Attention all, I have moved on from Geocities to Freewebs for a new start, larger storage space, and more bandwidth. SUNBATHING is still available to you by clicking "click for entries/layout before this". Of course my Livejournal is still being used so you can sign up and add me. And finally the link to my new site Eye Strikes Back!:
Eye Strikes Back!
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Last SUNBATHING entry
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My final SUNBATHING entry:
Oy, you disappointment me, you really disappointmet me. You called yourself a friend? He called you, not to vent out to you. He called you to let him know how he feels... because that's what friends do! They communicate, the let each other know how each other feels. We had no intentions of ending the friendships. All we wanted was you to know that we were disappointed... about what had happened.
You saw it coming, you prepared yourself for the talk... you knew what you were going to say.
Why? Why are you so prepared to throw these friendships away? Why did you disrepect his friendship, not to mention mine? It wasn't the talk I was angry about... that talk was the norm. You always talked to me about how he's not good enough for me and whatnot. But what hurt me the most was that you felt it was ok to... you know what you did. And to say it was joking around and that you never heard me say stop? WTF? I slapped you hands away and told you to stop! Don't remember? Were you too drunk? I'm sorry but let me quote you "Drunk people always remember what they did the night before... they just choose to deny it". And that's how you disrespected me and my body. When I slapped your hand, you moved away and came back again. I don't even want to repeat some of the other things you said to me that night, because it was just too disgusting. If you call that joking, you've got an odd sense of humor and an odd way of showing it, because it looked a lot more serious to me and other people around.
You disrespected your friendship with him because you interefered with the girl he loved. So fucking what if our relationship was confusing? Its not your business. You didn't break up with him... you didn't break up with me. You didn't go out with him, you didn't go out with me. So how is it your business. Its alright to care... but not to get in the way. You should have just let us handle it. Why couldn't you? I may have gone to you for a talk, but that's it, a talk. A good friend would listen, but not get in the middle. The only time it would have been ok for you to step in is if he ever hurt me... WHICH HE HAS NOT DONE!
Didn't his friendship mean anything to you? Did mine? When he tried to call you, all you could do was try to defend yourself, but seriously.... what was there to defend? You already did it. All he wanted was an apology and for you to know that we were disappointed in what you did. We didn't even want to end the friendship... we wanted to say that it was just going to take a VERY long time to TRUST YOU.
Now we don't even know if we want to be your friend, because you didn't want to talk to him. You just wanted to pick a fight... you wanted to be hard headed and play like its just you joking around and it had nothing to do with you being drunk. Dude, you were drunk within the first hour and spent a large portion of the night throwing up!
"You guys are hogging Eileen, stop hogging Eileen!" "Come over here, I just want to fondle you" hmmm, yeah sounds like a lot of joking around going on here.