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| All these declarations of love, when I know not one of them is real. Sincerity can be too cruel when coming back to reality. It's nice to think they're real, but I know in my heart none of it is true. Why do they taunt and torture me? Why do they insist on playing? I have fallen victim to mind and heart games. I have fallen victim to trusting and vulnerabillity. But I refuse to create a dead zone of love within me. I refuse to shut off the magnetic field that draws and guides contaminating love. All these declarations of love, when I know not one of them is real. But I intend to be the Mad Hatter of this crazy love wonderland. |
| Why did I think you'd be there forever? Why couldn't I face the truth? I'll never be with you. We'll never be together. I'll neer see your face, hold your hand, or feel your arms around me. I shouldn't have allowed myself to fall, I shouldn't have hoped you'd be mine. But now I know you will have to leave, even though you were never really here. |
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| I thought I knew myself I thought I had a goal so sure of what I was so sure of my plan for life now I know I'm a stranger to myself now I know I'm lost in the maze of life What happened? What should I do now? I want to run away and hide. Who can I turn to, where can I go? Will I ever feel as sure as I once did? Will I ever feel secure in myself? Will I ever feel content, satisfaction or happiness? I thought I knew myself so sure of what I was, now I'm a stranger to myself lost in the maze of life. |