned him with a surly smirk. Needlenose and Mole he'd recently met in the field near the tunnel entrance, where Glenn had jumped at the chance to hang out and talk. Someone calling himself Footer stepped up, shook his hand, and then backed away. They gave new meaning to the term "motley crew," he thought, with Scully caught right in the middle. Only one member remained... "I told you Stefan's story on the way in," Mason reminded him. "The dude's a real survivor." Both Scully and Mason had clued him in to the third Toskala's history. With icepick lobotomy a thing of the past, psychosurgery was supposedly clean, selective, and more exacting. Targeted were specific sections of the frontal lobe, like the cingulate gyrus. Actual burning of the brain connection was accomplished with electrical current or a non- invasive radiation tool called a gamma knife. All of which sounded good in theory and on paper. But even in the best facilities permanent and irreversible side effects still plagued many patients after such controversial surgery. Considering the source and place of his treatment, if Stefan Toskala had the intelligence, tenacity, and good fortune to overcome even a fraction of the odds, he was one lucky bastard. "Always an honor to meet a survivor," said Mulder, approaching the shaggy-haired man who stood with Cricket. "Maybe you can help us locate another one before the night's over and the shit really hits the fan." Stefan shook his outstretched hand. "It hit a long time ago," he said, after a careful pause. "I clean it up every day." "How much time do we have?" "Not very much. The big meeting is over in a few hours. Most of the doctors were ordered to attend it. Serendipitous." He enunciated the word with care. "You came at the best time ever," he said, directing the last words at Tusk. For some reason the tall guy's face worked and he gave Stefan's shoulder a squeeze. He also shot a tender wink over to Scully. Mulder, irritated on principle, contemplated asking her the reason behind the signal, but shelved it for later. "How many hostages are there in the labs?" "Not many; two died a few days ago. But only the young one has any chance to get out." "Young one?" "The *pikkutytto*." "Little girl," supplied Tusk by way of translation. "Her name's Amanda? She's blonde, college-age? I explored the utility tunnel under her dormitory, which I suspect was used during her kidnapping. It connects both Wilson and Treudley Halls, then heads over in the direction of the physical plant." "That's not far from the Knoll," added Mason. "So she went from campus to captivity in a matter of minutes and no one saw a damn thing. Some set up." Stefan's cheek twitched again, an indication he was clearly affected by the subject matter. When he began to gently slap at himself, Cricket stepped in to intervene. "You need to take a break, bro?" "Can't... we'd better go soon..." Mulder pointed to Stefan with his chin. "Listen to your brother." "Lay off him, dude," Cricket bristled, turning on Mulder, "and me too. This isn't the fucking Dean's office. Why don't you tell us what's new with the witch? She fly off somewhere on her broom?" "Plug that shit!" growled Tusk, jabbing a finger at his sister. Leave it to the punk kid to drop a bomb onto Mulder's overstrained psyche. He'd already been mind-fucked by not one, but both of the psychics he thought he could trust. His dead sister, existing only in starlight, might be alive after all. His beloved partner was incinerated one minute and talking with him the next. He sleepwalked his way through most of this case, only to find Scully on the freshest of trails, lighting the path with headlamps and a gaggle of weird friends. He gave up fighting his anger and went for shock value, figuring the girl deserved the jolt. "You really wanna know what's new with Willow Nightingale, Cricket? When I saw her earlier today she'd painted somebody's kitchen floor red. And the cupboards... and part of the back door. It looked like she managed to take down one of her attackers before his sidekick blasted her neck apart. Does that answer your question?" Cricket paled under her eye makeup and bristled hair. "Holy shit," mumbled someone, maybe Footer. "Unless I've missed something, that would've been helpful information to know before now," Scully admonished quietly. "Pardon my inability to provide you with better intel over the last few days." Her cheeks pinked and she crossed her arms at the subtle rebuke. "Do you have any idea why they no longer considered her useful?" "My best guess? I wasn't supposed to be anywhere near that fire at the Super 8 when they tried to roast you alive, so technically she slipped up. She'd lost her edge, then their trust when she tried to vanish under their noses. With these people you don't commit two fouls and get a third chance." Tusk had a hand on the back of his sister's neck in a slow, comforting massage, and Cricket had regained some of her composure. She blinked at Mulder with new respect. "This is our only chance," insisted Stefan earnestly. "We miss it, we die." "Mason told me you offed a security guard barehanded." "Mulder, please," warned Scully, but his quickly raised hand and Stefan's nod overruled her. "Do you mind?" His fingers parted the dark hair over Stefan's forehead, revealing a small circular scar. Another marked the opposite side. They were similar to the ones Mulder carried on his own scalp, mementos from his ill-fated sojourn into experimental regression hypnosis. "Raskin meant to shoot my brother," Stefan said simply. "I did it because it had to be done. That's the only way to survive here, by doing what's hard... and incomprehensible anywhere else..." "I appreciate your attitude. Can you lead us to where they're holding Amanda?" "We can get in if we're