Eyes No Cry

Out of bed for the very first time,

Why am I out except to rhyme,

I will go line for line,

It is hard to bide my time.

I am not allowed to shine,

Because my heart is ringing the death chime.

Why do you need time?

Are you no longer mine?

I wish we could just be fine,

But you are resigned to hide.

My name is mud,

So in turn I feel like crud.

My heart keep beating your name,

I feel so fucking lame,

I can't tame,

This feeling of shame,

Because it has just claimed,

My heart's domain.

Some how I have to keep going,

I couldn't do that this morning.

You stop by and hand me this letter,

I was going to make it better,

But now it is harder to make my eyes wetter.

They just won't cry,

They just won't abide,

And let me live my life,

Because they just won't cry.

Tears aren't running down my face again,

They won't let themselves shed,

So all I could do is lay in bed,

And sleep my life away,

For at least yesterday,

And today.

No one knows what's wrong,

Because they won't here my song.

They think I am sick physically,

But they don't know I am dead mentally.

My mind won't go to other things,

So all I have is sadness brings.

These balloons float around my head,

Sometimes even over my bed,

But I can not shed,

A teat to help mend.

Because my eyes,

They just won't cry,

They just won't abide,

And all I have is time,

Because they just won't cry.