Listening to: "...My office glows all night long it's a nuclear show and the stars are gone. Elevator, elevator, take me home..."

Reading:
Mood: slightly worried
Well, first things first. Please visit THE BOY'S site, for I have completed it. He is sooo proud of it. Good luck to him and his HTML-ness. I am proud of it as well, and it is making me think that maybe I should make a new layout for myself. Well...anyway, click on the screencap in order to visit his new site:

Now anyway, why am I slightly worried? Well, as you know there have been raging fires here in southern cali. Its craaazy! I'm lucky to have not been evacuated and to not be next to any of the fires. I mean, I live very close to the Otay fire, but I'm pretty sure it won't reach me...hopefully. Anyway, here are some pics from KFMB (a map of all San Diego fires and a satellite pic of all the smoke in the air from LA and SD) and 2 of my friends pics that he took. One of smoke above the houses and one of the fire-y sun.

And finally, my livejournal entry about the fire:

2003-10-27 09:30:00; The Sky is Orangish Blackish Greyness of Yuck So the fire continues on. All schools have been cancelled, the President and still governor Grey Davis (no word from Ahhh Nold yet) have declared us in a state of emergency.

My car is once again covered in ash. My poor old dog is stuck outside and he wants to come in (my dad won't let him in, he refuses to let him in). He is kicking it outside our door because thats the closest he can get. It makes me sad to think that he's just there. He knows something is wrong, but can't do anything about it. Animals know when things are wrong, and their instincts tell them to go find someplace to go. Where is my dog to go? Poor thing, he feels neglected, and I am sad that I can't do anything.

Will someone take my dog for me?

Anyway, the sky is all nasty. Here's a pic from yesterday around noonish:

And here is one from today, and its getting worse folks.

Usually you are able to see what is behind those houses (which is more houses and streets and trees and a park). Now you see nothing. Can you see the ground? Compare the 2 pics. The more recent pic shows more ash on the ground.

I should take a pic of the sun or just the ground. The ground is white with ash, the sun is fire red. It looks like Mars.

*sigh* when will this all end? When will the madness end? I want my friends to return to their homes, not be at shelters. I want my dog to frolic in clean air and to be happy. I want to get better because the stupid fire made my illness get worse.

*sigh* at least there isn't any school.

10.13.03 06:04pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...Now what's cooler than being cool? (Ice cold!)..."

Reading:
Mood: sick
Sometimes...just sometimes I wish I was this girl that every guy looked to. I watch my guy friends oggle girls...and I wonder, why aren't I that pretty? Not that I want them to oggle me. They are like my brothers, and I can understand why they wouldn't oggle me. But what about others? You know? What about the other guys? Eh....I probably don't notice em.....if there are any.
You know, I think people are expecting me to get all deep and shit here. But I cannot provide you all with that. I like to keep my privacy from the general public. I mean, this site can be seen by nearly everyone....EVERYONE! People I don't know. My livejournal however....that's my precious right now. I love my Livejournal. I can type up a grip in there....and there are only a few select people who can read it. Friends only my dearies. Friends ONLY. Not to say some of the people who read this aren't friends...what I mean by friends only is...only people who are signed up with Livejournal and are listed under friends can read it.
Sorry to everyone else.... for those of you who want to read my deeper stuff....I suggest visiting my Xanga. Its not exactly deep. Its more of me ranting and complaining about life's downs. Its a pretty angry blog. I don't even like Xanga. I like keeping it because its a trend right now, and I had gotten Xanga before the trend. I'm proud of that. Xanga user since 2001! Back when it was just the white kids....and kids frome various places like Brazil and Italy.....were using it. Back when Xanga was plain and simple....and didn't add stupid things in order to compete with sites like Livejournal and Deadjournal. But yeah.... go visit it if you want. If you find it offensive....don't read it. I'm warning you all now that it may be offensive to some of you. So I suggest sticking with plain and simple Sunbathing
Anyway, I've had a pretty...I suppose exciting time since I've last updated? I still need to upload some pics. I have some from Darren's b-day bonfire....not of people....more of scenery....how lame am I? Where are the pics of me and friends? Geez. LOL, I do have some though, and I'll probably go stealing them sometime soon.
I've also got some pictures from...I dunno other things. I can't remember. Oh, yes! Of the Rooney concert! Got those! And also of some random things.
I must go now. I wish I could type more and upload my pics now, but I don't have time. So to enlighten you all, my most recent Livejournal entry:

My latest obsession:

The Dog: Artlist Collection

I recently bought some dogs...2 to be exact. One is a Labrador Retreiver, he looks like this:

The other is a french bulldog:

What I want next? Blythe Dolls!
They are from the 70s, and the creepiest blinking dolls ever! LOL, I think they are cute though. Here is what they look like:

Very Mod.

How did my weekend go...better than most, but still crap. Friday was fun. I shall eventually get that pic of me and May and my dog up on here.

I scracted my right eyelid and it hurts like a bitch.

My throat is sore and I'm coughing up phlegm...aint it a pretty sight?

My little brother and I watched our new DVDs, great fun...... we got The Lion King 2 disc special ed. and Spirit Away.

I actually fell asleep early last night...about 9 o'clock. I also had several nightmares and ended up socking the wall near my head. No worries, neither wall nor my hand is hurt.

Was very weird....no one had signal on their cells 'cept for Jon Boy.

Should go now, am feeling very ill. How will I go to surfing now? This sucks ass.