careful. But it's too late for the other patients. They're starting to get soft all over, like gummy bears left out in the sun... but especially here." He pressed his fingers into his midriff. "I don't whisper to them anymore." "Whisper? How do you mean?" "He told me he's called in to soothe the test subjects if they fight back or cry out," said Scully. "The past few days he'd been sent to calm Amanda." Mulder threw her a telling look. "Shades of Dallas, eh, Scully?" "Sounds more like it all the time." "Have you been able to see the creature growing inside them?" he asked Stefan. "After a while. In the beginning, one or two a year managed to hatch out. But over time they started to die before fully gestating... like everything dies around here. Now the doctors want to inject the little one with a newer, better serum." "Containing a viable alien entity? What's the timetable?" "Soon," whispered Stefan. He pushed the glasses up his nose and rubbed at his thighs again. "We must save her tonight, because in a day or two the big ship will come to pick her up... along with whatever has started growing inside her." ************ A company of seven strong, they crept single file through a maze of passageways toward the labs. Stefan was the natural choice to lead their small strike force. Cricket couldn't bear to part from her brother, so she kept close to him, the agents not far behind. After Tusk came Mason, with Footer bringing up the rear. Scully kept the younger Toskalas in her sights while she eavesdropped on the low conversation that unfolded behind her. Mulder and Tusk. It gratified her that the two men had quit their ridiculous posturing and made attempts at civility. Of even more significance was the fact that Tusk, out of desperation, was speaking about the one thing she knew disturbed him most -- and was directing those concerns toward Mulder. "According to Dana, you know psychology," Tusk whispered over Mulder's shoulder. "And she trusts your judgment, which means a lot to me. So what chance does my brother have to..." He faltered into silence, unable to settle on the appropriate word. "To heal? To regain full mental capacity or close to what he had before?" asked Mulder under his breath. "That's right." "Based on the scars I found, he's undergone some form of psychosurgery to keep him docile. Maybe a cingulotomy, rather than temporal lobectomy, because his speech patterns are fluent and his high-level thought processes seem intact. From his mannerisms I wouldn't rule out the possibility they've given him shock treatments." "My brother's always had a strong dislike for violence of any kind," he muttered. "What he's capable of now is blowing my mind. Shit... it's hard to believe how he took out that guard." Hearing the pain in his voice, knowing what he'd toughed out just a short while before, Scully reached back in the semi- darkness to touch his arm. Mulder, she noticed, observed the gesture with unabashed interest. "Getting back to brain function impairment," he said softly, gazing quizzically at Scully while he was responding to Tusk, "you'd need to have him tested. Some of his behavioral aberrations might stem from mental trauma caused by physical and emotional abuse. Basically, he's a POW who's learned to adapt and survive. Ongoing therapy and medication might be all the treatment he needs when this is over." "So it's a waiting game." "Yes, but you'd be amazed at what the human brain can endure and overcome. Even in a place like this, which brings to mind some of the weirder cases we've investigated, by the way... as well as an old song I got hooked on years ago. You probably wouldn't remember it, Scully. It's a Frohike favorite." "Quite doubtful I'd recognize it then," she quipped, "but feel free." "'Heard a cry for mercy in the city of the damned,'" Mulder recited with a voice loud enough for every one in the group to hear. He seemed to be savoring the strangely incidental words. "'In the pits you go no lower, the next stop's underground. Oh hello, underground...' Anybody here astute enough to name that tune?" Cricket's faint snicker was the only response. "The words seem apropos considering our present location, Mulder," she said dryly, "but that's a new one on me." Silence reigned for a half-minute as the group plodded along, the lyrics dismissed. "Led Zeppelin." Up ahead, Stefan had spoken without a backward glance. "Title," tossed out Mulder, tantalized. "'For Your Life'." "Album..." A long pause. "'Presence'." "Year?" "1976." "What's unique about it?" Stefan shrugged, his attention trained on the tunnel far ahead. "Studio cut. Zeppelin never performed it live." "And I'd say *this* man knows his music." As the wave of incredulity trickled through the group, Mulder directed a thumbs-up signal back to Tusk. The thoughtfulness of the gesture after this unexpected response from Stefan warmed Scully's heart. It seemed to have the same effect on Tusk, for it moved him to reach out and give Mulder's shoulder a clasp of appreciation. "Quiet! No lights!" Stefan hissed suddenly. "We're getting close." Everyone obeyed, plunging the passageway into near-blackness. He crept forward, all elbows and curved backbone. To Scully he appeared more feral than human while her eyesight adjusted to the dimness of the corridor. "Down there... in those small rooms," he whispered when the two agents joined him. "That's where they keep the test subjects. The little blond one is near the main lab... she's the best chance they have." Scully peered through the gap, into the light and space looming below. She saw concrete walls, linoleum flooring, a flood of bright light. Distant footfalls echoed and machinery hummed. "So only the date changes," Mulder whispered into her ear. The soft brush of his lips nearly derailed her