Unstable

I'm emotionally unstable,

It's not just a label.

It's true,

Today, but it is not new,

I've known it for a few,

And should have warned you.

I have mood swings,

Then they take off like they have wings.

All my head does is ring,

Then I can't bring,

The life to my body,

I feel so rotty

My heart thumps for the good,

Then it thumps for the bad,

Which is making me mad,

As I can't help the change of mood.

Is their stability,

Somewhere inside me?

If there is,

I wish I knew where it lives,

Then I could change,

And my emotions would not have so much range.

For now I am strange,

Living unchanged,

Wishing for better days,

Where my hair gets bleached by sun rays,

And where my sanity doesn't fray,

Like it is doing to my dismay.

I am unstable,

Don't take it as fable.