09.19.03 11:00pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...I'm a terrible person, cause I've made up my mind..."

Reading:
Mood: exhausted
So I'm tired.....as you can see from my mood. I'm also lazy, so instead of typing up a different entry for this site, I'll just use my livejournal one. I will also transfer over my pictures from Rooney and other things to this site as soon as possible. For now, just visit the link I provide:

So TIRED

Ok, I'm pooped!

So what has happened so far since I last updated? Umm....well...it wasn't so long ago that I updated.

Things have been up and down, up and down. Craziness man.

I went surfing yesterday....I think the coolest thing that happened was seeing a baby dolphin swim right next to me. That was cool, I've never seen that before. I've always seen dolphins at Sea World.... and I've seen a sea lion swimming in the river next to the bay....that's about it on my ocean wildlife encounters....oh yeah, and the jellyfish, but who hasn't seen jellyfish?

Anway, later on that night I went to go to see Rooney. Opening up was The Sounds and Paloalto. Both did great. It was just a crazy concert....I would describe it to you all, but I am so sore from surfing and the concert. Lemme tell you though, its odd to see people smashing each other at a Rooney concert....very odd. Sucks being caught in the middle of their fury. I can understand during The Sounds....but Rooney?

Well, I will enlighten you all with some pics, if you would like to view more, click here:

www.rooney-rock.com/canes.html

(please DO NOT steal these)

09.19.03 11:00pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...We're not living in America, but we're not sorry..."

Reading:
Mood: exhausted
Hi all....things have been crap lately but I suppose its ok...I suppose. There's still a lot of shadyness going about, but I don't want to explain. There is no use since no one else will see it and I'll just get attacked for saying it. So I'll just keep my mouth shut for now.

Well, what has happened so far w/life? The good things at least? Let's see....first off lemme just say I can't DL the nutball pics because my computer crashed...again and I put off updating so long,,,,so now the pics are gone....sadness man....sadness...

Anyway, I got a chance to catch Hilary Duff at the Carlsbad Company Stores. Everyone was asking me why she was there....I was all, "Hell if I know!" Hee hee. I had heard about it the night before on the radio. I figured why not go see her if I'm getting out of school early? So I did. All good in the hood. Check out my pics of her by clicking the Hilary Duff pics in the drop down menu.

Ooo there are new pics under Misc. Pics 3 too! Check em out :)

Also, I started Surfing Class. Damn I am so sore from it. Mostly the swim test. It was freaking long and freaking in the nastiest place ever, Mission Bay. Gross! I promised myself never to swim there. I swear...I'm going to start growing a third arm! Thank God I passed though, I was so happy and proud of myself. I told myself not to give up...although I wanted to because I got so so tired. As we speak my arms are sore! Arg!

Yesterday was also the one month anniversary of Steven's passing. God bless his soul. We all went to visit him and have a picnic with him. It was all good at first, but I must admit I felt out of place with all these people. Then again, when do I? Geez, they were so loud too. I can understand being happy and stuff, but isn't it desrespectful to be yelling loudly in a cemetary and stepping all over people's graves....some didn't even say sorry. Tsk, but whatever floats their boats I guess. I guess everyone had their own perspective of what is disrespectful and what's not.

Anyway, here's 2 pics of us w/Steven. You can cleary see how I am trying to be happy. I try to be happy for Steven because I know he doesn't ever want to see me cry. So I try.

(hopefully these pics work....stupid imagestation!)

Sorry the pics are kinda blurry....Darren (he self timed these pics w/his camera....its only 2. something pixels too....so quality is minimal....its ok though. You can still see us)

I wish Gilbert and Jackie had been with us....in fact I wish I went w/them instead. I was planning to too....but I dunno. I dunno. Things got screwed.

In other news, today we had Game Night at Heather's. That was fun. Stupid moron people didn't come, but thats ok. Jr, Heather. and I had great fun without them :) Enjoying that weird adventure game of Heather's, later putting it on pause to play Operation. OOO that game scares me! Hee hee. Its fun! And no one really got competitive too, it was just pure fun :)

Before heading to Heather's though, Jr and I stopped off at Fashion Valley because he needed some shirts. He got like 3 shirts and a hat. I got myself a pink Paul Frank shirt for only $10 at The Backroom. Which is funny because the same shirt is about $21 at The Blue Room and Sun Diego.....and those stores are connected (as in chain)! LOL! What a deal! :)

Well, I should go, enough updating for now. Later all!

09.09.03 9:45pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...Nothing really matters, Nothing really matters to me..."

Reading:
Mood: tired
Hey, yeah I know guys, haven't done much updating to the site. I'll get to it soon enough. Nutball pics will be up I promise! haha!
I've been irratated lately, and if you have Livejournal and you read mine, you would know. Sometimes I post stuff up at my Blurty....you can sign up there if you want to read mine. Friends only, and don't worry, no need for a code.
Anyway, I will entertain you all w/3 of my latest LJ entries.....I won't get the rest of them because they are pretty depressing. So here ya goes:

2003-09-09 21:43:00; Nothing Really Matters

2003-09-09 21:14:00; Oh La Dee Dah!
Hey! My Ate (big sister in Tagalog/Filpino) likes Rooney! Woo! Its no wonder she and I got paired up long ago! It started w/the whole us being dancers, then us being into No Doubt, and now I find out she's into Rooney? How cool is that? I needs to hang out w/her more.

