My fallen angel
beautiful and damned
cursed and loved
You corrupted my world-
forced me to eat your apple,
made me share in your sin
You tempted me
with your wings
and then told me
to rip them off
You collided into Earth
as I watched,
and waited,
to kiss your scars
I hate her
the girl, who
stole your innocence
The part of you
that belonged to me
You broke your promises
and walked away
from our relationship
and she will never know
the extent of her misdeeds
Those eyes-
deep brown
with flecks
of honey
I could lose
myself
in those
endless pools
Abuse me more,
I like it
Come on;
Keep it up
My pain
is your pleasure
Go on-
rip my heart out
smear my blood
(all over the floor)
Seduce me
Use me
I like it
Why do you always
make it so hard
for me to love you?
You drive me
INSANE
with your words of
stupidity
and hatred
Then you turn
around
and tell me
you love me,
expecting-
that it will all be ok
Broken promises
Empty Dreams
One lost soul
An isolated tear
False hope
Broken bonds
Once true love
Shattered trust
A lonely whisper
Forgiveness denied-
The end of all things
Staggering around
With glassy eyes
Did you forget to call?
Or did you know
That I would be
Seething with anger
Your drunken stupor
Sickens me,
and pushes me away
I don't want to hear
ANY excuses
You were wise
Not to call
Is this really it?
Could this be
True love at last
Or is it just
Vivid infatuation,
Desire between the
Young and naive
Liar-
you screwed me over
for the last time
taking advantage
of my love
twisting my words
watching my anguish
seeing me writhe in agony
transfixed by
my aching heart
I detest your ability
to make me love you
Go on-
continue to distort
the truth
I'm tired of being decienved
I'm sick of your
ability to seduce
never again
Fuck me over
Ruin me again
I'm tired of
Waiting endlessly
I'm sick of your fucking promises
Go away-
Stop making me
Hate you
Dissapointment;
A word I knew well
A word associated
With family,
With friends
But never with you-
Until now
Don't leave me again
I'm too fragile
You toy with my emotions
and I believe you'll stay
I'm still shocked
At the same tears
That fall and freeze
On my icy cheeks
The tears that always
Follow your absence
Maybe one day
You'll stay
Or maybe
I won't
I'm all sweaty
The bed squeaks
My loud moans
Make you even hotter
My pulse races
I'm out of breath
Your hands grab my hips
Directing my speed
My nails claw at your chest
You gasp for air
My headboard hits the wall
You cry out -
We gracefully collapse
Hugging the sheets
Finally, all is still
I take the scissors,
Watch the blades
Shine
For one moment,
I contemplate
Actually doing it
But like always
I just break the skin