| I lay on my bed looking through my diary thinking of all the times that we had spent together endlessly I wonder what had gotten into me why I had let you go But I remember all the words that I had said to you and some that I had to write down to remember so that no one else knew The other days when I had gotten over you there were lots of cute looking guys at the place that i had went to trying to catch my eyes, smiling as they all do flirting with their smiles and twinkle in their eyes i turn away from their face there's nothing more to look to in guys they're all the same, some of their problems i know why why they act like and respond like that i turn away from all their staring why at me? im nothing my face goes the other way eyes closed to ignore their face defenses goes up high above my standard why do guys think that if im hurt im an easy target? they think they can put their arms around me and try to comfort me while in their mind, planning that i can just be another prey of theirs thinking if they can make me laugh, i can be theirs one look at me and ill turn away im here to live life not to get played though learning is only through heartbreaks i refuse to harm my heart any long starting today i turn away dont look at me, im not going to get played catch my eyes regret you look me way i may seem a bit stuck-up when you meet me but, that's who i am i can't stand the way guys are treating girls these days no manners, no kindness, no nothing even with your girl there you're still looking it disgust me i turn away you can just talk to someone else my head goes the other way i ignore the silly words you use these days ill let the wind blow behind me so your words wont reach me let my hair snap all your words into thin air so i wont do what i have always done with my heart...... is share i turn away from you everything you do i turn away |
| I turn away 4-06-05 By: Rosalie Truong |
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