It's like a dream.

Yesterday he came back home and took me to the amusement park. I was thrilled to see him again. But the park was terrible, there were four of us - me, him, his gf and his best friend, it was terrible enough to see them walked in pairs like real couple (well they are...), what make it worse is that he forced me to play everything with his best friend! >.< I was so sick, + hangover, I almost threw up.  I can't talk every time when I have to say goodbye, so did this time, I just wanna leave asap, I couldn't face him for one more sec. And it seemed that he wanna send me away too (maybe not, but could see that he's acting weird). He walked around with my backpack insisted that he would stay with me until the bus arrived, while I just...I just dun wanna see him again. So that's it, my last visit to Harsefeld (can't think of any reason to go back again). When I got on the bus, I thought I was gonna cry, but there was no reason for it. Anyway, that's the end of the story......

I got a 10-hour ride to Prague, and it was unbelievably full! Soon it's all packed which left me no more time or space to feel sad. Can't sleep, it's a nightmare. Hate night bus. It's cheap but totally not worth it especially after saying goodbye with the one you love. We arrived at 5:30am. I didn't book anything. Dunno how but I did manage to get myself on the Metro then the tram then found a hostel in the backyard of a church. And everything was done in half an hour. Again unbelievable.  6am I was already sleeping on a bed.

It's just like a dream, yesterday I was in Hamburg looking at someone I love and his girlfriend feeling sorry for myself ; now I'm completely exhausted all by myself in Prague. Is this life or is this traveling? Wanna see him again...but I dun see the chance. Sigh......dun wanna do anything, just wanna lie down and dream about him.......

8/8/01．Prague．12:51pm