Leaving Gyor.

I dun understand why after all these days I still got nervous when I visit a place. Like today, I'm going to Budapest, and I actually dun wanna leave Gyor only because I won't get lost! Maybe deep inside I like to be stable and long for security (typical virgo), while the other side of me like adventure and can't stand the status quo. Anyway no matter how I feel right now I am still going. On the other hand, I found my life without conversation becomes more and more impossible. I haven't engaged in any proper conversation ("hello", "bye", "thank you" dun count) for three days!! That's why I'm staying in a hostel in Budapest. Of course tight budget is also one of my major concerns. But really I need to talk to somebody or I'll simply go mad.

25/7/01．Gyor Hbf．11:39am

p.s.在火車站遇上友善的匈牙利大嬸，拿著LP幾句匈牙利文比手畫腳的談了半小時。得知她這次來Gyor奔喪。看到她眼裡閃出光，突然為這陌生人感到很難過。