Once again,

She has brought me to the brink of tears.

I thought I had got rid of the pain,

She could bring when she unmasks my fears.

Where have the walls gone that I built?

She explains harsh words and they just go tilt.

Am I just stupid when it comes to this shit,

Why should I let her actions give me a fit,

As I type and sit,

My heart sinks in an endless pit.

I have tried to be her friend,

Gain her trust,

Before I will unveil my lust,

Because she has stated that she must,

All I want is a chance,

So what is all the fuss,

Guarding against pain,

Too much will drive you insane,

If you refrain,

From experiencing what it is like to be,

You will never become free.

I wish she,

Could see,

This and open up.

Words are cheep,

It is better just to leap,

Into anything even if it is deep,

Although it is not good to follow like sheep.

Everybody tells me to move on,

They tell me u deserve better Sean.

I can’t describe where the attraction lies,

And I don’t know why I couldn’t just cut ties.

All I want is a chance,

But when I came with the romance.

She could not find,

A place to hide,

Fast enough,

So it is tough.

I don’t really no her,

She tells me stuff,

Some of it is a little rough.

I don’t know why she would tell me,

Maybe so I can see,

Why she is she.

I did not know we were so similar,

So much in common.

Well is the pain worth it,

Or should the walls be repaired?

Well for now I will keep up hope,

That someday my feeling will be shared.

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