Cloudy

It's so funny how,

That the love we shared,

Means nothing to you now.

My feelings couldn't be spared,

For one measly second,

It's always been about you in the end,

I guess that is how it should be I reckon.

I don't mean to offend,

But all I have to send,

Your way,

Is this bitter taste in my mouth,

That has been left since you ripped my heart out.

So marry him if you want to,

No need to give me the time to heal,

That I believe that I'm due.

Sorry if I feel,

That you shouldn't be allowed,

To treat me so foul.

I know we are through,
my heart had moved on to,

But weren't we to be married in a month or two.

So now I'm supposed to be happy,

That he has stole my life,

And now you're going to be his wife.

All I can do is laugh at me,

What a fool you are,

To still care,

And to still cry.

You know when she says she cares,

It is all a lie,

And remember your feeling will never be sparred.

Damn Sean why you so angry,

Why do you want to kill him,

What do you get if his lights go dim.

You know in the end you'll have to plead guilty.

Well I want that accomplishment,

Because it will settle my subconscious.

Now lets get back to the issue,

We all know I've been misused,

But why keep taking this abuse.

When will my fuse,

Run out on this bitch,

I should just ditch,

These feelings I have for her,

But look again my vision is starting to blur.

So what's the cure,

For the things she has done,

While having her fun?

Well can you dig out this spur,

That's stuck in my stomach.

How can I just not give a fuck?

There is no way,

That I can keep these feelings at bay,

Because the love that we shared,

I still feel it inside,

And I can't hide,

That those feelings you once shared,

And now you just don't care.

How can I say this to be fair?

You fucked me over royally,

Even after I tried my best,

To spoil the.

I know I was not up to the test,

But did I not try?

I made you my world,

But that doesn't matter,

Because you taking that away is the latter,

Event in my life,

That has caused me much strife.

You were supposed to be my wife,

But damn is that a knife,

That's sticking out of my back,

Or is that you calling me a hack.

You act like I would have use living in a shack,

That is how quickly you packed,

And moved on to greener pastures.

Do you think,

You could have done it any faster,

And created any bigger a stink?

So it is better that he has faith,

And isn't a waif,

Like me,

The one who just doesn't see,

What is right,

And what is wrong,

Because I don't have the sight,

Of the one that has been here all along.

Hey now your life will be easier,

Because your daughter,

Will know that her,

One and only father,

Loves God,

And isn't intending to plod,

Against him,

And committing the worst of sins.

I hope that you're happy,

Now doesn't that sound sappy,

That is why,

I only say it when you know I'm being sly.

Why should I want you to be happy,

When all you do is make me feel crappy.

You have made me a chump,

Yet I still can't get this lump,

In my throat,

That is making me choke,

And shows me to be a bloke,

Every time you have spoke.

Oh you are funny,

You wouldn't be happy as my honey.

Damn you life is looking sunny,

And look here again my eyes are getting runny.

Surely,

There is no such thing as it being too early,

To give yourself away,

When shortly,

You said you were here to stay.

My heart is no longer so hearty,

It is filled with pain and anger,

And hatred and confusion and this dagger.

I'm bleeding and I can't stop it,

It's like you bit,

Off my shit,

And then you spit it,

In a bucket,

And then sealed it.

Now the wound won't close,

And shows,

And I can't help,

But think about how it felt,

When it was opened,

And how you left the blade broken.

Everyone telling me how it won't work out,

Like it is a consolation,

But what is wrong about,

This is you would think about having such relations.

Well no longer,

Will I let you test my patience.

So now you're gone and I'll grow stronger.

I have to rid myself of all your sensations,

Especially the one where my heart skipped a beat,

When I walked in and you were sitting in my seat.

So let's leave it, as it should be.

I got something to tell you see.

Although you never gave me my due,

I still love you.