Closure

It's closure time,

And to start off with this simple rhyme.

We met in middle school,

And like all males I was a fool.

I picked on you,

Because you were taller than me,

But what you didn't know,

You had to be taller for us to be we.

I wrote in your yearbook,

That you needed to be shorter,

But in my book,

All I got "..hope to see you next year."

That is all I got,

Until we were in tenth,

Since I forgot,

All of ninth,

Because I was in a haze,

And then I was brushed back dazed.

In tenth we had English,

10B to be exact.

Once again I was acting foolish,

I can say that for a fact,

Because I was kicking it with Stacy,

Making a ruckus and being a little racy.

In the end I still noticed,

Your uniqueness and was attracted,

All though I didn't focus,

So we didn't get to attached.

That all changed,

When we became upper classmen,

My thoughts were rearranged,

And I knew I wanted you then.

In January you had a crush,

But my mind being slush,

I left that unnoticed,

And you lost focus,

And your mind went to another,

Damn if I only knew,

You wouldn't of made it to the other,

But instead you flew,

And opened your mind, body & soul to him,

In the end you departed on a whim,

But that is getting ahead,

Let's get back to where your love is fed.

We joked and kidded,

Still playing the games of children,

Although you had already skidded,

Into the ways of a women.

I still walked you home,

And pined for your touch,

Although you weren't aloud to roam.

I still tried to get as much.

On day under that tree,

My wishes were granted,

You kissed me for free,

Although you had wanted,

It to be me,

Who had kissed the.

Everything was great,

But then it got cold,

Although you might debate,

He was still in the fold.

It hurt cause I thought you chose,

But hey he was your first,

That is like cutting off a toe,

It is the worst,

To end,

Because they can never send,

Back what you gave,

But forgive me I was naïve.

So we grew distant,

Then closer,

Like a yo-yo I went,

Feeling in a blur.

Finally last two days,

Of school that year,

You come to me and says,

I want you here.

Everything is going great,

I see you not to long after,

This is where are fate,

Is linked for thereafter.

It starts the same as before,

But then I'm on all fours,

Licking the sweetest thing imaginable,

And then I ask can I stick it in,

You say almost laughable,

I'll kill you if anything happens in.

There I go in very shortly,

I don't finish out of fright,

That I would be untimely,

And I would be waking at night,

From the cries of a baby,

That scared me more than maybe.

So we said goodbye,

And I walked on home,

Then I called to say hi,

And you just wanted to get off the phone.

I don't hear form you for a while,

First time I hear is on bolt,

You calling me something so vile,

It gave me a jolt,

Of anger.

I was mad and had pen,

So said mean stuff with swagger,

Then I hear nothing back when,

I give it to you.

I was hurt even more by that,

But by then I knew,

I loved that no fat,

Indian princess,

That wouldn't eve give me her two cents.

It was a very long summer,

And still no word,

What a bummer,

Because you I adored.

Late August and you call,

You like what's up,

And I call you foul,

You left me an abandoned pup,

And now you and me pals.

I made it quite clear,

There were no other gals,

You had to fear,

But the way you treated me,

Could not be left be at just be.

So there we go,

You knew I was hurt,

But I did not think you a ho,

Even though I was quite curt.

So a week or so later,

You call again to chat,

But I was being a hater,

So when you told me the fact,

That you were once pregnant,

I was like it wasn't mine,

So why telling me this present,

You dirty little swine.

For those words I regret,

Those only in my life,

But don't fret,

It causes a lot of strife.

I apologized,

And believed you wholeheartedly.

So the we tried to reprise,

What we had before it got so tartly?

We were friends for a while,

Then you asked me out,

I said yes with a smile,

As my mind started to shout,

Are you ready for this,

Is everything better?

I answered don't you feel the fizz,

I couldn't be happier.

Didn't see you for almost a week,

Then you attacked me in the hall,

No lie my knees were weak,

But that just started the fall.

Things weren't all right,

Something wasn't right.

Then homecoming is coming,

And wanted to ask you something,

But you don't like dances,

And don't want to go,

So I said take a stand,

And stay at home.

