I've never thought of suicide,

More and more frequently my mind wonders to homicide.

How much better would my life be,

If he was no longer in it with me.

It was bad enough before when I just hated idiot,

Now I dislike dumb ass cause she be stupid.

She says she has not picked between us,

Then she wonders why I make a fuss,

It has become a must.

She thinks she be a great parent and that I get treated fair.

She doesn't see that I am singular and they are a pair.

She gets pissed off when I use the word fuck,

She should feel lucky I don't just go buck.

It would be very easy for me to finish this the way I know,

It would only take a blow,

Of my bat upside his head,

While he is sleeping in bed.

I would be done,

Although I would be gone,

I would be happy,

No longer feel so crappy.

You don’t know how happy that would make me,

In my mind although I would be jailed I would finally be free.

I would no longer have to wonder when he,

Would bring that feeling of hatred into me.

I guess she doesn’t notice that stuff are getting worse,

That I am getting more coarse.

The Sean that is now is becoming more evident,

Also I am becoming more hell bent,

To release myself from this hate,

The only way this will happen if I help fate.

I was this close of throwing that plate,

And then throwing its mate.

I feel like leaving here,

But that has been clear,

Since the beginning of last year.

He can no longer make me shed a tear,

But she on the other hand,

It is hard to understand.

How can u dislike someone so much,

When she is the closest touch,

To my heart,

But soon my heart and her seem destined to part.

It will always be here fault,

That he is able to talk.

Sooner or later that will make my feelings of love,

Will turn to hate.

That will prove,

Once and for all that she who holds the bait,

That procuresses the hate,

Will face the same fate,

As that of the bait.

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