I saw her at one of our lil convience stores, and we said hi and stuff. She looked at my folder and goes "You met Rooney?!" so yeah and I tell her that I've seen them 3 times this summer and met them twice. I was all surprised she knew who they were....actually I shouldn't be surprised because its my Ate...she tends to know about a lot of things. Oh, and she's an LA girl even though she's from Nor Cal. Haha, v. funny....to me at least...I should probably tell her about their concert coming up...but she's a busy woman. Her classes are a lot harder now. They should be since she's upper division now.

School's a bitch....but when is it not? Arg to that....arg I say! I still have homework to do, but I'm so lazy to do it. Sometimes I wished I lived by myself....for some reason I have this crazy notion that I will work better that way. I'm thinking of kicking it at my Ate's house to study after classes....she offered to let me last sem but I declined. Maybe I will take her up on the offer this time.

Sigh.....what I really wish is that the boy would stop caring about what others thought of him. He cares so much about how his friends are confused about the two of us. I don't blame our friends for being confused, I'm confused too. But it would be nice if they left us alone and let us handle our situation in our own way. Others may think our decisions are wrong....or maybe right. Let us figure it out. I know the boy should stop asking for help from people because some advice might not work for him....yet he believes in what other people tell him. I want him to figure stuff on his own. Stop, listening to advice....I mean listen to the different perspectives....but you don't have to do what they say. DO what you want.

Anyway, I should get to this homework....blah to HW blah I say!

2003-09-06 22:35:00; OK, OK!
Ok, this will be my last post of the night, I just felt like sharing it...I found these pics at a local radio station's website:

IS CHRISTINA GETTING A LITTLE PUDGY? Rumor has it that Christina's "people" are getting worried about her weight gain. You be the judge... See pictures of Christina!

WHAT'S HAPPENING TO CHRISTINA AGUILERA??? One of our listeners found another unflattering photo of her at a recent concert... check it out.

Well....at least she's eating! :\

09.01.03 9:57pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell..."

Reading:
Mood: good
Hmm, there seems to be more people reading this....possibly because other people cannot get into my livejournal, for it is friends only. Anyway, today was the last day of prayer....and the last day of summer. Its kind of sad because I don't know when I'm going to see everyone together again. We all go to different schools have different schedules....but I know that we will all meet up again. I think we should all go to Steven's house one day just to visit. I think they would like that. Not right now though, they deserve a break from us coming to their house everyday....I'm going to miss it actually.
Anyways, coming soon to the site, Nutball pics and a few pics at Steven's house after the funeral.
But for now, I am going to give you guys the latest Livejournal entry that I have made. Its my big end of the summer post, so enjoy :) I love you all!

2003-09-01 21:01:00; Summer's End
Man, summer is over already! This sucks completly. I feel like writing something inspirational and beautiful, but I can't do that. I don't know how to do that. So I'll leave that to Jon. I'm more used to writing whatever I want, not thinking about what to write, but just letting it flow.

Anyway, this summer was different. I never thought that I would be living a life straight out of the books of Sarah Dessen, but I am. You just don't know how similar this one summer relates to the books "Someone Like You" and "That Summer". For those of you who have not read the books, see the movie "How to Deal", its based on those 2 books. How ironic that it mirrors this summer.

I thought this summer was horrible, the worse summer ever....and in some ways it is. But the thing about this summer is that I learned a lot. I learned a lot about people, realtionships, myself, life....death. I had so many low points this summer, that could make this summer the worse summer ever......but then there are the high points....that completely make up for everything.

Highlights of this summer:
1.) Spending the days w/the boy
2.) eating at Subway or Jack in the Box almost everyday
3.) Seeing my fave band Rooney 3 times this summer (Xfest, Pepsi Smash, Lollapalooza) and meeting them twice
4.) Realizing that I can drive to LA w/o getting seriously lost of getting into a serious car crash
5.) Spending time w/Martin and Anita......and running into people I haven't seen in such a long time while hanging out w/Martin or Anita
6.) Meeting cool /r/ fans like the Michelle's rock-star-shell and musical_reality and Melissa and Marie and Ashley.....and later meeting Melissa and Marie in person
7.) Chatting w/Judy online and later meeting up w/her, Angela, and Lucky at Comic Con
8.) COMIC CON!
9.) Colleen, Reggie, Binh, and Phoung's birthday Luaa(sp)
10.) Hanging out at Plaza Bonita or downtown, or Movie Trader/MoJo's
11.) Watching a bunch of stupid guys play nutball
12.) hanging out w/my cousin....which hardly happens now that we are older
13.) Meeting new people...or turning aquantances into friends
14.) Realizing just how important friendships are, and how we shouldn't take each other for granted

Steven: Thank you for being the cool person who everyone loved. Thank you for helping us all to realize the faults we were making. Thank you for being our friend

08.26.03 10:54am__capitan's log

Listening to: "...there's gotta be more to life..."

Reading:
Mood: blankity blank blank
Life has been so hard lately, but everything should be ok now. I'm starting to accept things for the way they are....
Last week was long and hard, full of tears and mourning. This week there seems to be a lot more laughter, which is good. Of course there are my tears, but its a personal matter that we shouldn't get into right now.
Goodness, Steven is surely going to be remembered. He had affected so many lives, in some ways its amazing, in other ways its not. Why? Because its, Steven! Of course he would affect our lives! He was....nay is!....one of the coolest guys out there. He will be missed greatly, but we're going to take care of his family! Yes we will!
Well, I finally added something else to this site other than a simple entry. I've added my Lolla pics! Ok, technically they are my cousins pics, but I'm in the majority of them. Have a look see in the drop down box!
Coming soon.....maybe, a whole new fall layout! Kind of hard to call it Sunbathing when its fall! Hahaha! Anyways, enjoy the pics! Oh and yes! Rooney pics are updated! But I suggest you view the Lolla ones first!

