by: Rosalie Truong
11-3-04
but you didn't seem to care what I said
It hurts so much inside
I thought it would be much easier for me this time
but I was wrong
my heart seem to be gone
I'm all alone in this world
I ca't be there for you all the time, I'm just a girl
this kills me more than it does to you
seems like you don't care what I do
I'll put on a fake expression
but it hides nothing
I'll smile
makes me feel like I'm falling not rising higher
I'll laugh
but it won't hide the feeling of my heart breaking in half
you'll smile
to erase the pain that I made you feel all the while
you'll laugh
to cover the way that I made you sad
the feeling hurts so much inside
I should just made a decision and die.