I meant it,

Because it ruined the surprise,

That I had spent,

Time to realize,

That I wanted to go with you,

So we could start anew.

A date I over empathized,

First of very many,

But I was not wise,

And used words uncanny.

Sorry Flower,

But me and you,

Should hit the showers,

Because we are through.

You tell me how you need me,

I tell you it just not happening,

And in the end you'll see,

Why this is ending.

So life goes on,

And months go by,

I like many, which isn't Sean,

I tell By & Vy,

Who they are,

But telling Vanes was too far.

She relays it to you,

And then I'm madder than heck,

Because I still love you,

And you weren't to know who's on deck.

None of those materialize,

But one stigmatizes,

You till the end,

Of me and you,

So blame your friend,

That I though I knew.

So late November,

And some friends in town,

So we go to club I can't remember,

I sit at the bar with a frown.

This pretty women sits down,

And buy her a round.

I tell her she's pretty,

She gives me a smile,

Asks "What you drinking sweetie?"

I say the very vial,

2killya, or Mr. Cuervo,

All right get him three,

Damn okay lets go,

I like to drink for free.

She was so nice,

And so very polite,

So her and me took flight,

Without telling a mice.

I was seventeen,

She was twenty-three,

We blew the scene,

And got some other things for free.

The next one much sweeter,

Just me and Ashley,

I wish you could meet her,

She is a beauty.

In town from college,

UNC to be exact,

There was no foliage,

So instead we went to Joe's Crab Shack.

Later that night,

I was her first,

And the next day light,

I saw he again to quench a thirst.

She said good bye,

And I haven't seen her since,

I'm not going to lie,

If it wasn't for distance,

Between me and her,

You wouldn't even be a blur.

Both those having nothing,

On me and you,

In my mind, but something,

Almost everything to you.

You and me rendezvous,

In December, January, and February,

I became too jealous,

And though maybe you I marry,

So I asked you out in March,

We were off and on for a while,

Lies, deceit and secrets being the sparks,

But then we good and ready to file.

That is when I smother,

And you run to another.

I saw it coming,

But you lie to me all the way,

You lie to yourself to my dismay,

You hold grudges on me for nothing.

HFStival it boils,

You see what's his name,

He gives you a smooch and here my anger came,

You stop me before my fist recoils.

Then we go cold shoulder,

Then you start letting me inside,

But it would soon get colder,

You get hurt and here starts the ride,

You kiss me with passion and vigor,

My heart skips a beat,

Are things all better.

So I click my heals on my feat.

Next morning I call,

And you make me sick,

All day I need to fall,

Off the face of the earth so you can be wicked.

So I stay with Alf,

I hurt my knee on top of it,

I almost ralph,

But that would be a quit.

So I call you and go home,

Right before the last good time,

I could have sent his mind on roam,

You don't ask if I'm fine.

I walk on,

To the metro,

A defeated Sean,

With no where to go.

Next day me and you no longer,

I tell you I'm not stronger.

I'm sick and deathly,

I ask you to come and see me,

Help me back to healthy,

You say your OK just be.

I lose close to twenty,

Down to nothing,

You having to much fun with Wendy,

And there is something,

With your smile,

That is more than vile.

Two weeks later,

We are back together,

Two days later,

We are no longer tethered.

Not to long after last time,

In my bed.

That just fine,

First time I had sex with the one I would have wed.

Not to long after,

You're to be married,

But it shouldn't bother,

Because I'm not being carried.

Then the ring is shown,

And I go off like a loon,

But you say hate,

And sooner or later,

You would see that fate,

Although I could never hate her.

But I am there still,

What a sour pill.

Will it ever end,

Will I ever send,

You away,

So I can stay,

Somewhat sane?

I did this all in vane.

I t should end with a fuck you.

But instead I wish you ado.

I still love you,

But love me to.

If contact happens I'll call,

But besides that wait till early fall,

When it is time to say happy,

Because I am sappy,

On dates,

That is where are fates,

Switch into two different lanes.

You're walking your path,

And I'm jumping across chains,

Until I stop getting this shit bath.

I LOVE YOU.

ADO.