By: Amber Nesselroad
Unstable, uncontrolable
not knowing
where to turn
I've lost control
I've had enough
of this shit
I'm alway's on
the outside
This pain inside
won't go away
Noone understands
what I face dailey
I'm borken inside
my wounds
will never heal
This is killing me
I havn't seen
happy times
for a long time
I'm alway's down
I wish I could
watch myself die
take some drinks
snort some pills
slowley, cut by cut
I bleed to death
I wach the knife
fall from my hand
then fall to the floor
I lay there motionless
By: Amber Nesselroad
You seem to have
left me here in the darkness
I'm so lost
Now I wait for you
as I seem to decay
Once so happy with you
Now I try to hide
my tears deep inside
as my heart
bleeds for you
I barely seem to otice
anything that
passes me by
because all my thoughts
are on you
I don't ever waste my
touch on anyone
I won't bother
I can only seem
to feel you
My tears of scarlet red
fall drop by drop
My love for you
doesn't seem to be enough
You love for me
was oncxe so pure
has seemed to turn black
I want to cry
every time that
I see your sweet face
I yern for your touch
but your out of my grasp
I have no chance
for only what seems to be
a Horrid Romance
For Mathew Dooley