08.19.03 1:19am__capitan's log

Listening to: Nothing...but I've got plenty of songs in my head

Reading: Nothing
Mood: Sad
I know I haven't updates in awhile..........*sigh*....its just.....*sigh*........I went to Lollapalooza yesterday.....................................................................................................................................................
I feel guilty for having fun...whe someone...............I know I shouldn't feel guilty..........I'll let you read this entry to help you understand what the hey na na I'm talking about.........

Steven Kalan Racca June 20, 1983 - August 18, 2003
My last picture....before my camera broke...its a good pic of him too...

I remember the first time we met, I thought you were a pretty darn hot boy! :)
Later, at McDonald's, I remember feeding you a pickle :)
I remember when Gerino didn't want to talk to me on the phone because he was playing video games, so he handed you the phone....and we talked about training bras and how gross girls are with their pads and tampons.....all because I was watching Lizzie McGuire and she was looking for a bra
I remember us all at the beach....and you leaped out of the water, chest sticking out, one fist thrust up in the air....superman style...
I remember later on burying you in the sand, hee hee....always willing to volunteer for something like that
I remember ditching school to go look for car parts at the junk yard with you and Gerino...
I remember the conversation we had while Gerino slept in the back seat
There were so many memories in the short two years I have known you...
But mostly I remember, your winning smile, your handsome look...boy you were a pimp! :)... all the advice you would give me, when Gerino would be stubborn, or if friends were being dumb...*sigh*

We love you Steven, you will truly be missed

08.01.03 1:15pm__capitan's log

Listening to: Ozma

Reading: Nothing
Mood: BORED
I haven't updated in quite awhile. Hrrrmmm, maybe I should enlighten you all w/some of my entries from LJ and Blurty. Not all of them of course. Hee hee. I suppose I write more of my personal stuff there because its Friends Only, and here, anyone can view it. Like say....my uncle perhaps! hahahahahahaha. Anyway, here are my entries:

BLURTY

2003-07-30 12:23:00; Wee Ooo
I went to see Ozma last night. Fun stuff. I actually got to sit up on stage next to them while they played. Stole a bottle of water in the process. Hey! Jon and I were thirsty!
Eventually ended up near mosh pit. I would've joined in if I hadn't kicked the disco ball earlier. For the rest of the day I was limping like a maniac because the cut on my lil toe stung so much. So yeah, that's why I didn't join in the mosh excitement.
After show I got Star, Jose, Daniel, the drummer who's name I forgot, to sign my ticket stub. Got a nice sweaty hug from Jose. Whoo that was loverly, ick. haha
When I got home I realized something, my Rooney ticket stub was missing! :( sadness man, sadness. Twas one of my prized posessions!
GTG eat now. Bands at last nights concert:

LIVEJOURNAL

2003-07-30 22:44:00; OZMA Last night, see Ozma, see Ozma play.
See Mae and Piebald play before Ozma.
See Ozma perform, while I'm sitting on stage next to Jose.
See Ozma from the edge of the "mosh pit"....did not want to injure myself anymore than I was
See my foot get trappled anyway
See sweaty fat men mosh w/o their shirts
See Ozma backstage
See me limping like crazy
See me get Star's autograph
See me limp over to other bandmates
See Star feel bad for me, tells me maybe I should sit down...will you be my friend Star?
See me get autographs from rest of guys
See me get sweaty full two armed hug from Jose
See me limp away to the car, off for some Jack and the Crack and TV a-watchin
See me typing about yesterday when I should be typing about today

2003-07-29 14:33:00; me

You are the Girl Next Door. You're the sweet one.
The quiet one. The one that he doesn't realize
he's got until you're gone.

What Type Of Retro Gal Are You?
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2003-07-26 18:00:00; Shake that thing Mis Kana Kana

For those of you who hate long entries, here's what I did yesterday:
1.) Pick up Martin in Barrio Logan
2.) Fashion Valley Mall where I see Sandy
3.) Back to Martin's to pick up forgotten money and to look at scrap books and yearbooks
4.) Horton Plaza, only place that has decent parking for downtown...also needed to get batteries for the digi cam
5.) Walk out of Horton into mean streets of downtown, but before leaving actual mall, see Mika, Maria, and Dorthy...good times
6.) Go to Hard Rock Cafe for some good eatin' and chat chat chatting
7.) Walk around downtown, head over to Borders for W magazine...not there 8.) Go back to Horton to see if W there, old issue
9.) Go back down to the mean streets to Ralph's, where they have cool self-checkouts...and yes, W magazine
10.) Back home at 11

Now onto the real entry

*sigh* I had so much fun yesterday, I forgot what it feels like to actually expierance life....outside the normal Best Buy, Plaza Bonita, Wal-Mart, McDonald's, Peter Piper Pizza, AMC Palm Promanade/Regal Cinemas, Mojo's/Movie Trader.....damn that regular routine that we all go through all the time. I suppose once in awhile its ok, but c'mon! Its all the time! There is plenty to do in Sandy Ego!

