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Part 2 |
How I met My Friend Panic Attack |
| My work suffered, as this was my trigger the place where it all happened. |
| I found the medication worked but I still couldn't get any relief or answers from the number of shrinks I went to. Now thinking back, that money could have been better spent on a holiday. I was feeling hopeless and couldn't let the past be, it would always sneak up unannouned at the worst possible time.. My head wouldn't stop thinking what (if's) Will I crack up in front of my work mates? |
| I couldn't sleep and eat my head was throbbing 24/7 I just wanted to be normal again. (But have I ever been normal?) I have the support of my wonderful husband and 4 girls who I treasure dearly I know things will get better I have been there before, but I do know it will reappear again 1 day. |
| Months went bye and eventually the stress of it all at work was too much. |
| After 6 long months I finally caved in and resigned this was the hardest thing to do. I was hurting I felt no support I had been used and abused for the last time. |
| Over the next 4 years I would struggle to work, trying to get over this hurdle but no matter what or where I could still hear her voice... She would reappear in my memory bank as if it was just like yesterday. My little problem I had tucked away kindly introduced itself to me again. Till this day it has been a hard struggle but I know someday I will eventually be able to at less have my panic under better control or maybe better still be gone from my life. |
| So I will stay with my meds and know this time I have found the right person who will guide me the right way in feeling good about myself again and help me put my positive thinking into order to my PSYCHOLOGIST ... Gwen |
| A passing thought: |
| If you live,work or know someone who has a Panic Disorder or any other illness be more caring and Respectful if you aren't already.. Sometime just listening to them will help ease there pain.. Thank you for reading my story,we all need some kind of safe place and this is mine. |
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