Where do I go from here? I tried for so long to make it work, but nothing helped. I'm lost and confused. I try to cling onto hope, but I know this hope is foolish. I know it won't work. The sadness and pain consumes me, but what am I to do? I can't keep trying. I need to let go... I need to try. But how? How can I find someone as awesome, as good, as beautiful, as Her? I loved her so much... and still do. But I know... nothing can work.