Yesterday I went out w/Martin, whom I haven't seen in a year! It felt great! I love hanging out w/him! I knew that we would actually do things, and we did....it was outside the whole routine that I have been living for the past year! Damn! I miss my high school life! It was actually exciting then!

Anyway, being outside this...norm...I ended up seeing a lot of people I hadn't seen since...I dunno...awhile! Yes, basically my high school friends. First, Martin and I went to Fashion Valley. I knew I was going to see someone I knew....and sure enough I did! I was just standing on one of the bridges...all of a sudden someone slams into me and wraps their skinny arms around my shoulders. It was Sandy! Yay! It was totally random, but still totally cool. After fashion, we headed back to Martin's place to go get his money. It was so fun re-living memories, and seeing how this year's yearbook turned out. I am so proud of him! He really did good this year! The best layout in the whole yearbook was the fashion layout, and that was Martin's! I am so proud of him! He said he was thinking of me when he was making it. LOL. I remember the previous year I was constantly bugging him about the fashion layout, "Martin! You need to show variety! You need to represent everybody in this school! C'mon Martin! I'm not going to do your whole layout like I did last year!" hahahaha!
Anyways, after good memories we headed off downtown for some fun. We parked at Horton and walked around a bit. As we were about to leave Horton, I hear a bunch of girls squeal out my name. It was Maria, Dorthy, and Mika! It was so cool to see them! (I told you, once I'm outside the normal subs that I have grown accustomed to this past year, I start seeing a lot of familar faces. I swear, my old friends must think I vanished out of thin air!) They had just came back from Pat and Oscars. We chatted for awhile, then we parted ways. Martin and I continued down the street over to Hard Rock Cafe. I had never eaten there before, so this was a cool treat. I mean, I've eaten at Hard Rock, but not in my own city. While we were waiting, we saw my friends again. I guess they got tired of Horton and decided to walk around downtown. Eventually Martin and I got a table, we had some good eatin' and talked about several things. We decided we would meet each other once a month and try a different restaurant each time. Hee hee. After Hard Rock, we walked around downtown. We walked over to Border's to see if they had the new W magazine, which they did not. So we walked back to Horton, to see if B. Dalton had it, but they had the older issue. So we went back to the mad streets and went to the Ralph's. Their Ralph's is so cool! They have this place where you can check out item's yourself! Haha, like the library! It was very new to me. Anyway, we did find the W magazine there (of all places) and bought the damn things. After that we walked back to my car, but first digi cam pics! Yay! Haha, I'm still waiting for Martin to send me the pics though.
Anyway, twas a cool day yesterday, and I am bitter today. There is absolutly nothing to do....actually there is something to do, its just that I don't think my parents will let me out of the cage tonight. And if I do go out, o yes, it will be same ol same ol. I'll probably end up at Plaza Bonita, then try to get free food either at Peter Piper's or McDonald's yadda yadda..... College life is boring. I'll take high school anytime! Well, except the work and some of the teachers..hahahahahha!

07.23.03 10:36pm__capitan's log

Listening to: Sean Paul

Reading: Nothing
Mood: in pain
Hey people! I'll brief you on a bit of things then I'm about to post up my entry from livejournal. That's just how lazy I am right now. I have a headache and its driving me nuts! hee hee. There is always something wrong with me!
Well, pretty soon I will have my own domain. Ok, not really, but same thing. It's a domain that I am sharing with a chick named Michelle. Its not for personal use or anything, its for Rooney. We are renaming Rockin Rooney to Rooney Rock. The domain will be Rooney-Rock.com. It should be really cool. :D
Errrrmmm.... the boy came over today, and we watched Family Guy and just chilled. For the most part, I slept and watched TV the whole day. Hee hee. Fun stuff. I also had to do battle with the freezer. I hate that. I hate how my mom buys so much food and I have to go re arranging everything. Grrr! Well, I made some updates to this site, and here they are:

Not much updated eh? Well....what can you do? I'm tired. Well, here's my LJ entry:
Remember that entry I wrote where I said that some people are just ugly to me? Mostly those ugly people being certain girls? Hee hee. I am sticking by that entry. There is proof of the existance of ugly people. Fake people. ETC. But we all knew that didn't we?
Anyway, went out yesterday. Errrrmmmmmmm................went to Wal-Mart con mi mama y mi hermanito. Errrrmmmmm I also went hung out w/"jason sensation" and Heather. Fun stuff. I was actually let out of my jail cell. Ha! Went to Plaza Bonita...not much there so went to Sea Port Village and went to look at the hats. Damn guy wouldn't just buy the damn hat! We went there for a reason, you wanted the hat, why didn't you get it? LOL. Yes, it was very Robert Carmine...straight out of AOL sessions:

You are Taylor's Babydoll. You only want to touch
his hair! [Just look at me, Taylor.] But youre
too scared to talk to him.

Which Taylor Locke Whore Are You?
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Later all! :)

07.21.03 4:06pm__capitan's log

Listening to: Nothing, but watching Spongebob

Reading: How to Deal
Mood: sick
Hey guys. Going through some minor scary drama. I'll give you the details all tomorrow once I find out what the hell is going on. No need to scare people, when I don't know much about anything right now. *sigh* must wait for tomorrow.
In other news, I went to the SD Comic Con this past Saturday. It was fun, and I got a whole bunch of cool freebies. I also bought this cool old skool CareBear Cousin, Lotsa Love. I wanted a My Lil Pony and a Gem doll, but the Gem dolls were $50 and I couldn't decide which pony I wanted. The Boy was being impatient so I only had time to get the Lotsa Love. Anyway, check out my pics from Comic Con. I gave them their own section so it won't get mixed up w/the Misc. Pics. I was only able to get 3 pics because my batteries in the digi cam were near extinction. Blah! Hee hee. Well, I should go. I'll put the pic of Lotsa Love up here later. Toodles all!