concentration. With scant warning a doctor wearing white scrubs and a lab coat passed under their noses on his way toward Amanda Carmichael's cell. "That one." Stefan's tic played havoc with the muscle in his cheek. His hands and fingers grew restless. "He needs to go. Then we can rescue her before they try to inject the new serum." Tusk guessed his intent and shook his head. "Let the people trained for this do their jobs, bro." "Seriously, that's good advice," said Scully to Stefan. "Can't risk noise; my way's better." Eluding Tusk's hasty grab, the Whisperer vanished into the shadows. A minute later Stefan reappeared in the lower hallway, having navigated the intervening passageways. His demeanor was nonchalant as he followed the path taken by the scientist. He caught up to the man and they shared a few quiet words before turning a corner. A moment later Stefan motioned from the doorway, bidding the rest of the team to brave the darkness and follow him down. "His way's expeditious," breathed Mulder, "I'll give him that much." Guns drawn, they pushed through the heavy door that separated the archaic tunnel from newer construction. Stefan had already dragged the doctor's body into a corner of the small room and masked it with a gurney by the time they arrived. "Over there," he said, motioning toward the curtained examining table. "The little one..." Ahead of the others, Mulder was first to survey the ravaged body of Amanda Carmichael. He looked back at Scully, his face ashen. "She's alive. Will you need my help?" She shook her head, sickened at the sight of the girl's trembling nakedness, chopped hair, and the various evil tubes that extruded from her like so many snakes. "Just guard the perimeter for us, Mulder, and keep an eye on everyone else. Tusk will help me in here." "You sure?" "Yes, he has medical training." She saw Mulder hesitate, his gaze darting from her to the girl as he assessed the situation. With a nod toward Tusk and Stefan, he corralled the other team members outside in the hall. The unfortunate girl sensed their presence. Her mouth squared into a fresh grimace around a thick tube that emitted harsh slurping noises as she salivated. Tears ran in rivulets down her neck to the vinyl pad beneath. "Huurts... m-make it s- stop..." "Please help her," murmured Stefan, warming one of Amanda's quivering white feet with his hands. "Poor pikku--" "Amanda?" Scully peered into the agonized girl's face and tried to capture her attention. "Amanda Carmichael? We're here to take you home. Can you understand me?" The drainage tube in her mouth was the first thing to go. Leather straps unbuckled with ease, but revealed wide bruises and heavy chafing. They found a sheet to place over the girl's nakedness and surrounded her with gentle calming attention. "Amanda, we're going to help you by removing some tubes now. Then we'll take you away from here. Nod, sweetie, if you can hear me." Though her glazed eyes blanched and wandered, she managed to respond. Stripping off the leather gloves, Scully donned latex and handed a pair to Tusk. "Have you ever removed an NG tube before?" "Tell me what to do." She lowered her voice. "Pinch it tightly first, so any remaining formula won't flood her lungs as you slowly ease it out of her nostril. I know time is of the essence, but don't pull too quickly. Expect about eighteen inches of tubing." The catheter she removed herself, noting with a wince that deep inflammation had developed at the urethral opening after so many days of intubation. The tender skin on Amanda's lower body was also mottled by rash, most likely from the disinfectants repeatedly wiped over her buttocks, inner thighs, and genitalia. The tiniest of blessings, Scully detected no evidence of assault or forced penetration in her cursory examination. "Relax now, baby," she heard Tusk croon to the girl in his inimitable bedside voice. "Don't tense up, it'll be out in just a few more seconds. Here we go..." Scully opened and applied the contents of several packets, first a cleansing wipe, then antibiotic ointment which she spread over damaged skin before attending to the IVs in both of Amanda's arms. Stripping off her latex gloves and flipping them to the floor, she snapped on new. "Almost done over here," said Tusk. "Will you... t-take me home?" A barely articulate sob from Amanda. "Sure thing," he assured her. "Don't you worry, okay? We'll take good care of you and get you out of here." Finished, he dropped the tube to the floor as Scully had done and wiped Amanda's nose gently. "I need tape and a few small gauze pads," she ordered under her breath. "We can expect some bleeding after the IVs are out." Tusk moved with alacrity, the perfect assistant, donning new latex before he prepped the items. In turn he held each of the girl's forearms securely as Scully pressed down, extracted the needles in one smooth motion, and dressed the tiny wounds. "Everything okay?" Mulder asked from the hall. "Just about ready to go." She scanned the small room critically. "Do we have a gown here or something she can wear?" Mason surrendered an extra pair of hiking socks from his pack, thick plush affairs that reached nearly to Amanda's knees. After dressing her in a pair of scrubs, they swaddled the girl in a rescue blanket from their emergency stores. Then, her long legs dangling, Tusk lifted her easily into his arms. "No," said Scully. "Let Mason take her. You may need to use your weapon before this is over and I want your hands free." "Stretcher?" All heads turned as an alarm bell clattered overhead, shattering the silence and drumming their nerves to a fever pitch. "Time's up," Mulder called from the door. "If you can carry her, then let's get the hell out of here -- and fast!" ************ End of Chapter 21 Continued in Chapter 22