Dearest Police Officers,

 

I would like to thank you.  I have been trying to get my wife to understand love and value of heart for going on six years.  I have tried every technique I could think, could find, could read.  I have tried compassion.  I have tried religion and anti-religion.  Yet nothing has opened her mind to the fresh realization that love and beauty are boundless entities of glory and greatness.

 

But you may have finally changed that for her.  She threatened to call you out of anger for me.  Told me that if I did not leave her house she’d call you and bring you to our door having me arrested for threatening to beat her.  Of course, since I understand that your intellect is little and you need things explained to you in that Winnie the Pooh sort of simplicity I will answer your first question now roaming your decaying gray matter.  In the most basic of principle ideals I suppose I did threaten her, but only an outside observer wandering though the conversation at just that precise moment would have had the ability to convince their minds that said threat had occurred.  And then you would have had to have left immediately in order to have avoided hearing the rest of the conversation in order to maintain that belief.  The truth of the matter was that I was trying to explain to her that her constant bombardment of anger and resentment.  Her fear, her desire to control and win and be in charge.  Her dark glory of evil thought that reigns her very existence.  All that she is and demands of me was destroying me.  Was utterly obliterating my soul.  I told her such.  I explained through violent words that I was beginning to really loath her.   That I would rather destroy everything than have her tell me that I was worthless, loveless, and heartless once more.  And since you’re unable to grasp the difference between threats and not, realize this; a threat is a direct statement of danger against another person.  What I did was not that at all, but an attempt at crying out, at warning her of the danger of this path.  I was not threatening her, no, I was trying to make it clear that I was being destroyed through her actions.

So by the end of the evening when she said that she would call the police on me if I did not leave her home that if you did arrive, and applied your amoral application of justice to our situation, that I would in fact end up dead, and dying by the hand of such a zombie as yourself would hardly usher me into the great halls of Valhalla.  Besides, she is after all, my wife, whom regardless of your idiocy and amoral approach to life, someone that I would do anything for, even those things you thing are beyond your ‘justice system’.  In the end I left.  I left the house and slept in my car.

Thirty minutes must have went by before you arrived.  You approached and awoke me with your nazi boots thumping against the concrete.  I heard you approach long before you arrived.

You said, “Sir, could you please get out of the car.  Please take the keys out of the ignition and place them on top of the car”  You instructed me to lean against my car and processed to search me for weapons.  You then began to grill me as if you thought you had the authority too.  I told you everything you asked.  I did everything you told me to do, just like a good house slave.  I dare not upset such a villain that would kill a man for voicing his opinion, so I cowered at you, and I loathed myself for it.  I spit out what I could about how I found you insulting and irrelevant.  I even tried to voice my freedom of expression only to have you warn me that I was being difficult and that you would get difficult too.  Two men have the freedom to decide how difficult a situation can get, but a man and a slave have no such relationship.  I had no freedom and you had only the ability to threaten and make true your evil heart.

You had three police vehicles there and the circling helicopter.  I’ve heard it said that real men walk alone, and that villains hunt in packs, you proved this true, with your intimidation and threatening manner.

You’re fellow Schutzstaffel confronted my wife and she verified that I did nothing, that she was just ‘scared’.

After you were convinced that no law had been broken you told me that I was ‘free’ to sleep in my car and bid me a goodnight.  How wonderful of you to drift through peoples lives and think that you are more like a ghost that merely was there and left.  But the truth is your kind is more like a plow, you pull it through your wreckage and turn up everything, you destroy more by being than you help.  But what would that matter to you?  There are no laws that you have to abide by, we all know that you can do as you please to the citizens of this country and find ways of making it look like they deserved it…and face the music, in your world, they would deserve it.  I am not so ignorant that you have not convinced yourselves that it is an Us versus Them mentality.  Oh no, in your world you have destroyed only those that you find earn it…how Christian of you.

But it’s okay.  Because my wife learned that you’re the enemy that night.  Learned, by looking out the window at the destruction of my soul.  She learned that you’re intentions of good are but masks of evil hearts.  She learned that never again will she involve you in her life.  And for that I am thankful.  For I may never change her into a real human being, but at least now she knows that life is a trick played on those that have no power by those that claim something greater.  She sees your devilry now.   And though you will never be unmasked as the villains that you are, she at least understands.

 

So please continue to drag your blades and swords through the mud of destruction that you call justice, maybe enough damage will come of your wandering that others may wake from their sleep where they will ignore you and make you irrelevant…and then you can finally be that ghost you wish to be.