07.17.03 2:02pm__capitan's log

Listening to: No Doubt, Return of Saturn

Reading:How to Deal
Mood: ok...but w/a headache
FINALLY! Last day of Geo! I wonder how I did on the final? Hmmm.... I guess I'll have to find out Monday. I am relieved(sp)....but at the same time I've got a headache. Grrr. Today, went to Plaza to celebrate. Got some smoothies and the boy bought me the new obsession:

Hee hee. Ain't he cute? 50% off too! Go Disney! Well...I was about to type more...but I forgot what it was. Damn this headache! Oh! yes! I remember now! Stupid computer keeps saying that this page is done loading but w/errors. What?! I fixed them! I even got an HTML check to check it! Grrr! Maybe I need a diff HTML checker...I dunno. Anyway, I should rest now. Later whoever reads this!

07.15.03 8:14pm__capitan's log

Listening to: old skool Xtina

Reading: Blender Magazine
Mood: PMS trippin
Hey guys. I updated some of the things on here, so check it out. I finally put up the other dolls I made, and I added my /R/ icons.
I'm a bit tired right now, esp because of the whole PMS trip business. Want to see what I have gotten (as presents or have bought myself) so far this month? Well...not all of the stuff. Just 3 of my cooler items? Well, here ya go:

Well, that's all kiddos. I'm about to rest mmmkay? Byes!

07.13.03 12:00pm__capitan's log

Listening to: A*Teens

Reading: biology book bleh!
Mood: Tired
Hey guys, the computer is back to being in tip top shape! I'm working on some new pages for this site. Its not like any of you really care, but I know you all come here when you are bored...or if you want to see pics! LOL! I'm going to have more of my dolls up here, music videos, warnings for internet scams and such. Of course more pix, and perhaps maybe Eyeball radio? Hee hee. We'll see. Well, I better get back t o studying. This is odd for me because usually I study in the dead of the night! Later people!

PS Yeah, I listen to A*Teens! So what? They are one of the best pop groups out there. Besides, I love ABBA! LOL :P

07.11.03 1:02pm__capitan's log

Listening to: Hot Hot Heat

Reading:ElleGirl Magazine
Mood: Sick
Hey everybody. More computer troubles. Blah! What had happened was that a virus had attacked the computer and everything was erased. I had to reboot the computer and download a few programs to get everything back into shape. Luckily for me that I saved a lot of my stuff on my 3 websites. Music and movies that I DLed are lost, but are retrivable. My brother and dad don't seem to mind so much this has happened. Nothing to important was on here. So...starting with scratch again! Loverly huh? Well, that's it for today kiddos! Later alligators!

07.09.03 1:14pm__capitan's log

Listening to: Rooney

Reading:nothing right now
Mood: Sick and Annoyed
Hey guys. Notice anything different about the splash page? Probably not. I had to redo the whole splash page, and that irratated me so much! Why did I have to redo it? Well, I was working on the Rooney website that I share w/Michelle. When I switched over to my site...everything was the same except the splash page! Grrr! Geocities f*ed up and replaced my splash page w/Rockin Rooney's (the website I work on) splash page! It probably happened because both were named index.html. Arrrggg!!! I got everything to the way it should be...except for the moving title bar. I decided to keep it plain and simpled because I was too lazy to type up the code. Don't know what I mean by a moving title bar? Look at the top of the page and look at your menu bar at the bottom. You'll see that it says Welcome to Sunbathing...and it has those * ~ things moving.
Anyway, I'm tired and I am sick. I should probably go to sleep so. I spent a lot of time working on Rooney LJ icons. Most of them are of Taylor, but that happened on its own...it wasn't intentional. Anyway, I must go now. Later everybody.

07.08.03 1:14pm__capitan's log

Listening to: (so i'll sit here) waiting - the like.

Reading: The Lost Soul Companion: A Book of Comfort and Constructive Advice for Struggling Artists, Black Sheep,Square Pegs, and Other Free Spirits
Mood: Annoyed
Some things that annoy me:
*how does anyone think they are "ghetto" and still listen to happy rock? contradicting is the word that comes to mind.
*How mod fashion is coming into the main stream. I have always loved mod, and yet its popping all over the fashion magazines. And now you see little teenies walking around in mod, not even knowing who made mod a fashion statement. but you know what, fine go ahead and be trendy.
*and now a quote from my xanga (your fave one hudy hoo):

07.07.03 3:21pm__capitan's log
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Lost Soul Companion: A Book of Comfort and Constructive Advice for Struggling Artists, Black Sheep,Square Pegs, and Other Free Spirits
Mood: Weird
Hey guys! I added a whole new section to the site. Misc. Pics 2! I'm having so much fun w/the stupid camera! Hahaha! I took so many pics that I had to put in a whole new section. If you have any questions as to why I would take such obscure(sp) pics, just email me and I shall tell you the story behind such pics.
New things that I got today:

Pooh Bear stuff toy (courteousy of The Boy)
*new* Teen People w/rooney article
*new* ElleGirl for kicks
lip gloss/body glitter (courteousy of The Boy

Also, today's class was short. It was cool, and I actually paid attention! Whoo hoo! Go me! Tomorrow we have a test, so I should probably should start studying! Later kids!

