Shhh!

I don't want to write what I am thinking,

But here I am singing,

Don't let my mind be true,

Because that ending will leave me unglued.

What I need to do is be strong,

And keep hope this won't be to long.

As my teeth grit,

I think I need to think this isn't shit,

That this is just an impasse on our road,

And after it will have relieved your load.

But I am not thinking that,

I wish we could just have a chat.

Mom used to wonder,

How anyone could talk longer,

Than me and you would.

Oh I wish I could,

But all I'm doing,

Is talking to me,

And it seems like you don't want to speak my name.

Such a shame,

I accept the blame,

But hopefully soon it will change.

I love you,

No matter what I do.