They Were Not Just Sex

I hurt so bad look what you have done to me,

I didn't do that to hurt you see,

Yes one of their names was Ashley,

But the other of them is a mystery.

I was never the aggressor,

And I was caught off guard when they applied the pressure.

What is a guy supposed to do,

When a woman is stuck to you like glue.

Ashley was my ex,

And she was a virgin to sex,

So I went with her to dinner,

And she wanted to become a sinner.

She was my closest girlfriend before you,

And the distance between us had made me blue,

And her to.

She was too nice to spend,

Just a weekend,

With her here,

And there.

So then we went are separate ways,

And it happened that she had found me in a daze.

We went to dinner and had a good time.

She asked if I would make it her first time.

I asked her if this was what she wanted,

She reached down and hunted,

For the protection,

For a second all I could think about was my erection.

I asked her why did you pack these,

She said because I had always been the main squeeze,

And that it wouldn't be right if I was not her first,

So that night I quenched her thirst.

My first transgression is much worst,

It ended up in the back of a Ford Taurus.

She was 22 and looking to score,

And I was at a club that was really a bore.

I saw her and we talked for a while,

She had a rather beautiful smile.

She bought me a shot here,

Then she bought me a shot there.

In the end we were at the convience store,

And the to her backseat to score.

I don't remember her name,

And that is a rather shame.

Well now over a year later,

I'm left to this being the waiter.

You need time,

But you have left me deft, dumb and blind.