07.06.03 3:21pm__capitan's log
Listening to: Forever Your Girl - Paula Abdual (sp)
Reading:How to Deal
Mood: Nerdy -0=0- hahaha!
Hey guys! I a lot of new things today! Or this weekend I should say! I just got a new digital camera today...not exactly what I wanted (I wanted this cool camcorder w/still picture action) but it'll do until I manage to get $700! Hahaha!
What else is new? We just got a new washer and dryer this morning. Why am I happy about this? No more crappy clothes coming out of the old washer and dryer! And no risk in a house fire caused by lint in the lint trap! hahaha!
Also coming soon to a house near me, mi papa is getting a new truck! Whatever for?! That is beyond me! LOL.
Well, if you came here to look at my pics, go ahead and go to the drop down menu. You can find it under Misc. Pics! :)
What else have I done today? I found a new host for my pics and my music. Thank you Cox and my dad for letting me have another account that is for complete utter non-sense!
Ooo! Yesterday was fun. Actually got to go out for once. Jon and I hung out at the mall and finished passing out all my Michelle Branch promos. I felt like we were vandalizing the mall! hahahaha! Then we went to Peter Piper's to visit the boys. The Boy managed to get the prizes guy to get me a Gumby and another icecream lip gloss. Yays! Jon had to go and get a Gumby too! Bitter yes you are! Hahaha! Just kidding!
After Peter Piper's, Jon and I headed off to this girl's sweet 16. I had no idea what I was doing there. But Judy called me and we had a pretty funny/scary convo. I even called her back later that night to continue the insanity! Hahaha! I'm doing a lot of laughing aren't I? Get used to it cuase I'm in a goofy mood! hee hee!
I enjoyed my convo w/hudy hoo. Haven't spoken to her in awhile, and its always cool to talk to her. Its like things didn't really change. I mean they did...but not. Know what I mean? Well, anyway, I must go now. Later gators!

07.04.03 3:21pm__capitan's log
Listening to: Why Can't I? - Liz Phair
Reading:How to Deal
Mood: Sick!
Hey everybody, happy 4th! I wish I could have had a better celebration, but we all can't get what we want. Let's just say everybody (including family) had work and other friends were celebrating w/their own families. *sigh* the fireworks were about the size of my thumnail from my house. If you truly want to know how I feel about today, go visit my livejournal...and sign up to be my friend on their. My journal is friends only.
On to other things, last night I saw Finding Nemo again w/the Boy. Twas great fun. I love that movie! I almost cried again, but since I already knew what was going to happen, it wasn't that bad.
Oh yes! Another new song on here! I changed the song on here because I was getting sick of it. I love the song and all, but it fits better with my xanga then it does on here. The new song you are listening to is yet another Rooney song. It's on of their older ones. Its called "Why". My dear friend says he likes the intro to the song and he likes how Rooney writes things that are relatable. You know who you are Mr. V! Hee hee. You and your BoA! LOL. Ok, I better move along now. Cya layers whoever reads this!

07.03.03 3:21pm__capitan's log
Listening to: Goddammnit - Hot Hot Heat
Reading:How to Deal (no image available) and the new Harry Potter
Mood: Hot!
Lookie what I made for my xanga, but didn't exactly fit into the layout so I'm putting it here!

Welcome to my Boredom Room!

Lookie what else I did today! I was bored and decided to take a /r/ quiz!

presented by rooney fan base

In addition to that on that same website, I found a clip from 91Xfest. Now hmmm....the heads look awfully familiar in there. I don't think any of the heads is me...or maybe one of em is I dunno...but I find it pretty hilarious! The clip is a short one, so you can easily view it by clicking

07.02.03 3:21pm__capitan's log
Listening to: Bandages - Hot Hot Heat
Reading:How to Deal (no image available) and the new Harry Potter
Mood: SICK! BLAH!
Not much going on here. I shall update more once I after I get this stupid geology paper out of the way! Grr! On the bright side, the BOY did get me a new CD. Pretty cool sounds. Check it out:

This is Hot Hot Heat...maybe I'll put up a song here on my site for you to listen to them. Alright, time to get back to my rocks and minerals! Later!

06.26.03 3:21pm__capitan's log
Listening to: nothing right now
Reading:How to Deal (no image available) and the new Harry Potter
Mood: I'm HOT!!!!!! Where's the A/C???
Hey everybody! What's going on? June gloom is finally over....and I want to go to the beach! It is soooo HOT!!!! Grrr!!!! LOL! Its so hot, that some of my makeup melted in my bag and spilled all over my credit cards and crap! Grr!!! LOL. And ack! Stupid Rooney boards have been a bitch since last night! I can't stand it! Geffen needs to get a better surver(sp)...or better message boards. Which ever they want first!
Well, I had another test today. I seriously do not know how I did. I may have done alright...I don't know. Errrmmm...hopefully good right? Whoo hooo!!!! Half way done w/the class already! 3 more weeks of summer school left!
OOO, like the new song I put up? The older one wasn't working...so I put up this other one. Its the same song I use on my Xanga (if you are just finding out that I have a Xanga, and would like to view mine, please go to the drop down menu above this box and click other journals). The song is called, "If it Were Up to Me". Guess who it's by? That's right! The great and fabulous ROONEY! I swear...I need to get off this Rooney trip before I get super obsessive!
Well everybody...whoever is reading this...I'm about to leave. Please enjoy the sun while it lasts! And remember to wear sunscreen when you sunbathe!

