My Darling Angel Love
Sing, O Muses, of that which
Is called the same by scholars and fools
The great prize of love
Won by the tender heart of youth
Based on the insistence of eternity

Come tell me O Muses
Of those wandering pairs
Twisted together and bound
To whom all other life is ended
And who lose themselves in love�s embrace
Dreaming (written October 2000)

Really confused
A dream... could have been an old dream
Coupled with a new me
And once again he was there
And now I smell his scent on my body
It waifs through the air
And the feel of his touch
Is still on my arms
It�s a fool�s distraction
To want what is out of reach
God, to be in his arms
To have this fantasy fulfilled
Without consequence
To love him
unexplored love
quietly demanding
notice

no, no
the time is not right
I have to wait a little longer

what is this curiosity inside me?
loving him from afar?
wondering what his arms are like
wondering what his mind is like
once the depths are penetrated
and all that sweetness
kindness
and gentleness
show their root cause

an unexplained love
my soul yearning to take him

but the time is not right
I have to wait a little longer
can't rush, can�t rush
Kiss the Kindness (written October 2001)

I want to kiss the kindness on your lips
Move against your soft skin in thanks
Gratitude running down my face
I want to praise you
For the loving in your heart
The way you speak softly
And walk to spare the ground
It�s not often that I meet someone
Who�s so                  good
Still, within your eyes something doesn�t belong
Something like sadness, like loneliness
Smile.  And I�ll give you what ever gifts I can offer
You have my admiration
My curiosity
My faith
My heart
If I could I would kiss you
Softly, asking nothing
To drink your tears
To let you know you are loved
I would touch your soft skin in thanks
Offering me as my appreciation
But, my friend, I don�t dare
I am not all you deserve
I want you
Though I don�t know you
As well as I�d like

I only know how you look and move
And I want that
I only know how you speak and joke
And I want that
I only know how you play the guitar
And I want that too

I want you
And I want to learn about you
All my curiosity consumes me
I see the strength in your body and heart
The weakness too
And I want that
Didn't You?

You didn�t come like a thief in the night
You didn�t steal my heart away from me
Leaving me helpless and hopelessly in love. 

You didn�t sweep me off my feet
With drama and romance
Leaving me lost within you
Unable to see the world through clear eyes. 

But you did wait me out
Through my confusion and anger
And you did leave your mark in my mind
Like a dream hinting that it could be real
A ghost through my summer days

Your image followed me through three years
I, always wanting, always wondering...
Why did you fill my dreams some nights
As far away from me as you were then? 

Did you know till now how you�ve haunted me?
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