Blinded of Love 9-17-05
by: Rosalie Truong
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How can I tell you what I feel inside?
When everytime I come across your name I tend to hide
I see you staring at me
and I wonder what you could be thinking about me
when I turn to look at you and smile
you would laugh and try to make some joke out of it for a while
does your eyes sparkle when you see me around
because for me, my heart skips a beat when you call my name
I tend to hide that from myself too
but, it all shows inside my dreams
I can't escape because it is you that I see
I know it's not legal for us to be together, I see that now
even if it was, maybe the feelings that I catch from you is not true
and maybe I'm just making this all up just because I'm a fool
people ask why I don't have a guy
and if I was waiting for someone on the other side
It's true that I turned down a lot of guys
maybe it's because I casted myself off from love's line
maybe just maybe because I don't think I'm good for them
but, how would I know if I was and if they were the one
I think this over and over when I am about to drift off to sleep
They all say that it would be different and that I would have to wait and see
even when I'm at school, my sister would say that guys are talking about us
and if she asked me about it, if I had heard what they said, their words
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't care because I keep wondering if I could say my true feelings to you
and what your reaction would be and what you would do
I keep saying to myself, today's the day that I will tell him
your number on my cell thinking if I should tell you or if that would be the wrong thing to do
I focused everything on my schoolwork and on you, thinking it would all blend into some sort of "work"
but I guess I can take the advice of my friends and sister, I'm just blinded of love...
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