06.24.03 3:05pm__capitan's log
Listening to:
Reading:How to Deal (no image available) and the new Harry Potter
Mood:Content...I suppose LOL
Hey guys! I just bought the new Michelle Branch album! O wow! It is sooo good! I love it! And she has some amazing people on her album, like Sheryl Crow and Dave Navarro. You all should pick it up!
Today was the start of my Michelle Branch promoting. As I said before, I got my stuff in the mail yesterday. I also printed out some flyers yesterday so that I could have more to pass out. Today I started off by leaving a few flyers on people's cars at SWC...I also passed out a few Michelle Branch stickers. Tonight, when I go to work, I plan to do more passing out of things. I'm working the Beck concert...so that should be a good opportunity. I just don't know if people Beck fans are Michelle Branch fans though.
Wooo hooo!!!! I got a C on my 2nd test in Geology! Yeah! Go me, go me, go me! Damn, we have another test this Thrusday...amn...already! We usually have tests on Mondays, but this week its happening on Thurs. Its just weird because...ya know...2 tests in one week? Craziness man!
Well, I best be off. Have fun sunbathing everybody!

06.23.03 3:39pm__capitan's log
Listening to:
Reading:How to Deal (no image available) and the new Harry Potter
Mood:Oh so VERY BORED!
What happened today???? Hmmm.... geez...I dunno. The weather right now kind of sucks...but the sun seems to be peaking out. I also just saw Brock Ungricht on TRL. I was like, WTF? Why the hell is he on TRL? Well he messed up his lines anyway. LOL. I guess that was his grad present...to go to NYC. He was all the random VJ...the first one in fact. Thanks Martin, for making me turn on the tele. It was a pretty darn funny site to see! He all gave a shout out to my former high school (Goooo MB!) and the current college. LOL. Funny stuff right there!
I also got my Michelle Branch promo stuff in the mail. I was going to go out and start promoting today...but I think I'll wait until tomorrow since I'll be working the Beck concert anyway. So yeah...guess I'll pass out some stickers and flyers or something.
Well...now I'm bored...with nothing to do....maybe I'll go to sleep...maybe. Or maybe I shall just surf around the net some more....even though there are no new things to see. LOL. Layers everybody!

PS BTW, yes the pics did come from Amazon.com...if you would like to purchase any of these items...I suggest you go there! LOL

06.22.03 1:05am__capitan's log
HAPPY BDAY 2 COLLEEN, REGIE, BINH, AND PHOUNG
Wow, today was amazing! I just came back from Binh, Colleen, Reggie, and Phoung's BDay party. It was great fun. It felt like a high school reunion....with some new friends from college tossed in. It was truly great fun, and I missed seeing everyone. Everyone was back from college and it was great, some of these people I haven't even seen since graduation last year! Long time! I EVEN WISHED PHOUNG A HAPPY BDAY, AND HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY ENEMY! That was a bit weird, but it was ok, you know?
I think I gave out some pretty cool presents. I got Binh a flying pig, Colleen a stuffed animal cow purse, Regie a coconut head made to look like a pirate (pretty scary, but cool lol!), and Phoung...well I wished him a happy birthday, and I think that's a pretty good present considering the "relationship" that we have. LOL! ooooo!!! I even got a present myself! Colleen gave me some glitter and a picture frame....why she gave me a frame? I dunno... I think it was partying gifts! LOL!
I dunno, its weird.... I haven't been this happy in soooo long, it feels great. I wish everyday could feel like this. I wish everyday I could be happy and not so down. Gosh, a lot of things suck now. The only events so far this summer...and have made me so happy..... have been this party and meeting/seeing Rooney. That's it. I'm hoping for more good days...but its only a matter of time before we have to back to school.
Whenever I hang out w/my high school buddies, its great. I act like the old me...and maybe even more. I think some people who just know me now...the ones from my neighborhood....whom I refused to go to school w/finally saw what kind of person I am. Great fun I tells ya, great fun. Please please let there be more good times ahead!

06.20.03__capitan's log
Well...lets see...I went to the movies today. That was like the first thing I did. The BOY all calls me up and goes "Your still sleeping?!" Hey, what do you expect? It was 10am! Hee hee!
Anyway, we went to go see The Hulk, pretty good movie. After that, went to pick up my lil bro and then off to buy people b-days gifts!
I gtg, but I must tell you now...I have a hideous bug bite behind my right knee! Yup, a bug bite! Gross! It's huge, it itches, and it hurts! I don't know what bit me, but it happened right when I was talking to El Nida last night! Grrrr!!! Well, like I said before. gtg! Layers!

06.19.03__capitan's log
Well, lookie here! Eye has another page up! What's up with that?! LOL. Hmmmm.... I suppose you could call this my new journal. It certainly has more than my other journals. *sigh* I'm bored. I think all my friends are at a bon fire now. Why aren't I there? No one gave me any details :(
Anyway, go ahead and check out my pics. I have pics up from my Xfest and my encounters with the current ultra fave band.....ROONEY!!! LOL. Yeah, I need to simmer down. When I get bored...I can either go 2 ways. Go ultra happy, or ultra depressed. I guess right now I'm ultra happy...esp. since the whole Rooney thing. Well, I better finish making the site. O! And remember to TAG me! I find it much more fun than guest books! :) Late!