| Secret Sorrow 1-21-05 by: Rosalie Truong |
| you said you love me but is it forever baby? you said that it'll be forever but after i was gone, you went with her did you ever ask for what i was thinking? was i already hurt and just said something so that tears will not slide onto my chin? you never asked me so i had to hide my secrets from you underneath my secret sorrows i hide it from you so that you won't notice how i said the words then tears would always follow you thought you were loving me but i had to pretend so that you would be happy you thought you were making me smile while you never consider my heart's denial i cry my silent tears inside but i would always look happy outside would you have notice how i turn away from you? how i would try to get away from things you want us to do? you never noticed the different ways i was coming from because you always thought that i was the one now when you look at me do you still picture the dream girl that you had seen in your dreams? i thought i was happy because my heart beated against my soul but i guess all i show nobody was my secret sorrows then finally that one time came we spent so much time together always playing games i found out that you were not for me but i kept my optimistic attitude up so that you would be happy but inside...all i felt was a longing for tomorrow so that i can bury the rest of my sorrows that sad secrets i had hid from you for a long time affected everything that we did, heart and mine the tears that i cried at night i cried because i know that it wasn't right if it was true love then why did i have sorrows inside? if it was true love then why did i always have an impulse to tell you what's wrong or right? my sorrows that i had kept inside has torn me apart, my heart has gone bye-bye just because you were there for me to keep me from coming apart doesn't mean that you fill the holes that were coming through my heart you thought you were making me happy but all you been doing was making me hide my sorrows to keep you happy if it was all meant to be then why did i have sorrows inside of me? |
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