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Melissa
sat on the floor, unable to sit straight and tall like her mother had
always admonished her to do when she was a child. Today, it would be
impossible. And tomorrow... it probably wouldn't be possible then either.
Her mind was too busy thinking about the dog that lay across her lap.
When he came to be with her, he had no name. She remembered that day very
well. The first sight of him was enough to break her heart into little
pieces.
The woman, who had taken this dog from the rough streets where he had
lived, had tried to save him because she was unable to watch this young
dog find his own food in a dumpster outside the crack house where he
lived. Nobody cared that he was gone.
His fur was very thick; so thick that she had to wiggle her fingers down
to feel his bony body. And as she pulled her fingers away again, they were
coated in old dirt. Black and white, he was supposed to be. But on that
day he was beige and dust.
He sat in the back of her car panting continuously, ears laid outward for
he had lost his courage and couldn't keep them proud and tall. He sat
motionless, waiting and limp.
But the thing that was the most disturbing was the look in his eyes. They
were quiet eyes, sunken into his head - and they watched her. They were
alive with thought. He was waiting for her to do something "to"
him.
Little did he know at the time that, instead, she would "give"
something to him. She gave him one of the little broken pieces of her
heart.
She reached out to stroke his head and he instinctively squinched his eyes
shut and dropped his head, waiting for the heavy hand. With that little
bit of movement she gave him another one of the broken pieces of her
heart.
She took him home and gave him a bath. She toweled him dry and brushed
some order back into his coat. For that, he was grateful and even though
his own heart was loaded with worms, he accepted yet another piece of her
heart, for it would help to heal his own.
"Would you like some water, big boy?" She whispered to him
as she set down a large bowl of cold well water. He drank it up happily.
He had been dehydrated for a long time and she knew it would take him most
of the week to re-hydrate.
He wanted more water - but it was gone. Ah... that's how it is, he thought
to himself. But he was grateful for what he had been able to get.
"Would you like some more?" and she gave him another bowl along
with another little piece of her heart.
"I know that you are hungry. You don't have to find your own food
anymore. Here's a big bowl of good food for you. I've added some
warm water and a little piece of my heart."
Over the four months that he stayed with her, his health improved. The
heart full of worms was replaced piece by piece with little bits of her
loving heart. And each little piece worked a very special kind of
magic.
When the warmth of love and gentle caresses are added, the little broken
pieces knit together again and heal the container it resides in. That
container becomes whole again.
She watched each little broken piece fill a gap in the gentle dog until
his quiet eyes radiated the light from the little pieces. You see, kind
words gently spoken turn the little pieces into illumination for the
spirit that resides within.
He rested beside her, happy to be with her always. Never had he known such
kindness, such gentle caresses; such love. His health had returned, his
spirit was playful as a young dog's should be and he had learned about
love.
Now his heart was full. The healing was complete. It was time to go. There
was another person who had another heart that was meant to be shared with
him.
So she sat shapeless on the floor because all the broken pieces of her
heart were with the dog. It is difficult to sit tall when your heart is
not with you. She wrapped her arms around the dog that sat with
tall, proud ears for her. Lean on me, he said.
And she gave him one last thing that would keep him strong; that would
keep the pieces of her heart together long after he had gone on to live
his new life. She gave him her tears and bound them to the pieces
with a simple statement made from the ribbons of her heart.
"I love you, Joe." And Joe lived happily ever after.
Melissa sat on the floor, straight and tall like her mother had always
admonished her to do when she was a child. Today, it would be
possible. And tomorrow... it probably would be possible too. Because her
mind was busy thinking about this, the next dog that lay across her lap.
Where did she get the heart to help yet another dog, you ask? Ahhh... it
came with the dog. They always bring a little bit of heart with them. And
when the rescuer breathes in that little bit of heart, it quickly grows
and fills the void left by the last dog. |
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